beautiful smiles (:

2009-11-25T12:20:00.007+08:00

i've just checked my chem mcq answers from some website and... oh no... merely passed o.O haha anyway since when did i even pass chem mcq before o.O nvm just hope for the best bah :D

alright i shall shower you guys with more cutesie pictures of Ginko xDD

well i got her when she was about 3 weeks old from a box under a flat. 5 kittens but i could only take one. anyway most of the rest were adopted too. haha i rmb that i had to hide her in my room. because i didnt tell my mum =P aiya you know... bring home and hide first then say xD eh but i take extremely good care of her lor. i am and i'll CONTINUE to be a responsible owner! :D

5 little kitty cats :D

brought little Ginko home in this little box. to make her feel all comfy, we gave her mr hippo as a companion. haha she freaking tortues mr hippo now xD

aww sleepy sleepy xD hmmm i've learnt that all kittens have blue eyes at the start! i was rather amused. ok la i know that im slow =/ but at least now i know right xD haha her eyes are dark yellow now. really cute (:

so sweet right? :D haha all she does was sleep then. thats why it was pretty easy to hide it from my mom =P

but of course my mom found out la. but surprisingly she didnt get angry. well i guess its because ginko is out of her sight most of the time. when she's at work i'll let ginko run around the house. but when she comes back, ginko will be playing in my room (: so that's PERFECT (:

hmmm its pretty heart warming to see ginko grow up. its like there's something new everyday. one day she doesnt respond to movements around her, the next day she does. then she starts to rub against your legs and act cute to be noticed. haha but she's rather naughty and tends to bite everything she sees. but its natural for a kitten to do that so nvm. she'll grow out of it. i hope xD

haha ok thats all for now. bye bye (:

[12.20 PM]

2009-11-22T19:52:00.004+08:00

oh and how can i forget to mention the most IMPORTANT person of all!

well he's none other than my DEAREST DEAREST J of course! (:

throughout this whole A level period, he's always there to give me his fullest support. fetching me to school and home everyday... cooking me meals... spending all his free time with me...

i just feel so fortunate (':

HAPPY 2 YEARS 7 MONTHS 3 DAYS DEAREST! (:

time really flies huh... (:

thank you for your support all these while. it really meant a lot to me. i love you <3

[7.59 PM]

2009-11-22T19:31:00.005+08:00

HELLOOOOOOO EVERYONE! :DD

omg omg omg A levels is coming to an END! :DD chem mcq paper tmr and bio mcq next mon.

so im officially free on 3rd dec! sheesh thats kind of long actually o.O

anyway... i've a little cutie to introduce to everyone! :D

MEET

GINKO! :D

i know i know it's like AWWWWWWWW xD

will update more pics of her in my next post (:

p.s. dont worry about me ppl. there's just simply nothing good in that man. i treat him like an invisible piece of _ _ _ _ ! (:

[7.50 PM]

2009-08-04T22:01:00.004+08:00

FROM TODAY,

4TH AUGUST 2009,

I SONIA,

SEVERES ALL TIES WITH

EDMUND CHEOK CHENG TIAN.

REASON BEING:

1. HE asked for it so i'm just giving it to him. (well bastard, maybe one day i'll put this up on the newspapers when i earn my own money. now you just have to put up with this pathetic post. you wanted people to know, so here it is!)

2. I'm sick and tired of him using violence on me each time he gets mad. (once he pushed me so hard against the wall that my head swelled. from then on, i experienced giddiness for weeks. not a single word of apology from him.)

3. I'm not a single bit proud to have him as a father.

- he puts his friends before his family (when we ask him to fetch us to places he'll flare up totally. crazy right? friends ask him only then ok. talk to friends so polite and friendly. to us? we're totally like dirt! believe it or not, i sat in his car less then 5 times this year. it's like pls la that's way less than my bf's dad's car! and i still rmb during the new year, i had no transport home because it's very late already. i called him to come pick me up from expo because i couldnt get a cab and he just told me not to bother him and hung up. wth. i ended up walking back with delia from east coast after a friend kindly dropped us there.)

- he's a freaking gambler! (many times each week he doesnt come home at all. why? because he gambles overnight at his friends' places. WAH no money for groceries got money for gambling?)

- he's a disgusting PORN ADDICT (when i was young, the whole family used to sleep in one room together and he watches porn when we are asleep. how i know? because ermmm i accidentally woke up to that disgusting sight once. =/ whatever la which father watches porn in his children's faces?!)

- he SMOKES (i dont really care if he smokes outside but i cant stand it when he makes the house super smoky.)

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

the list can go on and on. but why waste my breath here? you can say that i'm over doing things, you can say that i'm mean. but i really dont care because you have no idea what i'm going through here.. all i know now is that i can never ever give him the family love that he never gave me. maybe when he's old i'll just give him a sum of money. because that's what he sees as he's responsibility. as if he gives a lot of money though... what he gives is what he gets in future. trust me. it's a freaking miserable sum.

this is what i really feel. cant help it if ppl look at me at a different light from now on.. he's just someone you would never want as a father.

[10:01 PM]

2009-07-05T11:54:00.014+08:00

haha i guess i've kind of lost interest in blogging o.O hmmm or maybe because i'm just too caught up with school?

anyway, my new time table is so cool! :D much more time for revision now! A levels is like so freaking near that it scares me.. just got back my mid year results recently.. and i guess i've got to really buck up for maths if not i'll seriously be a goner o.O

hmm so much have been happening that i dont know where to start.. forgive me about that :P got tonnes of pics to upload but i guess i'm just too lazy to upload xD next time bah (: when i'm FREE-er.

some class pics below (:

not the whole class..

haha obviously im not the pro here. lucky got J =P

oh ya guess what! J is going for his driving exam at the end of this month. so if he pass (HOPEFULLY he does. no he BETTER PASS), he'll drive me to school! :D haha ok where got so good la.. for the driving to school part, actually i have to take a bus to somewhere near his house then he drive me in -.- because he stays kind of near school. HAHA. so actually not much difference because still must take bus -.- but who knows i might get free rides home now and then :D

ok i shall stop rattling. i think i'm way more excited than him xD

gtg now. have to clear my endless pile of assignments! GRRR!

i love you piggy poop! (: it has been a great 2 years 2 months with you (:

bye bye! :D

[10:05 PM]

2009-05-22T10:52:00.003+08:00

currently mugging for my 2nd week of mid years. it's like OMG lah i've never felt so down after an exam. ok correction, in the mids of an exam. especially that chem paper 3 ):

this mid years is set similar to A lvl format. writing 3 econs essay at a go almost killed me o.O still have to face 2 DRQs next week!!!

kind of demoralised because i keep failing. =/ i seriously hope i wont die out before the A lvls..

ok enough of the ranting. not as if i'm the only one experiencing this crazy life huh. just have to really stay strong and positive (: i'm going to practise maths like crazy during the june break. i cant take the A lvl maths paper with such terrible standards.

hope everyone else is coping well yeah (: it'll all be over in like 5 months? :D ~~so fast that it scares me~~ haha just jiayou bah (:

[10:52 AM]

2009-03-16T19:49:00.005+08:00

*blows away dust*

*wipes with soap*

*clean dry*

haha OK.

i guess my blog is REALLY neglected. im just so busy. all i do nowadays when i get back is study study study. no need to elaborate huh xD

many things changed this year. new class and all.. and the saddest thing so far is that cheryl is now in australia ): if only she's here i guess things would be better. haha but im happy for her la. i pretty much confident that she's happy there.. well that's what's more important right? :D argh but still..

I MISS YOU CHERYL LOOI :'(

ok anyway, certain things i have to set clear. dont expect me to do things the way you do. dont expect me to adapt to your style when you've never intended to adapt to mine. and most importantly, dont ever vent your anger on me. i'm NO push over ok.

sigh i guess i wont be typing much. so much has been happening i dont know where to start..

on a happier note.. my 23rd month with J is nearing! :D
haha he really makes me happy (: i love him so so so much although he's annoyingly smelly xD

RIGHT DEAREST? :D

haha i love you smelly (:

[7:49 PM]

2008-10-23T21:28:00.003+08:00

promoted.

.

.

.

but so what?

i dont even feel the slightlest pinch of happiness..

what will next year be like?

[9:28 PM]

2008-10-03T20:55:00.009+08:00

haha i found this really interesting program at http://www.morphthing.com/. feeling bored so tried it out :DD

putting my face,

and J's face together,

you get

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

this!

xDD

ok it looks kind of weird huh xD had to choose points on our faces so that they would fit together. hmm doesnt fit extremely well because i just wanted to try for fun and anyhow chose 2 pictures xD

haha this is rather amusing xD

J is whinning now that our combined pic is very ugly. hee. must be his face that spoilt everything right xD

[8:55 PM]

2008-10-02T22:04:00.001+08:00

The Cuppy Cake Song (YM Audibles Trip Mix) - Strawberry Shortcake ft. Dj Klu

HAHA always hearing this in sec school xD

[10:04 PM]

2008-10-02T21:03:00.012+08:00

School is going to sooo boring. it's like go to school and have lessons for 1-3 hours and then have like so many hours of break o.O chinese, pw, script checking.. haha nvm. at least dont have to worry about completing tutorials and assignments. YES AT LAST xD

anyway the bbq yesterday was really fun. I PUSHED J INTO THE POOL! xDD like FINALLY i succeeded after so many unsuccessful attempts in the past :D IT MADE MY DAY. hee xD

and i got to catch up with my primary school besties! :DD

:DD

it's nice chatting to denise and yee hua after so long. too bad shimin had archery. she always cannot make it one ): hope she can go out with us soon!

i really enjoyed myself yesterday. other than the part when some irritating ppl that threw ICE down at us when we didnt even make any noise. siao one! it's killer litter leh! the ice hit J real hard and it one smacked right infront of me. wth right? almost wanted to make a police report since the stupid guard didnt want to do anything about it. i throw ice at him from upstairs see how he likes it. now i have one more reason to dislike him. i always hate the way he spoils my morning fresh air by smoking whenever i go to school.

comparing the people living in my condo and the people living in the HDB flat i used to live in, i feel that my condo ppl are super unfriendly. well other than the maids around and a few people. they just have this stuck up attitude. all they know how to do is complain and complain. they just lack this warmth in them. you rarely see people greeting each other or even saying thank you when you help them do something.

like hello. the chairman host event make so much noise we also never say anything. then we have gathering only he make a call to complain when it's not even 8pm! they stated no noise only after 10pm! and we arent as noisy as other ppl because we bother to keep an eye on our volume! and is it our fault that the bbq pit is just right beside the building we live in? i mean even when you talk softly the ppl upstairs also can hear. what can we do? noise is unavoidable. not happy then close window lor. the windows built for our condo block out sound pretty well!

sometimes i just feel like telling them to get rid of the bbq pit since it's such a hassle to some ppl. and maybe next time i shant be so nice to them. i've been closing an eye for so many things. next time i not happy then i just complain also lor.

AND if those ppl from level 5 unit 4 dare to throw ice or anything down again, i'll go straight to the police.

i seriously feel that ppl leaving in my condo should learn how to give and take. most of them are such self centered individuals with super bad attitude. very anti social too.

ok i shall stop rattling. haha i cant wait to get my kimono dress from J! :DD ordered it online recently and yay it's here! :DD

haha i'm happy now :DD

[9:03 PM]

2008-09-30T20:30:00.002+08:00

ok now i can say that PROMOS is OFFICIALLY OVER! (:

ended with bio paper 1 today uh huh (:

supposed to go for a class outing. but it was too last minute thing so i couldnt go.. if you guys had stayed at ECP then it'll be no prob le.. i'm so sorry ):

anyway J, Liang Kui and i planned to go to the discovery centre today. but end up never because it's kind of ex. haha budget lah xD

went to ECP instead. haha had lunch at Burger King. we were like trying to figure out whether that rude person at the counter was a guy or girl. o.O until now, still dont know. haha dont care her/him le xD

after that, we dug out the tennis ball we buried and started to play the same silly games. really fun though :DD this time we found more interesting stuff. haha buried all of them after we've played enough so that we can dig them out again the next time we come xD

haha i didnt know that ECP has a virtual land arcade! it was raining so we went up to take a look. to our surprise, all the games are super duper cheap! usual games that cost like 2 to 3 tokens only cost 1 token there! haha now we have a new cheap hang out place :DD

cycled around ECP for 2 hours when the rain stopped. of course i dont know how to cycle lah. rented a double seater bike with J :D ok i also did try to learn how to cycle. a little little bit :D but it's kind of scary though D: i'll try again the next time i get there (:

overall, i had great fun today uh huh (: thank you dearest for accompanying me early in the morning even though you didnt have any paper. you're the best! ^^

having bbq at my place tmr. i cant wait! :DD

[8:30 PM]

2008-09-29T23:24:00.002+08:00

haha this little girl is so cute lah ^^

whee finally found the song she's singing (:

Somewhere out There

Somewhere Out There - disney

Somewhere out there
Beneath the pale moonlight
Someones thinking of me
And loving me tonight

Somewhere out there
Someones saying a prayer
That we'll find one another
In that big somewhere out there

And even though I know
How very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing
On the same bright star

And when the night wind
Starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping
Underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there
If love can see us through
Then we'll be together
Somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

And even though I know
How very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing
on the same bright star

And when the night wind
Starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping
Underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there
If love can see us through
Then we'll be together
Somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true...

[11:24 PM]

2008-09-27T22:22:00.004+08:00

haha CLASS PICTURES! :DD

as you can see, it's like i'm back in a girls' school xD

haha ~~Danielle~~ i mean DANIEL is apparently one of us xD

RIGHT DANIEL? (:

hee xD

[10:22 PM]

2008-09-26T23:05:00.004+08:00

Lemon Tree

Lemon Tree - Fools Garden

i'm sitting here in a boring room
just another rainy sunday afternoon
i'm waisting my time
i got nothing to do,
i'm hangi'n around waiting for you, but notin ever happen and i wonder,
i'm driving around in my car, i'm driving too fast, im driving too far
i like to changed my point of you
i feel so lonely waiting 'm for you
but noting ever happens
and i wonder

i wonder how
i wonder why
yesterday you told me about the blue blue sky
and all that i can see is just a yellow lemon tree

i'm turning my head
up and down
turni'n turni'n turni'n turni'n turning around
and all that i can see is just another yellow lemon tree

sing!
dap, dadadadap didapdap,dadadadap didapdap,dapdidadidap

i' m sitting here, mister park
i like to go out
taking show'r
but there's a heavy cloud inside my head
i feel so tired
get my self into bed
but nothi'n ever happens
and i wonder

isolation
is not good for me
isolation i don't want to--sit on a lemon tree

i'm stepping around on the dessert of joy
baby,,any how can i have another joy
and everything will happen and you wonder

i wonder how
i wonder why
yesterday you told me about the blue blue sky
and all that i can see is just a yellow lemon tree
i'm turning my head
up and down
i'm turni'n turni'n turni'n turni'n turning around
and all that i can see is just a yellow lemon tree
and i wonder wonder
i wonder how
i wonder why
yesterday you told me about the blue blue sky
and all that i can see is
and all that i can see is
and all that i can see is just a yellow lemon tree..

hee my childhood favourite song xD

[11:05 PM]

2008-09-26T22:28:00.007+08:00

oh yay i'm done with PROMOS! ^^

i went totally crazy after bio today xD just kept laughing and luaghing.

haha actually, there's nothing to be happy about. because apparently, i kind of flung everything =/

today is supposedly the day i end all major papers. still have a final bio paper 1 next tuesday o.O

haha nvm. most prob i have to retain but what can i do? i've already prepared myself mentally so the outcome shouldnt be too big a blow (: i'm even thinking of switching to poly. somehow, i'm not really the jc type. haha dont know. see first (:

anyway HAPPY 1 YEAR 5 MONTHS 7 DAYS dearest <3

i love you so much smelly (:

[10:28 PM]

2008-09-05T22:34:00.006+08:00

haha although sonia has toned down a lot when it comes to suju-ing, she hasn't forgotten about ryeowookie! xD

haha i still go a little crazy here =P

ok that was a little divergence. back to mugging now!

~~sian~~

[10:34]

2008-09-03T21:33:00.008+08:00

i understood fully how you felt when you were in the ring. the moment he scored, i knew that mentally, you were down.

although you lost, i'm still extremely super duper PROUD of you. despite your injury, you fought well on saturday. even though you had bad feelings of the outcome, you fought on.

i've never regretted going down. i finally got to see my dearest spar! :D haha keep the passion growing dearest!

AND. you'll always have my support no matter what (: so in future, just shut your ears when i say i wont support you. i said it because i was mad at you for going for PE and getting more injuries in the end before the competition. it was on impulse that's why i called you back..

whee i love you dearest! <3

*big big hug*

[9:33 PM]

2008-09-02T21:20:00.006+08:00

went to liang kui's house yesterday with J to study.

saw his little doggie. haha it's really cute lah. but the poor little girl has quite severe skin problem. she's 8 this year..

this reminded me that blackie's birthday is coming soon this month. that cutie is turning 5 on 23 sept.

i'm really sad now lah. according to my dad, the family we gave him to passed him on to someone else.. how can they do that?

or maybe it isnt their fault? everything started with me. i've been regretting ever since the day i let him go.. i broke my promise to him. i'm such an evil person.

every time i think about him i'll just cry.

where is he now?

i dont know..

i want my little one back.

can i?

i miss him so very badly ):

[9.20 PM]

2008-08-31T22:06:00.002+08:00

this brightened my day up (:

dont be sad.. dont be disappointed.. be happy (:

[10:06 PM]

2008-08-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

1 YEAR 4 MONTHS 4 DAYS. we've come a long way yeah..

i love you so much dearest.

school's tough but you're always there to keep me going (:

*hugs* <3

[10:15 PM]

2008-07-27T22:50:00.003+08:00

haha i've been MIA-ing as usual for a long time yeah xD

won't be blogging much because i cant really rmb the details of what i did. i feel so shagged these days. school is killing me o.O

anyway here are the pics (:

10.06.2008

taken with the GUAs when i went back to TKGS (: i miss TK many many =/

i miss you guys ):

with miss terry! (:

anyway HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY NEININ! (: i love you! ^^ roar it's like when i went back to TK, you didnt. and when you went back, i didnt. haha i shall be as cheesy as you. I MISS YOU NEININ! :D *pokes* xD

08.07.2008

haha new pooh bear toys that J caught for me at the arcade (:

09.07.2008

Toys J caught for me at the arcade! :DD

so cute right? xD

they are mainly stitch and pooh bears xD i love stitch. just caught the pooh bears for fun because they are so cute xD anyway if you think that we've spent a bomb on them, you're wrong. because most of them cost $1 each. caught them with one try (:

pooh-faced J xD

12.07.2008

oh yeah. our new basketball record (:

1070! :D

havent been playing much due to our busy schedules. played yesterday and we tired our really easily. rusty already but we still managed to get 900 plus scores (:

19.07.2008

J and i decided to get tamagotchis for our 15th month (: wanted to get the new family version at first but we cant play together so settled with the version 4 ones xD haha childish you may think but it's fun uh huh xD

27.07.2008

:D

lala i love my smelly mr piggy poop xD

ok that's all for now. i have to continue mugging chem. i have a bad feeling about the lecture test on tues but i'm still going to study hard for it (:

nights ppl (:

[10:50 PM]

2008-06-29T20:27:00.002+08:00

i'm supposed to be doing chem now. but i got super demoralised when i couldnt solve chem kinetics qns o.O we haven even finish learning and we're expected to do the tutorial. -.- it's so physics lah!

haha anyway, I'VE FOUND A WAY TO GET INTO BLOGGER SO THAT IT WON'T KICK ME OUT! :DD wheee! ^^

hmm nothing much happened today. just spent my time at home lazing around and doing tutorials o.O

yesterday, went to my grandma's house. i feel so sad lah. she actually forgot my name ): sigh. she had stroke again so yeah.. hope she'll get better yeah. i love my grandma (: she's like so nice lah. how i wish that i know how to speak hokkien ): at least i'll be able to communicate better with her.. all i can do now is reply her in simple chinese so that she can understand me too.. sad.

met J at city hall after that. i'm sorry that i caused you travel so much despite the fact that your whole body is aching.. i'm such a bad liar.. i was rushing here and there so i couldnt even think of how to lie properly o.O I'M REALLY SORRY DEAREST. ): hope that the little doggie cheered you up. i couldnt find it at many branches so that explains why i'm at different locations each time you called.. SORRY! ):

we went to the arcade to play for a while. haha caught a little comic version of stitch! :D it's like first time the machine actually lifted up the toy and brought it all the way to the "hole". haha didnt expect to catch it! we were like aiya anyhow lah xD it's now hanging on my bag. super cute! haha shall post a pic of it when i get pictures from J (:

met charles at amk for dinner. wow he actually saved my birth date in his phone when jeremy told him about it. really good friend yeah (: haha he treated us to dinner since it was my birthday a few days ago. so nice right! :D it's our turn next time uh huh (:

went to the arcade at jubilee for a while before going home (: yups so that's all for yesterday.

haha ok i shall get back to my chem tutorial now. there's still so much to complete! D:

meet my lovable mr poopy xD

yeah retarded pic i know but who cares xD

i love chemical bonding (:

HAHA ok. before i get more and more random, i shall just stop here.

byeeee :DD

[8:27 PM]

2008-06-27T22:10:00.003+08:00

after my bio paper today, went out with J and LK to bugis because LK had to buy some party poppers.

went home after that because they had to go back to school for taekwondo training.

ok i felt kind of lonely. J said that he would celebrate the end of exams with me but he has training until really late. although it was my birthday, yesterday, i never really celebrated because my mind was too occupied with exam stuff.

stoned around at home because i didnt want to study. eh exams just ended mah.. xD smsed J at 5 plus but he never reply! got kind of frustrated because training should have ended by then. he'll usually call me when he's done. =/

watched tv while waiting for his reply. close to 7, he finally called me! that poopy was outside my house!

open my door and...

TADA! :D

17 party poppers spell "I ♥ U" ^^

ok i was really surprised. felt really touched. didnt expect him to rush down to my place after his training mah.. you're so sweet lah.. <3

with that, i got my 3rd birthday cake! :D

haha and i got to make wishes 3 times this year! :D

i'm really happy uh huh (: i'm such a lucky girl (: this year, i feel extremely loved. because so many ppl from my pri and sec schools actually rmbed my birthday. we're all now in different schools. a simple sms really made my day.. you guys have no idea how happy i am. (: plus i have J with me throughout. i'm indeed very lucky (:

i love you so so so much <3

[10:10 PM]

2008-06-27T14:45:00.007+08:00

lots of things have been happening.. so shall just blog about specific days yeah (:

midyears just ended today! like FINALLY! :D i feel relieved but yet i feel sad too. i bet i just flung everything ):

anyway it's over. flung also what to do.. just work harder lor..

18.06.08

J and i decided to celebrate our 14th month with friends! so yeah went shopping for groceries in the morning! (:

J pushing the trolley. HEE xD

ignore him. he's gone kuku xD

after buying the groceries from sheng siong, we headed back to my place. J cut the prawns, and marinated the chicken while i started cooking almond jelly (: IT WAS FUN UH HUH! xD

chicken wing gun? xD

when we were done, we rushed to suntec to catch GET SMART! (:

really good show! (: i practically laughed throughout xD

19.06.08

HAPPY 14TH MONTH DEAREST! ^^

went out with charles, wl, bq, apple and J in the morning to watch DON'T MESS WITH THE ZOHAN.

this show is hilarious. just that the plot doesnt really make sense o.O it's really racist and it's all about S** o.O haha but still ok lah xD i suggest that you ppl watch GET SMART instead though. haha.

after that, we headed to my place to start the preparations for the BBQ. Junior and her boyfriend joined us too xD

J burnt his finger while trying to start the fire ): poor guy. there was this huge blister on his thumb so he kept putting ice over it so that it wont hurt. next time dont do such silly things again hor!

anyway the bbq was fun! (: the food was nice! big thanks to charles who was the main BBQ-ER for the day xD haha played indian poker after the game xD LESSON LEARNT: DO NOT ASSUME THAT ONCE YOU WIN, YOU'LL ALWAYS WIN xDD haha J and wl were flung into the pool. it was damn funny xD

J stayed over since it was our 14th month. it was a great day! ^^

20.06.07

haha celebrated an early birthday! :D

ok i was supposed to cut the cake during the bbq but end up never. because we too busy with our game xD so yeah. just celebrated with J the next day (:

whee i feel loved! ^^

26.06.08

ok now it's really HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

i didnt feel much about it because i was too busy mugging for my papers o.O first time my birthday falls on an exam day. it's REALLY depressing. haha but J was there to cheer me up so yups (: he came over because he's done with mid years. poor me still had to mug for bio =/ HAHA nvm xD

wheee mummy bought this for me! :DD it's really yummy uh huh! :D very pretty too! :D

J lighting the candles. haha this pic is a little weird but nvm xD HEE.

waiting for my birthday song.. :D

a happy J munching on the yummy cake xD

haha a doggie coin box that J bought for me! (: it's name happens to be PEPE too! well the name is on the little sweater it's wearing xD anyway this coin box is supposed to make me revise something everyday. if i dont revise, i'll have to drop a dollar in! so yeah. in order not to lose money, i must revise! :D

J and i before i accompanied him to the bus stop (:

haha that's all. (: this birthday is so filled with emotions.. thanks to ppl who wished me happy birthday. you guys make me feel so loved! (:

ok i'm going to get a good rest now since i hardly slept due to all the mugging for bio yesterday. bye! ^^

[2:45 PM]

2008-06-12T23:01:00.009+08:00

OK I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY BLOGGER DOESN'T LIKE ME. ): keep kicking me out lah! but i like blogger =/ *hopes that blogger will be nicer to me*

haha anyway, despite that, i didnt give up logging in. dont want to disappoint the people that constantly bug me to blog. heh xD

GUA outing yesterday. haha went back to TKGS and sat at the usual place (: went to video world after that. incase you ex-TKGians out there who thought video world went missing, it's now just across the road where LA-POINT used to be (: good news right? :D i was so upset when i thought that video world closed down. it's like a happy place for me (: all the after stringE gatherings and stuff. i miss those days.. what about you guys? anyway pics when i get them from the other GUAs. haha. (:

wrappers from the chocolates ivy gave us. jo and i were so amused by them xD kept eating chocolates just to see the messages xD

hmm watched KUNFU PANDA on 6th june.

IT ROCKS MAN! :DD it's like throughout the movie you'll keep hearing BOI-ING! BOI-ING! BOI-ING xD that's the sound made by the panda's belly whenever he falls xD the fighting scenes are damn funny lah xD for those who havent watched it yet, must watch ok! :D

i realise that whenever J and i get a new high score for the basketball game, we'll break it before i can even post a pic of it o.O

haha so here's the scores! great progress. i'm very happy because we own those people who laugh at us FLAT. they tend to look down on us because our heights. HAHA TAKE YOU DOWN ARH! :D it's nice leaving them with jaws wide open xD haha dont underestimate us (:

6th june

we finally broke the 900 barrier (: this proves that we're of the same standard as another couple (:

11th june

12th june

it's like OMG LAH. so close to 1000! :DDD

AND THEN..

so did you think we just scored 2? shot in one ball and it's 82%? HAHA if that's the case, you're wrong (:

LOOK CLOSELY. IT'S 1002!!! we so didnt expect this! :DD we were like YES YES YES! we broke the 1000 barrier! ^^

i guess that without J, this score will never be achieved (: we share the same frequency. right dearest? :D and of course we practised a lot. ok not deliberately. we attained this score because we're busy enjoying ourselves right? (: HAHA.

ok now my arms are aching due to all the throwing. o.O haha but it's good training for my arms because i tend to apply more force then others because i'm not so tall but still quite TALL though. HEE xD

booey i'm quite worried for the mid years ): my maths is still at a quite hopeless state. i'm practising so i hope i'll be able to make it yeah.

alright ppl. i shall revise some of chem before going to bed (:

nights! ^^

haha i love you fat barney (:

[11:01 PM]

2008-05-20T20:31:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR 1 MONTH and 1 DAY DEAREST! ^^

i love you piggy poop (:

time flies time flies time flies! BUT PLEASE NOT LIKE A FART MR POOPY. xD wheeee i'm feeling HAPPY despite all the stress around me. HEE xD

haha i love spending time with J. it's just so nice yeah (:

anyway TADA! who's the girl man.. :D ok ok i didnt do this alone. obviously i had my mr poopy with me xD

and with more practice, we did even better! :D haha this game is good exercise for your arms. seriously! i developed some what stronger arms! (:

other than playing this basketball thingy, i realise that we simply love watching movies. it's like i have so many movie tickets in my wallet. ONE THICK STACK! we've spent like so much on movies o.O haha nvm. i guess that as long as we enjoy ourselves, it's ok (: so far we've caught HANSEL AND GRETEL,IRONMAN and WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS. i highly recommend WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS. it's super duper funny and all xD great show! :D

lots of things have been happening.. everything is just going at a super duper fast pace. i guess that everyone will agree with that. i'm so deprived of my precious sleep o.O

haha ok. i shant start ranting about how tough JC life is. some things need not be spoken of (:

i cant seem to know what to blog about. i guess it's because i havent been blogging for so long o.O it's like i really dont have the time.. haha sorry if this entry is kind of disjointed. i just type whatever that comes to my mind.

ok i shall end off with some pics of PEPE :D

ok that's all for now. (: i have to mug bio now.. bye! (: take care of yourself dearest. it's like you take so long to recover from that flu. ):

your heart will always be safe with me (:

[8:31 PM]

2008-05-05T21:06:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR AND 16 DAYS PIGGY POOP! :DD

(i still dont understande why you want a pic with his butt) HAHA.

wheee i love you so much dearest <3 thanks for standing by me all these while (:

haha our highest basketball score. IMPROVED uh huh!:DD

sorry that i havent been blogging. i'm seriously super duper busy. my pile of tutorials never seem to shrink =/ i will start blogging more when i'm FREE-ER ok :DD

to end off, here's pepe and popo! xD

haha ok shall continue with my work now. bye bye ^^

[9:06 PM]

2008-04-06T21:03:00.004+08:00

this blog is getting really dusty o.O

school life is so hectic lah. i reach home at like 7 plus the earliest everyday! i'm either too tired to blog or too fed up to do so (because blogger keep kicking me out -.-) haha but i do enjoy going to school. because J's there! ^^ he never fails to make me happy (:

although this poopy doesnt like NB, he bought a pair NB shoes just to match mine. so sweet lah ^^

haha oh ya there's good news! :DD i guess most prob J doesnt have to go for the operation! ^^ the test results showed that there isnt any cancerous cells! just a viral infection. J only has to go for the op if the lump doesnt go down. but the good thing is that one has disappeared and the remaining one is getting smaller! :DD i'm super happy lah ^^

anyway, watched SHUTTER with J at plaza sing last sat. decided to catch it since i didnt watch the thai version.

ok it's one ghost show that really managed to freak me out. as in i can still remember everything till now. *shivers* o.O it's damn freaky lah. the reasons behind the guy's neck aches and stuff were due to a ghost sitting on his shoulder all a long o.O

went out with J yesterday ^^ i was in a super duper good mood! it's been a long time since we get to go out like that! :D as in the whole day lah xD

met up at paya and went to suntec (:

oh yeah. we're getting better at this ^^ played at the 3 machines (:

haha and finally caught the stitchy that i've been eyeing for a really really long time! :DD (all the way to the left) J is taking the one in the centre. haha and the one at the right end is the one we caught some time ago. it has been going to school with J yeah xD

after lunch, we headed to plaza sing! :DD

and TADAH! :DD

MEET PEPE AND POPO! xD

we decided to keep hamsters again yeah. it just doesnt feel right to see an empty cage. this time i'll take extra good care of them yeah (: these 2 cuties are so sweet lah! they dont fight. instead they help to groom each other! they're really gentle. i can carry them without worrying that they'll nibble at my hand and stuff (: they're just super cute lah! they tend to do similar actions! scratch also scratch at the same area and they both do it at the same time and same number of times! haha i'm so in love with them! xD

anyway if you guys are wondering about the choice of their names, it's because they pee and poop a lot. HAHA xD pepe is a girl and popo is a guy (since i always call J poopy) hee xD

bused down to east coast to chill out (: slacked at burger king since it was raining.

haha i got bored while doing my work so yeah xD first time J actually let me draw on his hand :D

HELLO MUGGER BOY! :D ~~he's actually copying my work~~ xD

when the rain stopped, waited for J's classmates and we went for vincent's chalet. it's his birthday mah.

J and i left at 8 plus because pepe and popo needs to go home and rest. we werent supposed to bring them out for too long.

i enjoyed myself yesterday yeah (:

sigh i'm having difficulties with my homework.. dont know how to do ): sheesh i'm feeling kind of stressed.. =/ it's not that i dont want to do. it's i dont know how to do! ): nvm. shall go for consultations with the teachers during my breaks. the bad thing is that i dont have much breaks o.O

haha forget it. i shall stop blabbering here and continue with my work. save me. i'm so deprived of sleep ):

bye bye.. *yawns*

[9:03 PM]

2008-03-24T22:17:00.003+08:00

how i wish that i can take away all your pain.

how i wish that i can suffer in your place.

i'll do anything to make you feel better.

never push me away.

instead, lean against me, rely on me.

i love you (:

[10:17 PM]

2008-03-23T22:03:00.004+08:00

J (big poopy) and little poopy! xD J looks sleepy here xD

haha won this at the arcade in amk hub yesterday. just tried for fun. we didnt actually catch it because the grip was super weak. the catcher thingy actually hit it and it rolled down. so that was how we won little poopy! o.O HAHAHA xD

i'm bringing little poopy to school everyday. he shall sit in my locker if my bag gets too full though =x haha and J is going to bring the little stitchy we caught the other time to school ^^

haha yay! :D

[10:03 PM]

2008-03-23T09:58:00.005+08:00

went to the hospital with J and his family yesterday. the doctor couldnt determine the problem.. so J has to go for an operation next sat to remove the two lumps so that the doctor can further investigate on the matter ):

the possibility of infection (which is the one everyone hoped for) is crossed out so it leaves us with 2 bad possibilities. ): let's just hope that the doctor is wrong. and if anything happens during the operation, i'll seriously kick the doctor in his *** )=< he doesnt deserve his post if he hits that 1% unsuccessful rate.

dont worry dearest. i'll take care of you (: i'll send you home everyday uh huh. dont worry too much if you cant go to school because i'll try my very best to help you catch up yeah (:

met up with wl, bq and charles after that at amk. J wont be able to play at the arcade with them for months after his operation so yeah.

anyway, look at the colour of my NEW uniform after my mum washed it ):

it turned from bright baidge (left), to a super dull baidge (right). the colour change may not be obvious here but there's really a big difference! i dont know if i can still wear it to school or not =/ i seriously hate it when my mum acts as if it's no big deal. i paid for it lor! i bet that your reaction wont be like that if that happens to your own clothes ): this is not the first time leh.. ): sheesh! there wasnt a prob when i washed it by myself =/ fine i guess that you've got what you wanted. i'll wash my uniform by myself.

shall continue with mugging now =/ bye..

nothing seems to be going right for me. i feel so lost.. =/

[9:58 AM]

2008-03-21T22:52:00.008+08:00

spent the day with J today. (: HAPPY 11 MONTHS AND 2 DAYS DEAREST! ^^

school life is hectic. i end so late like practically everyday! i've really got to adjust and plan my time properly. need to find some ways to stay awake and mug till 1am. i seriously have not much time to study. breaks in school are either going to be used for consultations or extra lessons -.- haha nvm.

anyway, if you wonder how J and i spent our 11th month, i shall tell you now. firstly, we went for lunch at sakae after lessons.

<3

and lastly, we headed back to school and spent the rest of our special day there. -.- till like close to 9pm o.O i had to stay back for the parents seminar thingy -.- it spoilt my day lah. it turned out to be a waste of time because all the parents just sat in the hall listening to the principal talk. we thought that students were made to stay back because our parents had to meet the teachers. but in the end, they didnt have to! ROAR. what the students did mean while? they sat in LT5 watching national geographic -.- but siong wei, cheryl and i skipped it and slacked outside. hee. xD J was nice enough to accompany me throughout even though his parents werent there (because he didnt tell them about the seminar). (: we got really restless half way because we had a gp test the next day but we didnt have our study materials with us =/ haha but crapping and playing with the girls and J was kind of fun xD

anyway, to compensate for what happened on wed, J and i went out today. watched SEMI-PRO with J's sis and her bf (:

it's NC-16 because of all the crude language. hmm ok ok lah the show. i wont recommend you guys to watch it though. the story line isnt very interesting =x

after the movie, we headed our separate ways. as in J and i, his sis and her bf. played at the arcade yeah. quite some time since we went there.

hee our highest score for the basketball thingy! :D it's kind of lousy as compared to the high score. 1432 o.O haha but nvm. we've improved a lot! i still remember the time when we couldnt even score 50 points and get pass the first stage xD

the popular in suntec doesnt sell guide books so we had to bus down to parkway to get them.

haha first time i see a plant growing at the bus window! xD

lala i love you! :D

hmm only managed to get my bio guidebook =/ hopefully i got the right one o.O the maths guidebooks are kind of outdated so yeah.

bought bubble tea as usual and had dinner at KFC (:

headed home with a bloated tummy after that xD

pretty rainbow on my hand! :DD

i hope that things will go fine tmr. i guess that everyone's worried about the results. but dont worry ok, i'm here (:

ok that's all. i shall go mug chem now. haha goodnight everyone (:

[10:52 PM]

2008-03-16T11:21:00.002+08:00

15.03.08

studied with J at macs yesterday at paya lebar. (:

after that, we headed to suntec! played at the arcade for a while before catching 10,000 BC (:

haha not bad lah this show (: quite nice uh huh (:

the movie ended at about 9pm so we went back to the arcade since we still had some time. we were supposed to leave after J completed his tekken game but we ended up staying until 10pm because J taught this little boy how to play a character o.O

my mum nagged at me a little when i got home. but i just kind of blocked my ears =x

i know that you're scared. i dont deny that i am too. but i just want to let you know that no matter what the outcome is, you still have me.. i wont leave. i'll stay by your side till the very end (:

i'll be like your green dino. i'll protect you, i'll always be here to guide you..

TODAY!

J is coming over soon to mug with me. i love you poopy (: cant wait to see you again ^^

going to have my lunch now, bye ppl! (:

[11:21 AM]

2008-03-14T15:17:00.005+08:00

13.03.08

J met me at the KFC near lion city hotel for lunch after his econs make up lesson.

after lunch, we went to collect his pants from the tailor.

since the rain was super heavy, we decided to head on to paya lebar mrt as the walking distance is much nearer as compared to my house. from there, we went to plaza sing and bought movie tickets for STEP UP 2 (:

hmm the show is pretty ok lah. but i still prefer stomp yard though o.O HAHA.

headed home after the movie yeah (:

TODAY!

went to edna's house for stringe farewell! :D this was totally unexpected. xD we all thought that there'll be no farewell for us since AHEM AHEM cancelled it. but our dear juniors actually planned a mini one for us. of course AHEM AHEM doesnt know about it (:

hunting for our presents was fun uh huh! although i kept finding other ppl's presents instead of mine -.- but i still found mine in the end xD

each of us got a card, pencil with a little magnetic animal, a cute clip and a catus! :D and if i'm not wrong, we're getting a video each SOON. haha thank you juniors!

ordered KFC for lunch and played some silly games. xD after that, we all went to TK to visit StringE (: hmm somehow, it doesnt seem as if i havent been back to TK for a long time o.O

sorry nette, rai and vicki for not going to PP with you guys. i've got loads tutorials to do =x some other day ok! (:

ok going to rest for a little while before mugging again. bye ppl! (:

[3:17 PM]

2008-03-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

i love you poopy! ^^ you're the best! :D

[11:53 PM]

2008-03-12T20:19:00.010+08:00

08.03.08

went to orchard with J to collect something.

poopy! haha i thought you're 20 plus! =x

small eyes o.O

haha we watched MEET THE SPARTANS at AMK hub after that (:

it's a lame, gross and funny show at the same time xD the good thing about this movie is that we can relate to it because it's a combination of different shows (:

09.03.08

did nothing much in the morning.. haha but J came over in the afternoon! :DD he was staying over for 3 days since his parents are away on a business trip ^^

we went to the market area to alter J's pants. after that, we bought bubble tea, headed home and started mugging.

J had to rush home at like 7 plus? because he suddenly rmbed that he forgot to bring his school uniform. -.- we have orientation the next 2 days mah. i've never felt so happy fetching him to the bus stop then. because i knew that he'll be coming back :D

haha watched funny videos until 3am before going to sleep. we laughed until tired xD

10.03.08 and 11.03.08

had orientation in school (: haha it feels so good going to school with J ^^ got someone to accompany me in the bus :DD

orientation was pretty ok. glad that i got to know my classmates better uh huh (: was quite tired though by the time we got back.

slept at like 8 plus on day one of orientation. o.O

1S18! :D (plus weiting and tammy who werent present)

see i told you that my class is girls dominated xD daniel is the only guy! hahaha. my face doesnt have flour because i've already cleaned it off before they decided to take pictures. hee.

haha oh ya. i got to do the college dance with J! :DD haha although we werent really supposed to since we were from different houses xD i'm in pegasus and he's in cetus. but we did get permission from our OGLs though. :D haha they know what's going on between us so yeah xD yay college dance this time was fun fun fun! :DD

TODAY!

all of a sudden, i'm afraid to have dreams.. it's like things i dream of do come true. if it's good, i'm happy. but if it's bad, i get super scared.. two days ago, i dreamt that hazel died. and today morning, she really did ): i'm glad that J was with me then. we with her till her final breath.. she was weaker than yesterday. i thought she was dead when i checked on her in the morning. she didnt move when i tapped at her cage.. i started crying and i hid under my blanket. but when J told me that she wasnt dead yet, i cheered up a little. we quickly went to her cage and looked at her..

i saw her and i started crying again. daley was like that before he died.. her heartbeat was really fast.. just like dalely's.. and she was lying down just like dalely.. ): she tried to stand but she couldnt.. i realised that she wasnt going to make it.. we picked her up and put her on our palms for one last time. never was she this calm.. ): at about 9.35 am, she started stuggling and gasped for air. her pulse got weaker and weaker at each breath.. we knew that she's leaving already.. and at 9.36am, she took her final breath and passed away.. i seriously cried like siao can ):

it really pained me to see her struggle so much. but i was really glad that i was with her during her last lap.. my little hazel.. you'll always live in my heart.

i guess that protecting her only lead her to her death.. she's a very lively hamster and yet i didnt put her in a bigger cage because i was afraid that she'll hurt herself. i didnt want her to die the way princess did ): but now i realised that i'm wrong. i should have let her have the bigger cage, i should have let her live her life to the fullest.. i'm really sorry hazel ):

she's in the egg shaped plastic thingy..

i was greatly saddened by hazel's death.. well i was practically sad for all my hamsters' deaths ): chippy, princess, daley.. i miss all of them ): i dont deny that i'm emotional because it's the truth. i love my pets because they are my companions.. they're the ones who are with me when no one's home. it's like no matter how late i return home, i'm always the first. even at like 9 plus? i seriously feel lonely lah. now i'm really alone at home. it feels so weird ): i hate this feeling lah. ):

anyway, thank you J for cheering me up (: we went to seoul garden at bugis for lunch.

steaming balls? o.O HAHA.

played many rounds of the basketball game. haha our average for each round was 500! :DD after that, we came back to my house, rested a while and J had to leave already.. i miss you lah. it feels weird not having you around =/ and please stop scaring me ok! it's not funny lor.

fetched J to the bus stop and when i came home, i saw hazel's cage and started feeling all sad again. ): sigh, i hope that i'll get over this soon..

i've always loved having dreams at night. but now, i kind of fear them. things in my dreams do come through. familiar scenes from my dreams do occur. it might be a few days, months or even years later! =/ i'm scared ):

sigh. going to study now. i need to keep myself occupied. sorry for having such an emo post. bye ppl..

[8:19 PM]

2008-03-07T23:30:00.012+08:00

ok i know that i havent been blogging much. i'm really really busy now. i seriously hate my time table lah. it's like i'll end school at 6pm from tues to thurs -.- for tues and thurs, i have lessons all the way. for wed and fri, i have CCA. -.-

yesterday, i ran 3.2km for pe. now i understand why they say we need proper running shoes. after running, we had to do sit ups. my whole body is aching now. =/ every thursday is my endurance run. so i'll be running and running and running from 5pm to 6pm? if i'm not wrong, i'll have to run 4km next thurs. that's 10 rounds around the track -.- GOSH. hopefully i'll find the JOY in running soon. well, they said we would after a awhile. o.O

oh and if you guys didnt know, my class has only one guy! xD he's J's cousin, DANIEL! xD poor guy. he always gets teased by the teachers. HAHAHA. everyone calls him SISTER now. haha JIE MEI MEN! xD so funny lah.

anyway, J and i went to great world city today to watch THE WATER HORSE: LEGEND OF THE DEEP with his sis and her bf. it's an event organised by J's sis's comapany.

crusoe is super duper cute lah! xD it's really funny when you hear it "scream" xD

haha J likes this song so i decided to post it here (:

Take me to your heart by Micheal learns to rock

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

[Chorus]
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
(chorus)

homework is piling up and my stress level is rising. i'm really glad that i have J. he's always there to encourage and support me yeah. thank you J (: i really appreaciate it.

SRJC has many muggers incase ppl think that all the students are slackers. heard from J that the average L1R5 after deduction is actually 12 o.O the ppl in there are quite smart. the teachers actually pinned a lot of hope on this batch.

ok shall go rest soon.. super tired now. haha bye bye! ^^

[11:30 PM]

2008-03-02T21:35:00.001+08:00

no one other than you will be so willing to do so much for me. i love you dearest <3 thank you for everything (:

[9:35 PM]

2008-03-02T15:57:00.004+08:00

J stayed over yesterday! :D he's family went to genting so yups, he came over! :D

we went to suntec after lunch. it's like FINALLY we get to go out :D we were there to collect J's dad's headset and well, to buy my FBTs. played the basketball thingy at the arcade. sheesh the guy beside me kind of took up too much space. he kept bumping into me! =/ haha nvm. after that, bought some groceries for dinner and headed home (:

we rested awhile before mugging. sheesh. binomial is so irritating lah =/ so is chem. haha but chem isnt as bad i guess xD

when we were done (ok not really actually xD), we watched movies and slacked throughout the night. slept at like close to 4am =x

woke up at 9am. surprisingly, i didnt feel tired o.O but some PIGGY refused to get up! HAHA.

J left at 12 plus i think. YOU COULD HAVE LEFT LATER POOPY! even my mum asked why you leave so early =/ she was cooking something special for dinner! too bad you cant have dinner with us. haha nvm. hope that she cooks it again the next time you come (:

anyway, i was kind of bored from doing chem. so i started searching for the college dance song xD. here it is! LOST IN EMOTIONS. it's quite a cute song xD

not sure if we'll be assembling with our OG or CG tmr. i'll miss draco 4 uh huh =/ hope to keep in touch with you guys! ^^

ok gtg. have to complete my chem. =/ bye bye! ^^

[3:57 PM]

2008-02-29T21:09:00.003+08:00

Part of DRACO 4 with 2 extra ppl? HAHA

anyway, i've got my class already. 1S18. but sad lah. it's like my whole OG all different classes =/ next monday is our last day i guess. because we'll be using our new time tables on tues. haha nvm. we can still meet up during our common breaks yeah! :D

J came over to my house after school. but we didnt bury daley due to the lack of time. we'll be burying him tmr i guess. i miss dalely. it just doesnt feel right seeing an empty cage when i come home =/ sigh.

going to do my tutorials later. and sheesh. there's a whole lot of stuff to study. =/ first week of school only and it's like... =/

ok gtg now. haha i love you poopy! thanks for always being there for me (: i really dont know what to do without you..

[9:09 PM]

2008-02-28T18:54:00.001+08:00

been really busy with school that's why i havent been blogging. i've got my subject combi yeah. SMCE (B1). i'm not at all keen about bio though =/

i was on my way home from school when i received a sms from my bro. he told me that dalely is dead ): the minute i saw that, i started tearing badly. this morning, i actually sensed that something is wrong. when i knocked against his cage, he didnt respond like he used to.. he just stayed there and cleaned himself. his movements were very weak.. i wanted stay longer to check on him but i had to leave for school ):

at least he died peacefully..

i put him in this box. it's the box J and i got when we bought our rings. i kept it because it means a lot to me. but now, i'm giving it to dalely. he's our favourite hamster.. he played a part in making our love stronger.

i've put his favourite seeds with him yeah..

sealed the box up with lots of scotch tape. i'm bringing his body with me to school tmr. J and i are going to bury him after school.. sigh. i kept staring at him. i didnt want to close the box.. ):

dalely's favourite spot.. he was lying at that corner this morning..

i cried a lot over dalely's death. he just means so much to me.. at least i got to see him before his death.. like J said, i've got to let go.. i'll try to get over this sadness. but i guess i'll need some time..

rest in peace my chubby little one.. i'm missing you already )':

[6:45 PM]

2008-02-24T14:01:00.003+08:00

woke up at 9.30am today (: but i still feel kind of sleepy. guess that i've yet to adjust to my new sleeping hours. xD

hmm nothing much today. did the house chores and studied a little. got a little bored and i started browsing through my past entries.. i realised that i was quite an emo kid last year. i guess that it's due to the o lvl stress and all. i'm really grateful to all my friends especially pH, jas tan, nette, junior and kailing. thanks for always being there to cheer me on. you guys helped me a lot yeah (:

and i no longer go SUJU crazy.. maybe it's because i dont get to go crazy with my 4e2 friends? or maybe it's because now i have J? haha maybe one day the craze will come back yeah (:

some of you might be wondering why do i always have long wordy entries. well, it's basically because i dont want to forget all those beautiful memories.. so that one day, like today, i can re-read them and smile at those happy moments (:

i really miss my TK friends. thanks for making my stay in TK so fun despite all the pressure. (: hope that all of you are enjoying your new JC or poly lives yeah (:

[2:01 PM]

2008-02-23T21:44:00.004+08:00

22.02.08

haha J typed yesterday's post. it's the dance steps to SR's college dance. not very complete though xD

yesterday, we had talks AGAIN. i think i hurt my butt by just sitting lah. it's like i sit for a few minutes only then pain. =/ but yesterday wasnt as boring as the previous 2 days. we learnt the college cheers, dance and song. things turned out pretty funny for dance. i was practically laughing throughout when i danced with my partner. he's super funny lah! xD hmm J's partner was a... ok i shant say anything here. hee. xD

went to sign up for ccas after everything. placed my name down for 3. i seriously dont know what to join lah. i'm considering some club that does community work and stuff though (: santy wants me to join student counsell. but i'm not very keen in doing so. i want to try out something else this time.. anyway, i also signed up for taekwondo o.O haha we'll see. i'll make a choice somehow yeah (:

class allocation results will come out on either mon or tues. hope that i'll be able to get into the same class as some of my OG mates.

TODAY!

J and i met up for breakfast at paya lebar mrt in the morning (:

after that, we headed to marina square to catch a movie. haha watched THE EYE.

i think that the movie is quite nice yeah. the story line was taken from a chinese movie though. not bad lah (:

walked to suntec for lunch and we went to the arcade. wah there's so many new stitch toys at the UFO catcher! oh man, i'm so in love with STITCH! :D but too bad i couldnt bring another one home. sad lah ): but something else did brighten up the day. haha we hit our highest score together for the basketball game! 560 i think. too bad we didnt get to take a pic of the score. SOMEONE was too slow. HAHA.

we bused back to my place after that. J stayed until 9 plus yeah (: haha we spent our time playing funny games and we studied a little (:

wheeee i love you J! <333

[9:44 PM]

Dance

2008-02-22T23:26:00.002+08:00

Freshman are you ready?
Give me music

Clap, clap, clap, clap, clap, clap, clap, clap
right, left, right, left, right, left, right
(hold hands) pull, pull, girl go over, pull
(still holding) tap, tap, tap, tap
1,2 cha cha cha
2,2 cha cha cha
3,2 cha cha cha
4,2 cha cha cha
5,2 cha cha cha
6,2 cha cha cha
7,2 cha cha cha
8,2 cha cha cha
(left leg)up, center, down, centre (right leg) up, down, centre (turn right)
right, left, right, right,
left, right, left, left, left
right, left, left
right, left, right, right
x4

repeat 2 times and cheep, cheep, cheep, cheep, cheep, put, press and blowx2

end of dance, bow.

[11:26 PM]

2008-02-21T19:17:00.003+08:00

today is as boring as yesterday. spent the day sitting in the hall and listening to subject talks again. my butt and legs SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY hurt. i remember hearing lots of cracking sound when i stood up. ok maybe that's due to the lack of exercise =x heh xD

anyway, J and i went to parkway after school. fixed my specs, developed pictures, bought some stationary, and headed home (: haha i love seeing J in school everyday ^^ it's like so nice lah (:

hmm i've already chosen my subjects. H2 maths, chem and econs. H1 bio. the only reason why i took H2 chem was because my memory power isnt good so bio isnt a very good choice. hopefully i can cope with chem =/ i'm already starting to feel the pressure. it's like first day of school only then they smack us with all the dates of exams. o.O i'm going to work hard and have a good start! i want to do well in JC.

ok gtg study my chem now. bye bye! ^^

[7:17 PM]

2008-02-20T22:16:00.002+08:00

i was posted to SRJC yeah. hmm and my OG is Draco 4? haha.

for some reasons, i felt really excited about school. haha mainly because i'm going to school with J! :D it's like i kept waking up throughout the night thinking that it was already time to get ready for school xD

hmm i didnt know what time the bus comes and stuff so i left my house at like 6.05am? o.O i ended up being really early. i guess that i can leave a little later tmr.

haha saw quite a few familiar faces in SR! there's about 10 TKGians there if i'm not wrong. and yee hua was there too! and and shimin's sec school best friend is in my OG! haha so we share the same best friend? xD

nothing much happened in school today. it's like an academic orientation day. all i know is that my butt hurts from the long hours of sitting in the hall o.O

met up with J during breaks in the canteen ^^ we went to hougang mall after school. had lunch at long john and bought our pens from popular. haha like finally we got our pens! xD accompanied J for his haircut near his house. after that, he accompanied me all the way home since he still had some time before meeting his cousin ^^

yay i feel loved! :D ok i always do actually xD

hmm hope that tmr would be less boring as compared to today. haha bye! (:

[10:16 PM]

2008-02-18T19:44:00.005+08:00

anyway, i took this from http://www.tkgs.moe.edu.sg

No. of Subjects Passed

* 100% students passed 5 or more subjects

No. of Distinctions Obtained

* 119 students (34.6%) had 7 or more distinctions
* 224 students (65.1%) had 5 or more distinctions

L1R5 Scores Obtained

* 117 students (51.5%) had L1R5 10 points or less
* 337 students (98.0%) had L1R5 20 points or less

No. of pupils with 9 Distinctions (A1&A2) = 6
No. of pupils with 8 Distinctions (A1&A2) = 48
No. of pupils with 7 Distinctions (A1&A2) = 65

haha it's just to remember the legacy that sec 4s 2007 left behind (:

and i also found this at the website!

Mumtaz d/o Mohamed Yusoff (Sec 4/2, 2007) was featured in the Budget Speech 2008 on 15 Feb as an example of a student on the MOE Financial Assistance Scheme who overcame odds to achieve good 'O' Level results (scored distinctions in all her subjects) and win the TKGS Outstanding Service Award 2007. She was also featured in Berita Harian on 16 Feb 2008.

congratulations MUMTAZ! :D sigh i feel that i've failed as a friend. i've sat beside you for 2 years and yet i dont know much about you =/ anyway, i really admire your courage and determination (: all the best ok! do keep in touch! ^^ although i dont think that you know my blog url. haha i guess i'll give it to you the next time i see you online! ^^

[7:44 PM]

2008-02-18T19:15:00.005+08:00

went over to J's house in the morning and slacked all the way (: aww i love J (: haha it's our 10th month tmr! yay we're going to stay awake until 1.32.46am! ^^ it's the time we officially got together (: haha but we only managed to do that like during our 1st and 6 month i think? xD i guess it's like my fault for not choosing a better timing huh =x

sheesh there's this annoymous tagger at J's blog. what on earth does she want? ok she claims to be a SHE. *shrugs* it's like she's a super busy body person lah. she even comments on pimples -.- it's like shoo shoo go away. it's none of your business lah!

ok nvm about her. so we're getting the results of our postings tmr. and we supposedly have to report to the school we're posted the day after? i was thinking of which skirt and blouse to wear to school. when i did so, i automatically looked for my nametag and TKGS badge. then i realised that there's no longer a need to wear those.. the thought of it made me kind of sad. ): it's like i'm no longer going back to TK. i'm no longer going to see the same familiar faces. instead.. i'm going to a totally new place. it's like i'm so sad lah. i seriously miss TK badly ): sigh.

was browsing through many pictures. they sure brought back loads of memories..

4e2' 07

the GUAS. pH drew this for my 16th birthday..

i guess that no matter how much we want to turn back time, it's impossible. i wish everyone all the best for tmr. hope that everyone managed to get into their preferred schools (: and do keep in touch! ^^ i'll sure miss you all (':

[7:15 PM]

2008-02-17T22:52:00.002+08:00

out with the GUAS today! :DD haha had loads of fun uh huh ^^

met J at paya lebar mrt at 9 plus. we had breakfast before heading to city hall. since we had so much time, we went over to marina. played a little while at the arcade. haha we got free games! lucky us huh xD after that, we went to the GV cinema to check out the movies. haha there was L: CHANGE THE WORLD at 2.05pm! :D

met the GUAS at city hall mrt at 12.15pm. they all went crazy when they heard that there was L: CHANGE THE WORLD preview! xD so we all rushed down to marina to purchase our tickets. it's quite ex though. $9.50. had lunch at yoshi before watching the movie.

haha the movie is nice! it's about L's last 23 days before he died. nothing about death gods though. it's about the creation of a virus by a group of ppl to destroy mankind and for the sake of MONEY. well and of course, L came to the rescue! haha i think that this show is quite cute. it's so funny when L finally tries to straighten his back xD

after the movie, we bought yu sheng from sake sushi. haha we ate it at the fountain beside the road xD i bet many ppl were staring at us xD

we played at the arcade in suntec and had dinner at the foodcourt before heading home. (:

haha basically today was FUN. :D it's great to meet the GUAS again uh huh ^^ haha we laughed a lot! ok we always do so when we're together xD

alright that's all for now. bye (:

[10:52 PM]

2008-02-16T16:16:00.005+08:00

susie aunty and sarah jie jie (haha she isnt married mah) came over this morning. at 11 plus, we headed to my mum's boss's house for lunch. wah his house is super duper nice! it has an open concept so it's very breezy inside. it looks like some sort of resort. looks very modern too! everything is so WOAH. i'm so envious! haha but of course i love my house too xD

lunch was buffet style. the food was great! i love the prawns fried with crumbs and curry leaves. yum yum! :D

when everyone has reached, we lao yu sheng. this yu sheng is different from the usual ones because it consists of fruits and lots of abalone! the boss's mum made it. she makes differnt types of yu sheng every year. this year's one is a fruity one ^^ super yummy! haha i was really lucky because i actually got lots of abalone. hee xD

*dont give me that look J! i wasnt tempting you just now xD*

haha and i'm about $60 richer today! :D collected 6 ang baos yeah.

after lunch, my mum's colleage dropped us at parkway. there, we visited my mum's cousins at their shops. hee got free bubble tea xD they own the 3 shops beside 7 eleven if i'm not wrong. haha cant rmb. eh but of course i pay for my stuff on usual days. they give free i also paiseh to take.

bused home with my bro later while my mum went to giant. feeling kind of tired now. shall go take a short nap. haha bye! ^^

[4:16 PM]

2008-02-15T23:59:00.004+08:00

ok i was about to sleep and jasmine tan told me a really really good piece of news! TKGS is now in BAND ONE! :DDDD

OMG OMG OMG! :D

during the release of the o lvl results, we were told that our cohort average for L1R5 is 11.1 which is the best result in 10 years! ok everyone was happy. well basically because we didnt pull school's standard down and we've managed to keep it at band 2.

after moe's calculations, our L1R5 average is 10.8! ok that's what the school leaders told jas when she went back to school. so it means that TKGS is now in BAND ONE!!!

ok i'm really happy now. haha i'm much more awake than just now (:

well done sec 4s 2007! :D

[11:59 PM]

2008-02-15T19:09:00.004+08:00

14.02.08

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ! <3

haha i really looked forward to this year's valentine's day. :D obvious right? xD my first time celebrating it with J (:

J called me when he reached my condo so that i can go down and open the gate for him.

when i opened my house door, i saw this lying on the floor outside!:D

i was like OMG I DIDNT SEE ANYTHING. OMG I DIDNT SEE ANYTHING. i quickly went to find J. haha he was hiding at the staircase area xD ok i was really really surprised. i thought that you were still downstairs! thank you so much. haha i'm glad that you didnt get me real flowers. because there'll be nothing left once they die =/ at least the bears can last forever! :D

haha i gave J this. it's a puzzle thingy. i actually fixed the puzzle up, wrote on it and messed it all up again. oh oh and i bought a bronze coloured box to put the puzzle in. i still remember how long i spent in the shop choosing boxes for the puzzle xD anyway, i helped J fix it up because he wanted to see the message written. haha hope you like your present (:

after that, we went to suntec. watched JUMPER! got tickets at $6 each. it's some kind of youth promotion thingy.

hmm this movie was a little disappointing. it wasnt as exciting as i expected it to be. most of the time i'll just see people teleporting here and there. that's all. but it's still quite ok lah (:

lunched at pizza hut and went to the arcade for a while.

haha played spot the difference, tekken, the basketball thingy and the UFO catcher.

a rather sick picture from spot the difference xD you'll get what i mean.

after that, we bused down to parkway. wanted to go to ECP but it was getting late so we didnt. instead, we went to PP and bought 2 minced octopus sushi and a packet of octopus from ichiban. was still quite full for lunch so we didnt go for a proper meal. when we were done with our sushi, we bought bubble tea, sat down and stoned xD bused home at 9 plus. haha thank you so much for today J, it's been indeed a great valentine's day uh huh ^^ i love you <3

anyway, of course i havent forgot about my friends! i really miss the days in TK. i still remember everyone giving out flowers, candies, muffins, chocolates to each other! valentine's day back in TK was so SWEET (: it's so heartwarming to give and receive. i still rmb that pH drew me a pic then! haha i still have it lor xD

DENISE, YEE HUA, SHIMIN
although we didnt go to the same sec schools, and we're not going to the same JCs, i just wanna let you all know that i've never forgotten the days in primary school. you gals are the best! denise always cheering me up when i'm down, and always walking me home of course xD yeehua always chattering away thus making the environment really lively. and shimin always making me laugh when she laughs. (haha i know this is a little weird) i miss you all. i miss those stress free days. i miss going out with you all. i miss collecting rainwater with our umbrellas and splashing it at each other. i hope that you all are doing well now. we must meet up when we're free ok? i mean must make time for each other! :D love ya all! <3

the GUAS
ALYBA, ALVINA, BRENDA, HUI TENG, IVY, LAURA and PH!

ok i know that there are more GUAs but the ones mentioned are those that i'm closer to. haha. it's great knowing you guys yeah! (: i mean you all are a really great bunch of friends. i'm always laughing when i'm with you guys. as in how can i not laugh? things are just so funny! xD put PH and IVY together and KABOOOM! they start laughing like siao xD i still rmb laughing non stop when i was with IVY. what mdm lenny is "expecting" thingy. xD ok only IVY knows i guess. pH is like my elder sis. although i'm like exactly one month ~~older~~ more matured than her xD haha i've been sitting beside this laughing queen for 2 years! we've been through a lot yeah. i mean it's seriously super werid not having pH sitting beside me for a day o.O glad that that doesnt happen frequently xD haha feel honoured pH xD hmm it's quite sad that we're going to differnt JCs. but but we'll still meet up right? :D haha like on this sun! i cant wait to see everyone again! must keep organising gatherings hor! :D

i still have so many names to mention but i'm kind of running out of time now. i shall just state their names here.

my dear 4E2, DELIA,CLAIRE, VIOLET, CHRYSTAL, JASMINE TAN, SHERLENE CHATT, RAIHAN, LYNNETTE LEE, NISHA, KAILING..

there's many many more names but i cant seem to rmb. i'm sorry if i missed out names. whether we were once close or still very close, it's been great knowing all of you yeah! (:

JEREMY
haha i've never regretted knowing you uh huh ^^ thanks for always being there for me. you're always there to cheer me on, protect me, support me and stuff. i'm really grateful towards you. you're like the best lah. i mean it's true. who other than you will be willing to do so much for me? i enjoy every single moment with you (: there's ups and downs in our relationship. we do argue over silly things and get mad at each other. but i'm really glad that we're able to settle things peacefully. HAHA. anyway, if there's no downs in a relationship, it wont be strong at all. RIGHT? but of course too much downs isnt good at all. i really hope that we'll last long or should i say FOREVER. in a few days, it'll be our 10th month! dearest i love you so so so so so much! you piece up my life! <3

and of course, i love my FAMILY too. without them, there'll be no me. we do not see each other often so i hope that we'll see more of each other in future ^^(although sometimes being with my bro is a torture) heh! =x

TODAY!

hmm J, wl and i went to NYP today! haha we were there to meet bq for lunch. or to be exact, we were there to see APPLE xD haha we finally saw how she looks like today. had macs for lunch in NYP and off we went to the arcade.

yeah and i just spent the rest of my time there. haha expected. the way we played spot the difference was so funny lah. we were like fighting to poke at the machine. as in see who can spot more differences. J played cheat lah. he kept pulling me back! ok i did so too xD but that's because he started it first. HA xD

bused hom at 5 plus. haha that's all for today. i had fun (:

ok gtg now. bye! (:

[7:09 PM]

2008-02-12T21:58:00.001+08:00

06.02.08

BESTIES! (plus an invisible shimin) xD ROAR. i'm so gonna get her the next time!

07.02.08

haha first day of CNY! =DD

went to my great grand aunty's house in the morning, visited the temple and went home for lunch.

met J at plaza sing at 1 plus. haha we watched CJ 7!

haha typical stephen chow show xD really makes one laugh. if you're the type who goes AWWW when you see cute stuff, go for this show! :D the little green alien is super cute lah xD

after the movie, we went to boon keng to meet J's sis and aaron and off we went to his aunty's house.

ok i was really nervous lah. i mean i didnt know what to do or what will J's relatives think of me and blah blah blah. hmm but things turned out pretty fine (: they're a nice bunch of people uh huh ^^ J's the youngest to bring his gf there. but it didnt seem to be such a big deal. haha it's like i wasnt the only so called outsider there.

J and i left at 9 plus because J had go back and do some house chores. i was also getting kind of tired. all thanks to my specs lah. i accidentally sat on it and the sides bent thus making me really giddy when i wear it o.O

anyway, i was staying over so we trained down to hougang! =D

hello there! :D

i rmb how hard it was to fix up these mirrors o.O

oooooooo ahhhhhhhhhh o.O HAHA.

i was too lazy to bring clothes to sleep in so i borrowed J's

TADA! a mini version of J! xD

helped J with the chores and when his sis anf aaron were back, we cooked noodles and heated up the duck. yum yum ^^ we're hungry mah. had an early dinner. so we ate and watched tv. slept at like 3am? ok that's really EARLY huh xD

08.02.08

J's supposed to come for my family gathering at my grandma's house. haha so we woke up at 8am, got ready, and went to tampines!

ok i'm also the youngest to bring my bf over. J's turn to be nervou! HAHA. but he wasnt as nervous as me though -.-

sigh. this year at my grandma's isnt fun at all. i mean everyone has grown up. we dont play like when we were younger. =/ and to worsen things, conflict among the adults. and and my elder cousins kept bugging me about why am i going to SR. -.- eh i have the right to choose! i know that you all care but this is my choice. anyway i dont want to spend time on travelling. dont forget that i'm moving back to bishan! location is an important factor! i dont want to spend hours on travelling.

sheesh. nvm. let's hope for a happier gathering next year! :D ~~hopefully~~ *prays hard*

J and i headed to jubilee at 5plus. we wanted to watch AH LONG PTE LTD.

i say that you all should go watch it! :D it's a super duper funny show xD we practically laughed throughout the whole movie! haha i love jack neo films! well, basically because i can relate to them and they make me laugh xD

after that, home sweet home (:

seems like J and i have met each other's families huh (: so we'll continue visiting each other for like another 7 years? xD HAHA. let me amend what i said to you. ~~wah~~ must see you for another 7 years ah hor! (i guess only J understands this) xD

09.02.08

this chinese new year is rather boring. hardly any activites. so i went with J to his youngest aunty's house after lunch.

lao yu sheng and watched tv. supposed to stay there for dinner but J's mum was going to cook crabs so we had to go to his house fo dinner. haha J's parents bought him a helicopter from malaysia! those remote type. wah it can fly super high! really cool! :D but we didnt get to play much because the battery was flat.

had dinner after playing. the crab was great! :D while eating, we listened to his parents talk about their trip. haha pretty interesting yeah.

went home smelling like CRAB after that. HAHA xD

10.02.08

again, had lunch at home and headed to J's house. reached there at about 1 plus.

haha J was waiting for me so that we can play with the helicopter together. but end up we didnt because his dad pressed the wrong switch last night so the battery never charge -.- we had to wait until 4pm before we can play with it.

meanwhile, bq and wl came so they played getamped first. waited until 4pm and we went down to play with the helicopter! :D haha it was fun but the battery only lasted for like 15 mins instead of the supposed 1hr -.- nvm xD

charles was late so we all had our steamboat dinner first. he only came when we were done?! haha xD so yeah, we accompanied him while he ate and continued talking about APPLE and APPLE TREE. (haha you wont get this part) xD

went back at 9 plus. haha today was fun :DD

11.02.08

J came over and we had lunch at KFC. woah first time we both couldnt finish our food o.O

went to suntec after that. we werent very keen about watching kung fu dunk but we just watched it because there wasnt any other movies.

haha but the show turned out pretty fine. quite a nice show too (:

it was 5 plus when the show ended. walked around becuase we didnt feel like eating. felt really bloated. at around 7, i suddenly had the craving for prawns! J suggested to have dinner at OLD HONG KONG so we quickly bused down to parkway and walked there. ordered the typical dishes. CRAVINGS SATISFIED ^^ bought bubble tea and then headed home (:

mr monkey put into this sick post by ahem ahem AGAIN. haha yes we went to toysrus xD

TODAY!

J came over yeah. he played with hazel and daley while i ate since he didnt want to eat.

my throat is feeling terrible. i'm losing my voice! i couldnt talk when i woke up =/

after that, we went to hougang mall. i returned the library book for my mum and we walked around munching on honey glazed chicken. (i know it's bad for my throat) went to buy strepsils because my throat was seriously irritating me. =/

bought bubble tea and headed to J's house. haha we played voodoominis and watched movies while waiting for his parents to be back.

when his parents were back, we played silly card games while they cooked xD it was fun. hee.

dinner was great. J's parents can cook yummy chicken rice ^^

after dinner, helped out with some chores, watched a bit of tv, and headed home.

haha valentine's day is on thursday! i'm feeling excited about it uh huh :D J's keeping me in suspense! oh man, i'm so curious!

J did this for me. it's simple yet so sweet!

aww i love you poopy! <3

[9:58 PM]

2008-02-06T19:04:00.000+08:00

04.02.08

J came over in the morning. haha and we played with Dalely and Hazel ^^

HAZEL! :D

cute FAT dalely xD

look at the diff in their sizes! :D

we met shuling at bugis at 12 plus. she had to shop for some clothes. hmm shuling bought a white shirt while i got an orange bra strap. oh and good luck for your duckie! :D you can do it!

lunched at teenage bugis (i think i got the name wrong again). HAHA. it's at bugis street 2nd floor.

played with the vegtables after i finished. got his habit from J o.O heh! xD

J's sick habit of pulling the monkey's tail infront to make it look like an AHEM. haha of course i didnt pick up this habit xD

after that, J and i met junior darling after that outside TKGS at 5plus and we bused down to suntec!

since it's junior's birthday, we treated her to dinner at pizza hut. it's seems like some sort of tradition. when ever i'm out with junior, we'll always go to pizza hut xD

JUNIOR! :D

J and i. we wore the couple shirts that we bought from More Than Words the other day <3

haha we're of the same height! hmph. i never grew since the day i stepped into sec school! nvm xD

anyway, hope you like your prezzies junior! (:

05.02.08

met j, shuling, junior and charles at doby mrt. had lunch at yoshi and off we went to vivo.

went to toysrus to get frisbees! we wanted to play frisbee games at sentosa mah. bought a small frisbee with rubber texture and a huge orange one with a cute turtle picture! :D

haha we saw monkey toys there too. you all should know what happened next.

J pulled it's tail infront AGAIN. HAHA.

after we got our frisbees, we took a monorail to sentosa! :D haha trammed down to palawan beach.

a smiley J (:

we started our frisbee game while waiting for wl and bq to come. haha FUN FUN! :D J anyhow throw the frisbee and it hit my neck! for that, i aimed the frisbee at his butt twice. haha and soon, the game was all about aiming the frisbees at each other's butts. super funny lah xD

after that, J and charles started drawing on the sand.

so sick lah. look at what they drew! i shant state whose idea it was xD

i thought it was supposed to be a sexy lady? HAHA.

macho man with six pecs?

more frisbee games when wl and bq came! :D we played monkey this time! haha super funny and fun! xD

nice catch charles! xD

oh oh we saw a peacock!

J scared it and it flew onto the roof.

eh i didnt know that peacocks can fly! =x

haha since the weather was so good. we decided to bury charles! the sand was super cooling!

xD

dont look at me. i didnt draw that. and obviously, none of the girls did xD

haha here you go junior! i know you want this pic. xD

(:

shuling doesnt like to take pictures so i dont have any of her pics. =/ next time must take hor!

at 6plus, the 7 of us headed back to vivo. junior went home while the rest of us had dinner at harbour front. when i reached home i was super duper tired. but i had loads of fun uh huh ^^

TODAY!

went to orchard with yee hua and denise today! :DDD ahhh i miss you all so much! it's great being able to see you all again! ^^

we spent our time window shopping and catching up. HAHA. went into so many shoe shops to try out their shoes for fun. was attracted to quite a few but they either dont have our sizes or isnt really easy to match with our clothes. aww. =/ haha but i had fun trying them though! xD

yee hua got her "circle circle' chain and bra straps. denise got her belt and i got another bra strap! we spent a really long time choosing bra straps. all so nice lah! =/

i had to rush home at 4 plus =/ my mum called mah. had to go back for reunion dinner.

denise and yeehua accomapanied me to the mrt before continuing with their shopping. so sweet of you all! ^^ must meet up again! it's nice going out with you all! (: and next time we MUST get shimin. it doesnt really feel right with one person missing. =/

reached home at 5 plus and i helped to prepare dinner. dinner was yummy uh huh ^^

ok i'm going to bathe now. bye bye! ^^

[7:04 PM]

2008-02-03T18:30:00.000+08:00

01.02.08

CLEARER PICTURES OF HAZEL! :D my phone's camera is so lousy lah. that's why the previous pic of hazel which i took was so blur.

gahhhh she's so cute lah xD too bad i cant cuddle her like dalely. i'm so afraid that i'll hurt her due to her extremely small frame.

anyway, J and i went back to orchard so that i can get a top from the 77th Street there. yay! :D it's like i was pondering so much over whether i should get it or not.

after that, we headed to bugis. wanted to get something to match with the top i just bought but in the end never. the rainy whether spoilt it all. =/

since i couldnt get anything, we went to the arcade for a while before heading to suntec. i got a super duper pinky pair of sports shoes! :D J pyschoed me into liking it. it's quite an old model but i like it uh huh. besides, it's WAY cheaper than the other shoes (: haha thanks for running around with me from suntec to marina and back to suntec again just to get my size ^^

after we got my shoes, we went to the arcade for a while. haha and J won this cute stichy key chain for me at the UFO catcher! ^^ haha i'll always rmb how you won it for me. it's like how to forget? right? xD the guy behind us just stunned there! hahaha.

i think that i'm becoming more and more like J. it's like he's super observant about things around him. see only then comment. i'm starting to pick up his habit. good or bad thing huh? xD but it's quite cool that we always notice the same stuff. xD

02.02.08

J and i went to SPCA in the morning! my first time there uh huh ^^ we were early so we had to wait until 10am. heard that out of 10 dogs or cats surrendered to SPCA, 8 of them will be put to sleep due to SPCA's lack of funds. they feel that sterilising animals is the most impt thing to do thus most of their funds go there. so ppl, if you are unable to take care of your pet, do not surrender them to SPCA or worse, abandon them. ask around and see who can take care of your pet.

hmm i didnt know that people actually abandon hamsters -.- there are hamsters up of adoption there. one for $10 i think. it's like wth lah. if you cant even take care of such a small animal, why buy it? =/ hamsters are such cute creatures lor. they might be small but they do have feelings too!

so do consider properly before getting a pet. especially if it's a dog or cat. there's a lot of committment yeah.

anyway, we headed to hougang mall to meet wl after that. had lunch and they went to check out the arcade there. it seems like i'm going to the arcade everyday o.O hmm there's these 2 really action guys playing tekken there. not as if they know how to play. it's just that they anyhow spam also win. J doesnt have a timezone card so he borrowed one from a guy and challenged the 2 boys. he won them yeah. soon other ppl challenged J. in total he won 7 matches which is = 7000 G. but too bad for J. the card reader was spoilt so his 7 wins wasnt recorded. J's sad because those matches were easy wins. the ppl there arent good at the game. they dont know how to do combos and stuff.

around 2 pm, we went to hougang point. wl ordered cookies from sin li mah. charles met us there after that. grace and junyang were with him. sheesh i was stuck in the middle of some kind of.. eye war? =/ shant say much. i dont want to owe anyone anything. should i lend it to her?

bused down to jubilee at amk later with J, wl and charles. arcade again. guys guys guys. but i'm ok with it lah. used to it le xD

i just stood there and watch them play daytona. i dont know how to play mah. haha their "bumper car" version is so funny xD haha and it was super funny watching them play Virtual Fighter 4. anyhow play also can win xD that ninja character is so funny lah. his butt shakes when he blocks xD

charles left halfway and we went to KFC for dinner and after that..back to the arcade. GUYS GUYS GUYS.. HAHA. played the basketball game and spot the difference.. our scores improved for both games! :D went over 300 pts for the basketball game and almost hit 500 000pts for spot the differences! yay! :D

after that, J played tekken again. ok he's a tekken freak. xD and he's intending to turn wl into one too. hmm gamers are gamers. they are alert and they pick up skills really fast! it's like i learn so long i also cannot make it. haha nvm. this proves that i'm not a fat gamer! :D J's happy because he made up for his losses earlier at hougang mall. he won 5 matches yeah! (: but hmm he could have won 12 000G in total! haha shant rub it in! xD

reached home at 10 plus. lucky my mum wasnt home yet xD if not she'll start nagging again. i'm supposed to be home by 10pm. heng arh. xD

haha played voodoominis with J at like 11 plus. ended up sleeping at like 3am? lucky the game disconnected or i think we'll continue playing. hmm but we made friends with this 28 year old guy. he's really nice. he bought the card so he has powerful attacks and he is able to heal. we battle together and he heals us when we are going to die. super nice lah he! haha he also taught us a lot about the game. cool working class guy xD

TODAY!

i spent the whole day at home. woke up at 8 plus because i had to do house chores. practically today is mainly about cleaning up the house. tired.

hmm started sewing a froggie keychain for my mum. it's like the duckie one i sewed the other time for J. my mum likes the frog mah. but i'm not really in the mood today so i only sewed abit. =/ shall finish it up when the sewing mood comes back xD

J asked me over for dinner today because his dad was buying crabs and durian. but i couldnt go =/ i had to do my chores. so sorry!

meeting shuling tmr at bugis. accompanying her to get her stuff. then after that i'll be meeting Junior darhling for dinner! :D haha it happens to be her birthday tmr so i'll be treating her to dinner xD

got this from denise's blog. after i read it i was like o.O haha dont really get some parts.

Lastly, a biased-humour ;

Q: How many RJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: 4 whole faculties. One fac to design the new bulb,one fac to test it out, one fac to market it and one guy to write a stupid Email about lightbulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school…..to compete with RJC………

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school…….one to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a light bulb??
A: NO LIGHT STILL CAN STUDY!!!!!

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: They’re too busy trying to be one of the top 5 JCs…

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None……they use all their money to employ YJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None…..only one teacher to tell them what a lightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate(how do you think they’re able to change it for AC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: They’d prefer it darker……….(hmmm…*raise eyebrow*)……

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None……Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry…..

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a light bulb??
A: Would they bother??

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None…..they believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None…..they are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: Huh, wat litebarb …

Q: Don’t you guys wonder who wrote this?
A: TJC!

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?
A: None. They think they are very bright already

ok i shall stop blabbering now. i guess that everyone's bored. hee xD voodoominis with J later! :D haha bye! ^^

[6:30 PM]

2008-01-31T18:25:00.000+08:00

taking to J on the phone now (: he's in the bus.

the panda pic on pH's pinafore! xDD secretly took this when we were outside the staffroom while waiting for our o lvl results. =x hee. hopefully she wont kill me for this xD

didnt blog yesterday because i was trying out the voodoominis game xD haha J wanted me to play an online game with him mah so i just tried it out. haha it's quite a cute game but I WONT GET ADDICTED (:

went to orchard to shop yesterday. got a pair of couple shirts from More Than Words! :DD so now we have 3 couple shirts! ^^ didnt get anything else there because the stuff are quite ex and dont really suit our tastes. trained down to doby later. haha we ended up getting stuff from 77th street. xD i got a pair of shorts while J got a short-sleeved shirt and long-sleeved shirt. both white. haha i told you that the long-sleeved shirt is nice! :D (although it makes you look beng) xD

after that, i went back to meet my family for dinner at crystal jade. it was my dad's birthday mah. haha the food was yummy :DD meanwhile, J went out with charles. i bet that they were gaming happily at the arcade. RIGHT? xD

i feed hazel water with a medicine spoon! :D so cute lah!

anyway, J came over this morning and we went swimming! :D we played voodoominis and slacked all the way to 5 plus. haha gave J six oranges to bring home. they're really nice yeah (: haha his attempt to eat them in the bus failed xD

ahhhh dalely and hazel are so cute! xD ok i know that i'm being random. haha BYE! xD

[6:25 PM]

2008-01-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

haha a little duckie that i made for J :DD

shuling told me about these D.I.Y animals. the materials cost $1. cheap yeah (: since J liked the duckie, i decided to try making one for him (: it wasnt easy. the shapes were quite hard to cut and i kept accidentally poking myself with the needle. i'm quite rusty at sewing. didnt take home ed in sec 1 and 2 because i took mep. haha lucky my mum taught me how to sew. if not i'll be totally inexperienced in sewing. ^^ glad that my duckie turned out fine although it isnt as cute as the one in the picture. i find it's eyes a little too big. smaller eyes would have been better. haha nvm. hope you like it J! ^^

today, J came over. we wanted to go to far east for a change but our plan was spoilt because of the rain =/ in the end we called charles and went to doby while waiting for him. haha and there's a new pet shop at plaza sing! after much thought, we decided to get dalely another friend. he's really lonely mah.. i feel kind of sad whenever i see him lying around and doing nothing.

haha she's in this box! :DD

meet HAZEL! :D she's a ROBO. that's her breed yeah xD hmm she's really small in size. and her movements are very very quick! it's like you haven even touch her then she dodge away. haha but for some reasons, she hardly dodges away from me. i guess that she likes me huh xD HEE. (J must be going "HUH!" now) xD

charles brought us a little container to put hazel in. the one they provided was too big and bulky. haha thanks charles! ^^

went to the arcade with them later. typical place to go when you're out with guys o.O

haha played the basketball game with J! first time we ever got to the 4th stage! i know that the score looks lousy but not bad le hor xD usually we wont even be able to pass the 2nd stage.

oh oh and the highest score we ever hit for spot the difference! :DD

we went over to J's house at 5 plus. watched a few of Jeff Dunham's clips while waiting for J's mum to return. haha he's really really good comedian/ventriloquist! super pro lah.

haha had dinner, watched J "demonstrate" a few games of GeTamped to charles, and headed home ^^

to end off the post, here's a few pics of dalely xD

:D

see how chubby he is xD

bouncing away! ^^

haha i love you dalely! :D you're so cute! hmm i wont put hazel and dalely together yet though.. they might fight because they're of different breeds =/ shall try it some other time yeah (:

kind of tired now.. shall go rest soon. haha bye bye! ^^

[10:19 PM]

2008-01-27T22:02:00.000+08:00

WTH lah. stupid malay guys. the 3 of them should just get banged by the car. so obvious that they planned it all. i was walking down the overhead bridge then they suddenly split. when i walked through the gap between them, one of them just "missed a step" and held onto me. the fall was so damn fake lah. the steps werent wet! then his grip on me wasnt tight at all. i mean if you are really falling you'll hold on tight right. somemore he grab also grab at my upper body. (you know what i mean) WTH WTH WTH. he kept saying sorry but refused to let go of me. STUPID GUY. worst of all, when he let go, he didnt remove his arm immediately but swept his hand around my chest. lucky i was quick enough to cover my chest so didnt really get touched. his friend also "apologised" and tried to you know. i just quickly nudged him away.

I REALLY REGRETTED SOMETHING. WHY DIDNT I KICK HIM THERE?! ):< i shant be nice when i meet such ppl again.

anyway, i had a great time with J uh huh ^^ although my day ended quite badly because of those asses ):<

pardon my tone for today's entry. i'm just fuming mad. but i wont hurl vulgarities just because of these stupid ppl. it's like why should i dirty my mouth because of them! believe it or not, i've never said a single vulgar word in my entire life.

hmm is STUPID counted? =/ heh. nvm. congrats to them for being the first ppl i've ever called stupid in like dont know how many years! (:

girls, a note of advice. it's good to bring a bag along with you when you go out. it acts as a good shield when you meet such jerks.

haha and it's not your fault J. i wanted to accompany you (:

[10:02 PM]

2008-01-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

went to eat indonesian food at parkway just now. the food was quite ok but it's super ex. i dont think that it's worth it because the portions of each dish was kind of small =/

shopped for groceries with mummy after that. (:

i cant believe it! mummy is being super generous! :D she's giving me $1500 although my o lvl results was quite crappy. but she said that i can only spend 20% which is $300. the rest are to be banked in. haha it's good enough anyway :D there's no need for me to save up for my shoes now ^^

ahh i miss J. come back soon you piggy! :D

haha bye bye ^^

[9:00 PM]

2008-01-26T13:20:00.000+08:00

i love the smell of washed bedsheets. it just smells so.. fresh? haha ok i know that i'm being random xD

hmm J is in malaysia now. told him to help me look out for some shoes. hopefully he'll be able to find me a pair. (:

i've removed my bear's clothes. ok that sounds wrong xD i just dont want the clothes to get all crumpled when i hug it mah. haha shall dress it up again during special occasions xD

going out for dinner with my family later. it's been a long time since we last sat together for a meal.

ok gtg do some chores now. toodles! ^^

[1:20 PM]

2008-01-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

had been going out with J and shuling for the past few days yeah (: haha it was fun. especially the running away part. RIGHT? xD

hee. a face i made during our steamboat dinner xD

hmm finally received my o lvl result yesterday. quite ok lah. i'm really happy that i've improved and i'm really really happy for the whole cohort uh huh ^^ well done everyone!

i have only 2 JCs to choose from. either nanyang or serangoon. well, it's mainly because of transportation. i'll be moving back to bishan next year so i can only pick schools around there. cant get into nanyang science so i'll be going to serangoon yeah. haha J is going to SR with me. so we'll be going to the same JC afterall (: yay i'm happy. ^^ we're going to mug hard together! (:

J and i went to suntec this morning (: we wanted to check out the PRECIOUS PINK TEDDY from BUILD-A-BEAR. it's a limited edition bear from the 2008 Gem Of A Friend series. there are four gem bears uh huh (:

J bought me the bear! :DD he said it's a present for getting into the same JC xD haha but i paid for it's cheer leader clothes plus panties xD the bear looks so cute with the ribbon and pom pom! :D

wheeee! xD

hello pinky one :D

the procedure of making the bear was kind of interesting. we spent quite a long time in the shop. firstly, the sales girl stuffed the bear with cotton. we can decide on how "stuffed" we want our bear to be. i wanted my bear to have a more rounded face so yeah, she gave my bear a round face xD then, she asked me to hug the bear and see whether it's "huggable" enough for me. secondly, we were asked whether we wanted to put sounds in the bear or record our own voice. in the end, we decided to give the bear a heart. when you press the heart, it'll vibrate thus giving the bear a heartbeat. haha it's a new thing. so cute lah xD thirdly, since J was giving the bear to me as a present, he had to pick a little heart which was stuffed with cotton and perform some thingy. haha what rub it in his hands, rub it against his heart, blow, jump ten times, kiss it, rub it in his hands again, let me kiss it and let the bear kiss it. when everything were done, i placed the little heart into the bear and the sales girl sewed the bear up. forthly, we brushed the bear and lastly, we dressed it up! :D

we brought the bear home in this cute box :D haha ignore J xD

getting the birth certificate for my bear on another day because it isnt ready yet.

haha went back to my house for lunch, accompanied J for his haircut and we headed to bugis. (: J wanted to watch THE HOUSE. it's a thai ghost show. since bugis didnt have it, we rushed down to angmokio to catch the 5.20pm show. called charles along again xD i guess he'll be watching all horror movies with us xD i wasnt really keen in wathcing but i just went for J's sake. the show wasnt that scary. i think think that body #19 is way scarier!

had dinner after the movie and went to the arcade for a while before heading home. haha J accompanied me ALL THE WAY HOME! :DD ahh i love you! <33 (even though you love tricking me) HAHA. xD

a collection of stuff toys from J ^^

ok that's all for now. bye bye ^^

[11:02 PM]

2008-01-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

19.01.08

haha J wore the CRAYON SHIN CHAN socks which i bought for him. xD i got it from korea. specially chose the design. haha the famous "xiao pi pi" move. haha you'll get what i mean if you watch this show xD

close up view. so cute lah! xD

today, went to AMK with J, wl, bq and charles at about 10am. guess where we spent practically the whole day in? the ARCADE in jubilee o.O they are seriously gamers lah! haha i'm surprised that i didnt get bored. in fact, i was laughing crazily at the way they played. especially daytona xD hmm i played a little too yeah. we all tried to break the high score for spot the difference. haha 5 people poking a screen xD we didnt manage to do so but nvm. it was fun xD

left AMK at close to 7? see i told you they are gamers. now i understand what guys do when they hangout. o.O

took 76 with J. haha he was fetching me home yeah (: wanted to spend more time together so we dropped at paya lebar mrt. bought honey lemon drink and walked to my house. haha we took the long-cut and walked under the blocks xD

took some pics at the overhead bridge near the market xD

haha my first green shirt! :D

oh yes, he carries my bag xD (only started recently) xDD

if you havent realised, we're wearing shirts of the same designs xD haha just different colours only.

when we reached my house, i waited with J for his bus to come before going home.

aww.. i love you <3

[9:52 PM]

2008-01-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

DALEY is so cute lah. i love playing with him ^^

aww.. sleepy sleepy (:

haha he's eating a seed! look at the way he's sitting lah xD so funny.

he saw me taking pics and him. tried to move out of that position but AH HA! too late! xD

daley is such a cutie lah. he's sound asleep now (:

[11:45 PM]

2008-01-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 9TH MONTH MR POOPY! <3

haha in a blink of an eye, it's been 9 months! :D i'm really glad that i've met you uh huh. you're always there to lift my spirits when i'm down. i cant thank you enough for all you've done for me. i treasure the special bond between us. i really do ^^

met J at paya lebar mrt at 9 plus. scare me lah. i thought that i left my ring in the toilet. in the end, i found it in my pocket xD

we had breakfast at this food stall near the mrt before heading to bugis. played awhile at the arcade as it was still early and no shops were open. haha super funny lah. J played tekken with this bangalah. at the last round, suddenly the bangalah's character kept lying on the floor. he left to play other stuff because he was losing -.- wah lao. a bit more also cannot play. haha so J made his character lie down too. should have taken a picture lah xD it was a complete joke!

after that, we walked around bugis. had lunch at a shop at bugis street. i think it's teenage bugis something. haha cant rmb xD hmm the food there is not bad lah. price also quite reasonable yeah (:

after lunch, we trained down to bishan. haha we bought a packet of jackfruit and a coconut from a fruit stall outside and walked around J8 xD ppl were staring at us but we just hack care them xD cannot eat fruits in the shopping centre meh? (: booey. we went back to my old house. wanted to play on the swing but guess what. the playground was undergoing renovation ): so we didnt get to play ): and i wanted to visit my neighbours. they werent at home. ): haha nvm. next time! i kind of miss them =/

went to clarke quay later. wanted to go to singapore river but the rain spoilt it all. anyway we also didnt know how to get there xD roamed around chinatown while waiting for the rain to stop. the stuff there dont really suit us. haha and we kind of got lost. when we found the mrt, we quickly took a train to city hall. had dinner at sake and then walked to suntec. haha we went to toysrus. laughed like siao in there. J brought forward the tail of two monkey toys again. (like the other time) so sick lah. then he placed each of them at distinct places where ppl would most likely be able to see them. we stood at a side and observed the reactions of the passerbys. it was chao funny lah. the little boy's comments were so innocent. when his parents saw the monkeys, they started laughing. xD

went to the arcade after that. we played spot the difference and something freaky happened. while playing, the machine started to go crazy. it was like as if SOMETHING was playing with us. you know when you poke the screen. there will be a circle around your finger. we never press anything and yet we getting time extensions, clues, and even answers! the circle kept appearing once in a while. we got damn freaked out and stopped playing. when the machine asked whether we wanted to continue, there was a circle that kept at the NO sign. it was moving can. it's like as if SOMETHING was poking the screen. super freaky lah. =/

we went back at 9 plus uh huh (: J accompanied me back to my house area. i waited for his bus to come before going home. it's been a long day yeah.. i'm kind of tired already.

haha i'm a happy gal (:

[10:36 PM]

Selling things at the blog

2008-01-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

Portable Emergency Handphone Charger

4 Cables to come with the charger

The charger and it comes with many colours

How the cables fit into he charger

Its a portable emergency handphone charger. With 4 cables included to be compatible to almost all brands of handphone in Singapore. The requirement is only an AA size battery and plug-in into the handphone.

There are many colours available. Prices are adjusted to the limitation of products. While stocks last.

Collection and payment will be arranged after comfirmation of order. On-spot checking for defects and faults. No exchange or refund after collection of item.

Anyone interested can call me(Jeremy) at 97916673 or email me at jomsenong@hotmail.com
Enquiry of prices and details of product is gladly welcome.

2008-01-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

went swimming with J today :D

ROAR. i suddenly got lifted up and thrown upwards. TELL ME WHEN YOU DO THAT NEXT TIME K! scary! but it's quite fun though xD oh oh and i'm super "strong" in water! :D haha i was able to piggyback J. it was PAYBACK time xD i started swinging him here and there xD refused to let go of him xD i piggy backed him from the centre of the pool towards the end where the water was shallow. and hey hey! i could still carry him and walk when the water was knee deep! :D usually, i'm unable to do it. i wont be able to move. haha i'm so proud of myself! xD but maybe it's due to the slow build up of weight. the water got more and more shallow as i walked mah.

oh man, i did something that i havent done in 16 years of my life! i actually went to watch some sort of ghost show today. BODY #19! =/

SUPER FREAKING SCARY LAH! i kept covering my face! =/ this type of show doesnt suit me at all. ppl were screaming at scary parts lah.

we watched it at amk hub instead of jubilee. hardly anyone go to jubilee for movies mah. we'll be like alone watching that freaky show. that's why we chose amk hub. haha called charles to come along. J's kind of scared to. RIGHT? (: haha we chose the seats between 2 rows of ppl. feel less scared that way xD our row was filled up so YAY. (:

ONG MU SEN JEREMY. you better feel honoured. this is the first complete horror movie i've ever watched. ROAR. i cant believe it lah. why are you always able to convince me? you're good. xD

anyway, dont worry about me. i'll still be able to sleep tonight. if i'm scared. i'll call you xD

[11:00 PM]

2008-01-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

daley is in my room now (: i've transferred him into a smaller container. from today onwards, he'll be in the big cage in the morning, and in the smaller container at night.

i've my reasons for doing this lah. he's super hyper active at night. climbing up and down.. he loves reaching out dangerously for certain parts of the cage. that REALLY scares me k. so i'm bringing him into my room at night so that i can keep an eye on him. you may think that i'm over paranoid. i just dont want dalely to die the same way chippy and princess did. he's seriously a really really cute and friendly hamster. i dont want to lose him =/ he's running around now. i feel less worried with him in the smaller container (:

hmm went to bugis with shuling today. we bought some inner wear yeah. mine's fine but shuling's isnt that fitting. dont worry gal! i'll go with you again k! (: cheer up! :D we went to plaza sing after that to check out a shirt which we saw the other time. we really liked it uh huh. didnt buy it then because it's kind of ex. today, we tried it and realised that we didnt really like it afterall xD too baggy. haha we were pretty happy. our urge to buy that shirt was gone and we saved money! xD haha many funny incidents happened today. and i realised that shuling laughs really easily xD

J came to PS after school ^^ we had dinner at KFC. ROAR. this piggy tricked me thrice! he kept pretending that he couldnt accompany me back to paya lebar but in the end, he did! wheee i love you! ^^ called him when i reached home. we played really silly word games. haha but not bad lah. it trains your mind to think faster. i'm pretty bad at it though xD

haha i'll always support you piggy! :D go back for training if you really want to. dont say yourself until like that. i have confidence in you! ^^

aww.. i love the way dalely stands and then roll backwards on his back. his such a chubby little cutie xD ok i know that i'm being random. haha that's all for now. BYE BYE ^^

[9:37 PM]

2008-01-13T23:09:00.000+08:00

J and i went to bugis before meeting delia at paya lebar mrt. haha and as expected, she's late AGAIN xD delia arh delia.. always late. i shall tell you to meet me an hour in advance in future xD

we went for service today. lucky delia and i had sweets. if not piggy J would have dozed off a long time ago xD

roamed around at suntec with J after service. when we went to carrefour, this promotor tried to sell us some sort of "fruity" beer. it's super bitter lah! =/ she only approached J because she didnt know that he's 17. maybe she thought that he's 21. ok she also kind of made me drink it. so it's either she thought that i'm a 21 year old who looks kiddy, or she just wants to sell the drink. what do you think? haha in the end we just took a bottle and chucked it with another pile of drinks. (that promotor doesnt know of course =x)

haha pink dolphin tastes WAY BETTER than that beer. YUCKS so bitter.

oh and i realised something today. i've never called J by his name since the first day we knew each other! i'm rather slow huh. it took me 9 mths plus to realise!

[11:09 PM]

2008-01-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

admission tickets. haha i'm taking the one with the zebra pic xD

at the start.

flamingoes behind! shouldnt they be in the bird park? xD

next were the rhinoceros!

cheetahs! haha it actually posed for us before turning it's head xD

zebras! :D

shouldnt they be in the birdpark too? o.O

giraffes! i didnt know that their poo are in pellet form o.O and i'm still amazed by the fact that with a single kick, it can kill a full grown lion.

hello inuka (:

inuka's mummy, sheeba (:

J and his relative xD

aww.. mummy and baby hippo (:

i love the way kangaroos hop :DD

:DD

elephants are STRONG.

so cool right? :D

random pic.

J is being sick xD

mr african lion! :D

it was super hard to get a pic of this leopard. it kept walking up and down =/

ok there's too many pics to post. shall stop here now (: haha it's great being able to get so near to the animals uh huh ^^

[10:56 PM]

2008-01-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

whee i went to the zoo today! :DD

haha met J at serangoon stadium and we made our way to ang mo kio. from there, we took 138 all the way to the zoo! :DD reached at 9plus. it's been a long time since we went there huh xD

we managed to catch most of the feeding times and we watched all the performances! the animals are super cool lah. i was seriously amazed by the tricks that they performed! :D

haha i got a kiss from phillip the sea lion! :D

we stayed until 4plus before heading back to ang mo kio. played a while at the arcade before heading home. (:

i've enjoyed myself today uh huh ^^ haha more pics later! (:

[10:25 PM]

2008-01-11T21:40:00.001+08:00

i'm going to the zoo tmr! YAY! :D *prays for good weather* xD

[9:40 PM]

2008-01-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

i've suddenly found this new strength in me. haha and i'm gonna make use of it before it dies out.

i'll learn to adapt to changes faster and accept things not just because i have to but also because i want to (:

i want to strengthen the more emotional part of me so i guess that this is a really good chance to do so huh (:

I'M CONFIDENT THAT I CAN BECOME A HAPPIER AND STRONGER PERSON. (:

haha ok, gtg do some mugging now. bye bye ^^

[7:39 PM]

2008-01-10T19:28:00.000+08:00

people say that my appearance has changed. haha i dont really think so but no matter what, i'm still the same sonia inside (:

[7:28 PM]

2008-01-10T18:50:00.001+08:00

J brought me to a doctor at hougang yesterday. hmm the doctor wasnt intending to give me antibiotics but i asked for it yeah. haha and now, i'm feeling much better yeah ^^ but i hate the drowsy effect of the medicine. i'll go weak and all. cant believe it lah. it's like i took 15 mins to walk a short distance today -.- and i had to stay out of the sun or else i'll just faint there. but things were fine after i slept for a while. (:

ROAR. J and i were supposed to swim today. but the weather wasnt really very good so yeah. we didnt.

sigh.. there is bad news ): princess died ): it was quite a horrible death. i checked on princess and dalely in the morning and to my horror, i found a really bloodly princess. it really shocked me badly and i just sat at my living room. didnt dare to continue looking. ): when J came over, he cleared the body. her leg was broken and her head was smashed open, thus exposing her brains. i feel the pain lah ): why did she have to die like that. chippy also died somewhat the same way. he broke his neck ): i dared to clear his body because it wasnt as bloody as princess's..

when J cleaned the hamster cage, he realised that part of the wheel was chipped off. princess loves to climb. perharps she accidentally fell and hit the sharp end of the wheel? but that might not have caused her death because the chipped off part was on the outside of the cage. or maybe it was due to the porcelain bowl again =/ anyway, J and i decided to remove the running wheel and the porcelain bowl. we dont want the same thing to happen to daley. now the cage looks kind of empty. =/ what to do.. i'll let dalely run around the house so that he wont get too bored yeah. and for the time being, NO WAY I'M GOING TO GET ANOTHER HAMSTER. i'm seriously afraid that such things will happen again. sigh. may princess rest in peace =/

bye bye princess, we'll miss you )':

[6:50 PM]

2008-01-09T10:00:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling really sick. i've caught the cough buggie from my bro =/ i give up. i'm going to the doctor. even when i wake up at 9 plus, i still feel so tired. i think that it's also because i'm always having dreams. my mind is not resting. i love having dreams. but now, i shall wish for a "no dreams" night. my mind really needs a rest BADLY =/

this song seems to be very popular during farewells huh. i've heard it like tonnes of times when i was in TK. roar and it never fails to make me tear =/ oh man, i miss TK lah. i guess life's all about letting go and opening new doors..

BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

-Celin Dion

meeting shuling at raffles later. she's going to shape her eyebrows. i'm not shaping because J thinks that there isnt a need for me to do so. haha shall listen to him then. ^^

ok gtg now. bye (:

2008-01-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

booey. some kind of substance kept hardening at my lower eyelids this morning. i kept removing it and going back to sleep. it just keeps coming back. i got so fed up that i decided to get out of bed. lucky i decided to open my eyes on time. if not i guess my eyelids would have been stuck together. it was a little hard to open my eyes. the substance kind of "glued" my eyelids together a little. my eyes were kind of red. well, only near the lower eyelids. ROAR.

waited for J at his old house's bus stop. when he reached, we headed back to my house. had lunch and rested for a while. J helped me to put eye drops. haha i couldnt do it by myself. i kept blinking xD

we decided to have dinner at OLD HONG KONG. haha wanted to make use of the discount voucher mah.

slacked until 8 plus before heading home (:

singapore is rather boring huh. it's like we're always going to the same places =/ haha nvm xD J and i decided to go to the zoo on saturday for a change :D and we'll be going for service with delia on sunday. i promised her that i'll go (:

haha lorry rides are fun! :DD this pic was taken when J moved house. yeah i know that it's a really blurry pic xD

ok i'm being random. uncle joel must have have spreaded his randomness to me. xD haha shall stop blogging then. whee i love you piggy! ^^ haha stop sleeping during lectures! too bad that alvie isnt there to throw paper balls at you xD

ok rest well everyone. bye bye! ^^

[9:54 PM]

2008-01-07T10:53:00.000+08:00

the only pic i have from J's trip to korea. haha he accidentally sent it to me xD

i know you love this pic! :D

ok i shall really stop posting pics xD going to study and off i go to meet J ^^

bye bye! :D

[10:53 AM]

2008-01-07T10:29:00.000+08:00

J sent me about 30 pics yesterday. haha and this blur boy even included pics of his mum, dad and sis. really anyhow chiong huh xD

now, we take pics with his phone. why? because his dad passed him his 2 weeks old N95 a few days ago. the camera is super good lah. 5.1-megapixel! way better than my phone's camera -.-

ok since i have nothing to do, i shall post some pictures yeah.

04.12.08

at bugis..

omg lah. this is super cute can xD this pic was taken at the shop beside sake. haha i forgot the name xD

ok my fingers are glowing xD

hmm i realised that we always eat the same thing when we go to sake xD

i love you mr poopy. thanks for always cutting the unagi for me (:

05.12.08

ROAR. i refuse to cooperate with you.

mashpotatoes from secret recipe. J thinks that they look like _ _ _ _ -.-

on our way to changi airport for our stoning session ^^

alright i guess that's all for now. haha i wont want to risk getting killed for posting CERTAIN pics xD

[10:29 AM]

2008-01-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY DARHLING! :D

i still think that that you are very cute xD

haha i've got to get used to you being 17th! xD lala i love you! ^^

[12:25 AM]

2008-01-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

was out with J today ^^

tmr is J's actual birthday but i celebrated with him today. he's celebrating with his family tmr mah. haha i'll be going over tmr though xD

glad that you love the surprise piggy! it may not be super grand but it came from the bottom of my heart (:

i was so afraid that you might find out! i guess that my acting skills aren't that bad huh xD haha and because of the surprise, we found a shorter way to get into ecp xD

haha i think that J is really cute (although he wont admit it). come on, everyone has his or her cute side :D

ok counting down to J's 17th birthday :D 52mins to go!

your smile is all i want to see (:

[11:08 PM]

2008-01-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

OMG lah. i actually watched alien vs predator 2 today.

it's super gross can. the way the predators kill humans are like EWW. so bloody lah! and and they breed by forcing eggs into a person's body through the person's mouth. when the egg hatches, the baby predator will just force it's way out of the person's chest or womb for the case of a pregnant woman. damn disgusting.

ROAR. why does J always have a way to convince me to watch such movies. he just have to give me that look and i'll go "ok lah".

[10:47 PM]

2008-01-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

shopped with shuling at bugis street at 1.40pm. wah we walked until giddy. the place is like a maze! it was pretty funny because at times, we walked in circles and kept going back to the same place xD

shuling got her shirt, bag and belt. haha and i bought 2 shirts yeah (: shopped until about 4pm then went up to the cinema to slack. tired mah xD sat on the floor and chatted. haha first time really chatting with shuling uh huh ^^ she asked about J. and i told her that i've never regretted my decision ^^ J's a great ~~piggy~~ guy ^^ i'm really glad that i've met him uh huh. he's always there for me.. and he has changed a lot for me yeah (:

met J after that and we went to city hall. had dinner at pizza hut and then went to toysrus for a while. see what this naughty piggy did to the monkey!

after that, we slacked for a while more until 9 plus. haha J sent me home before heading home.

i'm sorry for being kind of emo. i'm not used to it. give me a while more to adapt k? (:

what am i going to do without you? haha i know that you love this expression xD

[12:01 AM]

2008-01-03T10:59:00.000+08:00

hmm i kind of miss korea.. ok minus the freezing temp and extremely crowded shopping areas xD

it's a nice place yeah (:

we see this for almost every meal. the taste of the food is kind of bland but it's really healthy uh huh (: koreans prefer food with less taste. there's kimchi and seaweed for every meal. haha i love eating seaweed :DD and of course i dislike kimchi xD

[10:59 PM]

2008-01-03T10:46:00.000+08:00

met J after his school yesterday (: had dinner at his house and then headed home.

we pinkied promised many things yesterday. haha i'll always believe in you mr poopy ^^ that's what our 8 months are for uh huh (:

i dont care. i've booked you on the 7th hor :D my piggy is going to be one year ~~older~~ more matured! :D arent you excited? haha i think that 17 sounds nice ^^

yay i found someone to go out with. SHULING! :D haha will be meeting her at bugis later. and and i'll be waiting for J at vivo after that. (: he's going to sentosa for orientation mah. going for dinner together uh huh ^^

ahh i miss you! ROAR! (:

[10:46 AM]

2008-01-02T15:02:00.000+08:00

4E2's class video! :DD

haha got it from brenda's blog! thanks for posting! ^^

aww i miss 4/2! =/

[3:02PM]

2008-01-02T12:25:00.000+08:00

KOREA

CHINA

took tonnes of pics but it's impossible to put all here lah. didnt take much in beijing because it was super foggy during the first 2 days. and yes. i know that i look like an orange dumpling xD

[12:25 PM]

2008-01-02T10:59:00.000+08:00

30.12.07

haha i forgot to blog about watching I AM LEGEND on this day xD

I Am Legend is a 2007 post-apocalyptic science fiction horror film directed by Francis Lawrence and starring Will Smith. Smith plays virologist Robert Neville, possibly Earth's only human survivor of a man-made virus. He works to create a cure while living in a city inhabited by nocturnal mutant victims of the plague.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Am_Legend_(film)

ok you all know that i hate horror/action movies with freaky thingys jumping out, glaring at you with those murderous eyes. EEK! i only watched this because i promised J that i would. i practically went through the whole movie with my face hidden behind J's jacket. lucky i bought him that jacket. if not i'll have nothing to hide my face that day xD but this movie isnt as grusome as i expected so phew. (: but eh eh. that doesnt mean that i'll watch another of such movies. if you can convince me to go watch then good for you. if not, then too bad. i just dont like it lah =/

31.12.07

went to amk with J. we played at the arcade for a while before meeting charles to collect princess and dalely. sigh there was bad news. princess gave birth to 3 babies but they all died ): well because princess didnt know how to take care of them. she was like jumping around after she gave birth. charles said that it's usually like that for first time mothers. but nvm lah. hope that she'll know how to take care of her babies the next time :D haha anyway, thanks charles ^^ you did a great job in taking care of them. i can tell by looking at daley's size xD

played a little longer at the arcade with charles, had lunch at kfc and then headed back to my house to put princess and daley.

haha headed to ECP at 6 plus. it's so nice being with J. walked around and sat at the breakwater. this group of guys sat beside us at the breakwater. they started singing and playing the guitar. they sang really well uh huh (: but they werent singing in english. haha really familiar tunes though (: the atmosphere there was really great. so calm, so peaceful. haha except those crickets that run about, making us jump up every now and then xD

01.01.08

we waited patiently until 2008! the fireworks were great uh huh (: and and the ships also shot things into the sky. i dont really know what they are but once they hit the sky, they expand into red glowing things and then descend slowly. it looked as if we were looking at a sky filled with red stars. super nice! :D haha there were many real stars in the sky too! :D

J stayed over at my place. we walked and reached home at like close to 3am. haha just like last year when i was with delia. watched kung fu hustle before sleeping.

it's a funny show yeah xD haha we slept at like 5 plus but i still managed to wake up early unlike SOMEONE xD

had lunch at my house and cleaned the hamster cage before going out. there was still time so we walked around at suntec. then went to the arcade at suntec and doby. J got his tekken card but we're not sure how to use it =/ roar and i cant believe that i actually played that basketball game. as i'm not so tall, i got tired easily. well, from all the tip-toeing. so i couldnt throw well at the later rounds. damn paiseh lah. haha but nvm i had fun. xD

went to J's house after that. had steamboat. wah eat until so full again. and then they gave me a bit bit of alcoholic drink. and guess what. i turned red. i knew that that was going to happen. well it ALWAYS happens. i drink a bit and i turn red. ROAR. and some meanie kept laughing. they gave me cold water to cool down so that i can eat durian later xD

went back at 9 plus uh huh. (:

02.01.08

ROAR. i'm rotting at home now ): J's at school at he's ending at like 5.40pm?! so late lah. i'm finding stuff to do and people to go out with. if not i'll seriously die. yups and i'm studying again. so that i'll not be too rusty. guess that i'll be meeting J when his school ends. but i'll surely have to wait. since when does an orientation end on time =/ nvm. shall go find other stuff to do.

[10:59 AM]

2007-12-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

haha yes i'm back! :D

returned home at 11plus last night. super tired. haha but it was the first time i ever felt so happy about going home. well because i can finally meet J! :DD i missed that piggy so much =/

J and i at the airport. i was super touched lah. this piggy actually teared so many times before i left. he's usually the strong type mah.

haha korea was fun. well basically because we had a lively group and a SUPER DUPER GOOD tour guide ^^ steven is really nice. he takes good care of us uh huh. (: unlike our beijing tour guide. whatever he does is to benefit himself. ROAR.

korea's temperature was below 0 degree. and china was even colder. the wind there is so strong that it can knock you off your feet. well i almost fell once. haha but lucky never xD and yay i experienced snow 3 times in 8 days ^^ twice in seoul and once in beijing.

haha shall upload pics when i'm FREE-ER. (: or should i say when i am less lazy xD

anyway, went out with J today <3 it's great meeting him again uh huh ^^ hope that you like your presents piggy! ^^ i love mine. that's obvious (: hee hee. it's ok that you got my birth stone wrong. anything from you is nice (:

lala i love you piggy! <3

[10:54 PM]

2007-12-21T16:46:00.000+08:00

talking to J on the phone now <3

haha just got back from the office.. J was being mean. he kept making me feel like crying. ok my tears did come out twice. i had to hide behind the cupboard to wipe my tears away. his mum was there mah. today we were really busy. because his mum kept giving us stuff to do.

my heart was hurting badly ): since the time i stepped into the office, till the time i left.. ok i'm still feeling it now ): sheesh i miss you even when i'm beside you ):

J is coming over later :D around 7plus. yay he's coming to the airport with me ^^ J is leaving tmr at 9.15pm. i'm kind of glad that i'm leaving first. because if i leave second, i'll feel sader. =/ if i were J i wont know what to do. it's like i'll be leaving 21hrs 8mins after him?! almost a day! that'll be TERRIBLE. so lucky i'm leaving first.

oh man.. i'll miss you. i'll really miss you A LOT. nvm.. let's take it as we'll be meeting soon! haha in a matter of time, you'll be coming to korea too! :D one thing is kind of sad. although both of us will be going to seoul, we're going to different places. SO NEAR YET SO FAR. ):

dont feel too sad ok J? i dont want you to be sad =/ i want you to be happy. i guess that you'll only read this entry when you get back from the airport.. so since you're viewing it now, GIVE ME A SMILE :D be happy, for me ^^ on the 29th, we'll be able to meet again! :D

wear more clothes hor. it's freezing in korea. negative degree is no joke hor. dont act strong. cold wear more. so what if you'll look like a dumpling. i'll be like a dumpling too xD

i love you so much piggy. i'll miss holding your hand.. i'll missing hugging you.. i'll miss you the most when i'm cold. you're always there to keep me warm.. must stay bubbly k! :D i dont want to hug a skinny piggy xD not nice one.

take care alright? (: haha and rmb to bring the notebook! dont let it touch water because the ink might smudge. i love you. you'll always been in my mind uh huh ^^ oh oh one more thing. i dont care i still want prezzie. haha FROM BOTH KOREA AND HONGKONG. i'll rmb to get you stuff too. haha from both KOREA AND CHINA too xD it'll be something SPECIAL uh huh (:

sleep earlier tonight ok? (: so that you wont miss me that much.. you know why. i dont want you to be sad. i know the feeling. because i always feel it when you go to malaysia =/ i love you. dont think so much k? (: *gives a pat on your head* ^^ goodnight and sweet dreams <3 i'll patiently await your daily smses uh huh ^^ bye dearest (:

[4:46 PM]

2007-12-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

ROAR. this is the dont know how many times i tried to sign into blogger. and finally success! keep kicking me out lah. even when i was halfway through my entry -.- try getting kicked out more than close to 20 times and you'll understand how i feel. it's like now 21 dec?! haha but i'm glad that i managed to sigh in yeah ^^

anyway, @ vivo, 19th dec (:

haha this sign is super funny lah xD

wheee i love you! <3

haha J and i prepared a notebook for each other. in it, we wrote many pages of stuff. haha then limit the number of pages we can read a day. we're going to bring the notebook with us overseas yeah (: i'm looking forward to reading the notebook each day uh huh ^^

went over to J's house at 12plus. haha i brought dalely and princess over. J's going to pass them to charles tmr so that he can help us take care of them when we are away. haha thanks charles! ^^

went to ang mo kio after cleaning the hamster cage.. went to the arcade and i bought 2 more shirts for the trip. again, J sponsered me one shirt. he's so nice lah (:

we met up with his sis and aaron at bugis later. haha his sis treated us to steamboat. wah i eat until super full can. J is so nice. he helped me peel the prawns ^^ haha but this piggy has a super big appetite today. haha RIGHT? :D eat so much xD

aaron dropped me at paya lebar mrt and i took a bus home from there. it was already close to 11pm! i was prepared to get scolded by my mum but in the end, she never scold me. weird o.O

sigh. i'm leaving for korea on the 22nd early in the morning. haha pass 12 midnight. so i'll be going to the airport tmr at around 8 or 9pm. i'll miss you J. i held your hands extra tightly today.. not only because i'm afraid that you'll fall due to your friction-less slippers. but also because i wont get to hold your hands when i leave. so now might as well hold as much as i can.. i hope that you'll like the diary that i've prepared for you. hope that you'll feel happy when you read it yeah (: BUT no over reading hor. xD

i cant wait for the 31st. i cant wait to be with you again. today we'll talk until late late ok? it's our last night chat till the end of the trip.. just wanna hear your voice (: hope that we meet for lunch tmr. try your best ok dearest? (:

I LOVE YOU <3

NOTE TO ALL: DO NOT. i say DO NOT sms or call me from the 22nd to the 29th of dec. expensive for me hor xD thank you (:

[12:27 AM]

2007-12-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 8TH MONTH MY DEAREST PIGGY <3

just came back not along ago. haha i was with J all day long :D haha we met up at 9.30am at my place we headed to suntec at about 10.30am. haha i almost forgot abt the promise until you told me xD bought pretzels from Auntie Annie's :DD haha then went to BUILD A BEAR (i forgot the shop name. hee.) sigh. but the winter bear that i wanted was sold out already. it's a limited edition mah.. i kind of fell in love with it the last time i saw it. which was the day i went out with nett, junior and kailing. then the pretty slivery angel dress is also sold out. =/

we went to vivo after that. wanted to find that bear shop but they dont have a branch there. i was a little disappointed sad but nvm lah. it isnt your fault. just blame the bear for being so cute. haha it's ok lah! you accompanying me is the best thing i can ever ask for ^^

walked around until 3 plus before heading back to my place to rest awhile. haha my timing was really accurate huh xD i said 4.30 reach then really 4.30 reach. took a bus to parkway at around 6.30pm. we kind of lala-ed a little before that. i'm sorry abt it too ):

walked to OLD HONG KONG from parkway since J has cravings for dim sum. haha like finally you get to eat it huh xD haha the food is really yummy uh huh (:

after that, we slacked at parkway. bought some stuff bring along for my trip. a pouch, a comb and shoelaces. haha coincidentially, they are all pink xD J sponsered me the comb and shoelaces. it's like we're trying to get stuff for each other so that we wont miss each other that much. it's so difficult to get things for J lah. mine very easy one. from head to toe surely got things to buy. but for guys like him, dont carry pouch dont carry comb. ROAR. it wasnt easy. it's like he lent me his bag, bought me sunglasses, comb, shoe laces.. oh and i have the ring. it's like so many things to make me rmb him lah. xD haha but in the end, we did get something. i bought him this cute little ultraman thingy. the hands can move one. haha he's going to hang it on his bag :D J loves ultraman uh huh ^^ ok ONLY THE CARTOON ONE. because it's super cute.

we sat somewhere near the coffee shop until 10pm before walking to the bus stop. haha kept singing the chorus part of WITCH DOCTOR from alvin and the chipmunk xD so addictive lah the tune.

i love J. i really really do. call me love sick. i dont deny that i am ^^

i'm sorry about yesterday. i'm sorry that my anger doesnt die out fast.. i'm glad that we settled everything before our 8th mth. i just wanna tell you that you mean a lot to me. the 8 days without you is going to be hell. ):

nvm.. just dont forget our date on the 31st k! :D we'll step into the new year together uh huh ^^ i love you.

btw, you have great primary school friends. i enjoyed dinner with them yeah (:

[11:14 PM]

2007-12-16T13:38:00.000+08:00

haha i suddenly rmbed something that happened yesterday. it was pretty funny. well, to me xD

J and i were walking towards ang mo kio hub when suddenly this promoter for some card approached us. she asked us whether we had lunch already. haha basically because she wanted to talk about the card. then suddenly she asked whether we are still schooling. we said said yes and she was like "ok then that's all.." i found it kind of weird. didnt really know what was going on. then J told me that she approached us because he looks 20 plus. i wasnt really convinced. but i was when a guy promoting the same card approached us almost immediately after the lady did. haha J quickly said that we are still schooling and he let us off xD when we walked quite a distance away, i started laughing. couldnt help it mah. the expression on J's face was super funny xD i finally realised why the lady asked whether we are still schooling. i must have looked non-adultish to her. yeah i am but i'm not kiddy too lor. I AM 16 THIS YEAR. SO IS J (:

J always tells me that he can buy a M18 or even R21 movie ticket without the cashier asking for his IC. well, usually i wont believe it. haha but now i think do.

lynnette feels that J looks 21 and his mum thinks that he looks 22. but how come no matter how i see, i still dont feel that way? o.O hmm maybe it's because i've been with him for so long that i cant even tell. haha nvm. i love you no matter how matured you look (:

J slept like at 6am this morning?! haha FAT GAMER xD he only woke up at like 1 plus. ok now it's my turn to get some rest. i've been busy doing stuff since morning. tired.

[1:38 PM]

2007-12-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

haha! if you didnt realise, i've changed the song in my blog to the Chipmunk Song (Christmas Don't Be Late) xDD

well, i couldnt help it. it's too cute xD and since i'll be missing christmas in singapore, why not put this song here xD if it gets too irritating just click on the pause button yeah (: i understand that it's kind of too high pitched for some you. haha this song will be here till i return from my overseas trip. which is on the 29th yeah (:

anyway, here are the lyrics taken from http://www.stlyrics.com (:
it's the full version of the song. hmm somehow the lyrics dont really match but it doesnt really make a big difference (:

(all right you Chipmunks! Ready to sing your song?
-I'll say we are!
-Yeah!
-Let's sing it now!
Okay, Simon?
-Okay!
Okay, Theodore?
-Okay!
Okay, Alvin? Alvin? ALVIN!
-OKAY!!!)

Christmas, Christmas time is near
Time for toys and time for cheer
We've been good, but we can't last
Hurry Christmas, hurry fast
Want a plane that loops the loop
Me, I want a hula hoop
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late.

(Okay fellas get ready.
That was very good, Simon.
-Naturally.
Very good Theodore.
-Ahhh.
Ah, Alvin, you were a little flat, watch it.
Ah, Alvin. Alvin. ALVIN!
-OKAY.)

Want a plane that loops the loop
I still want a hula hoop
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late.
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late.

(Very good, boys
-Lets sing it again! Yeah, lets sing it again!
No, That's enough, lets not overdo it
-What do you mean overdo it?
-We want to sing it again!
Now wait a minute, boys
-Why can't we sing it again?
-[chipmunk chatter]
Alvin, cut that out..Theodore, just a minute.
Simon will you cut that out? Boys...)

oh i've also added the chipmunks' version of BAD DAY. it's really nice and cute too! 2nd song on the playlist. haha hear it! ^^

ok i'll go rest soon i guess.. kind of drowsy now.. nights ppl ^^

[10:23 PM]

2007-12-15T20:07:00.000+08:00

met J at his house's bus-stop at 9am. haha then we took 74 and headed to ang mo kio.

as no shops were opened yet, we went into THIS FASHION to take a look. the branch there is really big yeah. a large variety of clothes uh huh. after that we went to jubilee and had breakfast at mos burger. yum yum ^^ unagi rice burger for me and teriyaki chicken burger for J. yes i know that it's sinful xD

played a while at the arcade and we won this cute multipurpose clip. (: it is the shape of a dog bone.

after that, we caught the 1pm show of ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS. the chipmunks are super duper cute lah! especially THEODORE! :D must watch! it's a nice show ^^

haha so here are some pics taken from www.movies.yahoo.com (:

haha the guy is Dave btw.

THEODORE, ALVIN AND SIMON (: so cute right! xD

to end off, THEODORE! he's super cute lah :D

after the movie, we shopped around. haha i bought some clothes. J kindly sponsered $30 ^^ then we went to the arcade again for a while, went for dinner (unagi AGAIN!)
and J accompanied me all the way home. haha and i accompanied J on the phone during his journey back ^^

J's the best. i mean who will be willing to travel such a far distance with me home and then take a bus home. i guess J's the only one. i love you <3

waiting for J's sms.. so that i can accompany him on the phone as he goes to wl's house yeah (:

ok meanwhile i'll be busy doing some packing yeah (:

[8:07 PM]

2007-12-14T22:04:00.000+08:00

J and his dad did not have to pick me up at Eunos mrt this morning. well, because i slept until 10am? xD haha i told J yesterday already lah. i'm not feeling well mah. and i guess that it's also due to the lack of sleep. i cant last long without enough sleep when i'm sick i guess. =/

met J at Eunos mrt at 11am. haha bought lunch and headed back to the office. J's in love with the jap version of the TEEN TITIANS theme song xD

ROAR. i realised why my bro was acting SO NICE today. he even said bye to me when i left the house. well, my mum left his laptop in my room. he wasnt supposed to use it. i usually lock my door when i leave then house so he wont be able to get it. SHEESH. no wonder why he came into my room this morning asking if i wanted songs. -.- that sneaky boy saw that i was drowsy so he took his chance and grabbed his laptop. i was talking to him with my eyes closed mah. -.- he's gonna get it from me when he comes back.

J's dad brought us back to his house at 2 plus. some guy was going to fix some tiles so we had to keep an eye on him. wah lao after he was done, the whole house was super dusty. SAND every where -.- so we had to clean up. it wasnt easy at all because no matter how we cleaned, the place still feels dusty. poor J. he got scolded by his dad although he wasnt at fault. dont worry. i know that you are innocent ^^

we finally got to rest a while when his dad went to fetch his mum. had a nice little chat with J. i love you. i really do. sometimes i just feel like hugging you forever. thanks for always being there for me ^^

met J's mum and dad at the coffe shop for dinner later. after dinner, i helped out with the packing of stuff. haha dont worry. i'm not afraid of going to your house. although it seems as if there's endless things to do there. xD

J accompanied me to serangoon stadium at 8 plus. poor piggy had to wait so long for his bus home. i ended up reaching home earlier than him lor. haha lucky he had his psp xD

hmm J is going jogging with his dad tmr at hougang stadium. haha see first. if i can wake up i'll go along. if not then i'll just meet you after your jog k? (: yay. shopping tmr ^^ haha and maybe we'll meet wl after that. J's staying over at his place tmr mah.

ok i'll go rest a bit bit first. been having headaches. they are irritating. and i still have to make up for my lost hours of sleep. haha toodles! ^^

don't ever let go..

[10:04 PM]

2007-12-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

i felt really sick and tired when i was in the office. sorry that i was kind of moody for quite some time J ): i really wasnt feeling well.

anyway, checked out the PAE results and J got in to NY. ok i had mixed feelings. i was both happy and sad. i was really happy for J. BUT. i was sad too because i'll be kind of lonely during jan. i'm not going mah. haha but nvm. J promised that we'll still get to meet (: he said that he'll make time for me ^^ meanwhile i guess that i'll go take up some course to keep myself occupied. haha i'll benefit from it in future too i guess.

haha the little puppy that i was talking about. yeah it's FAT. xD because the uncle there gave it the most food. lucky little cutie xD it's about 1 mth plus old.

the puppy and it's mummy! YES. the black dog is it's mum. kind of unexpected right. at first, i couldnt believe it too. they dont really look alike. except that the puppy has a black tail and mouth. just like it's mummy ^^ it's mum kind of remind me of blackie. it really looks like blackie. just that blackie is way smaller that it.

hmm we had lunch at this little jap shop near the mrt. unagi bento. yum yum ^^ THOUGH a little sinful. ALL THE RICE. haha but it's ok i guess. one bowl of rice a day should be just right yeah (: then had fresh green apple juice. i had a craving for it yeah xD

watched heroes and when his dad came, we went to his house. helped with the fixing of shelves.

HOHO smelly feets. xD

after that, we went to parkway. walked to the cold storage at katong mall and bought a honey glazed chicken. A WHOLE CHICKEN. haha the sign said FAMILY CHICKEN xD we were going to share the chicken for dinner. went to my house and my mum stunned when she saw the chicken. haha it's really big. she helped us cut the chicken yeah. ^^ the chicken was nice (: only that some parts were dry. my mum was kind of shocked that we finished the chicken xD when J left, she was like "wah he can really eat." i replied that it's because J has a big "SMALL" eater xD she gave me a surprised look and said that he doesnt look fat. haha SEE. even my mum says that you are not fat xD

i'm tired. maybe i shall rest earlier today. or wake up later tmr. haha see first ba (: bye bye ^^

[10:01 PM]

2007-12-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

ROAR. i have to repost because thanks to my comp, my WHOLE post is GONE >:(

nvm i shall retype. (:

took a bus to J's house at 8am. haha my first time going to his new house on my own (: the journey wasnt that bad lah. about 35 to 40 mins.

i'm feeling really sick today. it's like my nose is super sniffy. then when i blow my nose, nothing much comes out. worse of all, i suffer a blocked nose after that. -.- couldnt breathe properly. i was really tired so i slept while J kept an eye on the guy who came to fix some doors.

didnt have lunch because we werent hungry. anyway, the ppl who were going to fix the curtains were coming at 2plus so also no time to go buy food. watched an episode of heroes before the ppl came. NICE (: haha when they came, i played ratatoullie while keeping an eye on the guy xD

when they were done with the curtains, we watched another episode of heroes before heading to bugis at 5 plus. haha went to the arcade for a while xD there was this SUPER PRO guy playing the basketball thingy. unlike the usual players, he holds a ball in each hand and throws them into the net simultaneously. it was super fast can. and his score was 1047?! i was really impressed o.O

played a few games of spot the difference with J before going for steamboat at about 6 plus. it was at the same place where we celebrated J's sister's birthday.

haha i love the sauce (: haha J mixed the sauce for me ^^

the beef was the best! J loves it the most so we had many plates of it.

we finished at about 8.30pm. haha super full xD J said that now he feels a woman's pain xD because he felt as if he was carrying a child xD see that's what happens when you eat too much. xD

at bugis mrt. haha J accompanied me back to paya lebar yeah ^^

<3

ok bye bye! shall go play Ratatoullie while waiting for J to call back. haha he lent me his psp :D

[10:07 PM]

2007-12-11T21:56:00.000+08:00

oh man, i'm feeling really sick. my nose feels as if it's going to drop off any time ):

just took a panadol. hope that i'll get better. DRINK MORE WATER J. YOU MIGHT HAVE CAUGHT MY GERMS. i'm sorry if you did ): but ahh.. NO LUO HAN GUO drink. i dont want =/ you're a nice guy. you wont make me drink it right? :D

tmr going to J's house instead of the office. many ppl are going in to do some renovations so he has to keep an eye on them.

J came over after work today. we watched mr bean again during dinner xD haha after that, we cleaned the hamster cage.

haha our diet plan today is WAY more successful than yesterday's (: we shared a bowl of rice during lunch and had one sushi (baby octopus) each after work. haha can cut down on carbo but not totally. it wont be healthy yeah.

talked to jas tan online (: oh met her and mumtaz at paya lebar this afternoon too! (: it's great talking to her again (: we were being really lame but it was fun ^^

i guess i might rest earlier today if i'm really not feeling well. see first yeah (:

bye bye ^^

what will i do without you?

[9:56 PM]

2007-12-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

went to the office as usual this morning. haha the puppy was playing with it's mummy. it's so cute when it runs around ^^

ok there was REALLY a lot of work to do today. the printing was very light so we thought that the ink had finished. so we ordered another one. super ex can. $88 o.O haha it last long though. in the end we realised that the prob wasnt with the ink. but the photocopying machine itself.

rained like for almost the whole day lah. ordered KFC buddy meal for lunch. SINFUL SINFUL. =/ oh man, we made a promised that we'll not eat carbohydrates yesterday! J's mum kind of made us break the promise by packing cheese cake for us. ok so we made a DOUBLE PROMISE. pinkied the fingers from both our hands. person who eats carbohydrates shall do push-ups and sit-ups?! sheesh. can i have a lighter punishment? HEE! xD but i brought grapes today lor. LESS sinful than your cheese cake xD

haha J gave me this! :D

he got it when he was in KL yeah (: a handicapped lady made it. heard that she's really good at making this kind of stuff. thanks J ^^ i love it! (:

when we were done with our work, we played Ratatouille on his psp. he got many new games when he was in malaysia yeah (: he's so nice lah. he knows that i dont play very complicated games and fighting games (other than TEKKEN xD) so he got me cute games like Ratatouille. i love this game! the rat is so cute xD haha go around collecting cheese. the game gets tougher and tougher with creatures that are harder to kill at higher stages.

haha we watched heroes season 2 too! as expected, sylar killed candice. but he is unable to use his powers yet somehow. oh btw, candice can create illusions. when she died, her true self was shown. she was a really fat lady. claire's dad is going to die according to one of issac's paintings. SAD )): he's such a nice guy.

after that, i helped J to stick the comics that he drew last time into the book that i gave him. haha glad that he likes the book ^^

had dinner with J's mum and dad after work and went to his house after that. they were busy fixing the new plasma tvs that were going to be placed in their rooms.

J accompanied me to serangoon stadium again. YAY he's going to fetch me there whenever i'm going home from his house ^^ it's kind of eerie mah. so sad. the bus came so fast. ): then moment we got off 147, 76 came. so i had to head home. thank you so much J. (: haha i bet that you were busy completing my game on your way home huh xD

the bus passed by J's old house. this picture was taken from the bus stop there yeah. kind of miss his old house. it took me quite some time to adapt lor =/

anyway, i was browsing through some of my pics and i found these two of dalely xD it's super hard to get a nice shot of him because he keeps moving.

haha FINALLY! xD

dont mistaken. i'm not strangling him and he isnt at pain. he moved so the pic looks kind of weird. if you look closely, this greedy little one is busy munching on his seed -.- it's like he's afraid that i'll take his food away. he kept holding onto his seed when i carried him xD

my whole family is getting all sniffy thanks to my bro. he never covers his mouth when he sneezes. that's the reason why we all caught his germs. shall go rest for a while before calling J yeah (:

i'm so in love with you <3

[10:10 PM]