Wednesday, November 25, 2009
i've just checked my chem mcq answers from some website and... oh no... merely passed o.O haha anyway since when did i even pass chem mcq before o.O nvm just hope for the best bah :D
alright i shall shower you guys with more cutesie pictures of Ginko xDD
well i got her when she was about 3 weeks old from a box under a flat. 5 kittens but i could only take one. anyway most of the rest were adopted too. haha i rmb that i had to hide her in my room. because i didnt tell my mum =P aiya you know... bring home and hide first then say xD eh but i take extremely good care of her lor. i am and i'll CONTINUE to be a responsible owner! :D
5 little kitty cats :D
brought little Ginko home in this little box. to make her feel all comfy, we gave her mr hippo as a companion. haha she freaking tortues mr hippo now xD
aww sleepy sleepy xD hmmm i've learnt that all kittens have blue eyes at the start! i was rather amused. ok la i know that im slow =/ but at least now i know right xD haha her eyes are dark yellow now. really cute (:
so sweet right? :D haha all she does was sleep then. thats why it was pretty easy to hide it from my mom =P
but of course my mom found out la. but surprisingly she didnt get angry. well i guess its because ginko is out of her sight most of the time. when she's at work i'll let ginko run around the house. but when she comes back, ginko will be playing in my room (: so that's PERFECT (:
hmmm its pretty heart warming to see ginko grow up. its like there's something new everyday. one day she doesnt respond to movements around her, the next day she does. then she starts to rub against your legs and act cute to be noticed. haha but she's rather naughty and tends to bite everything she sees. but its natural for a kitten to do that so nvm. she'll grow out of it. i hope xD
haha ok thats all for now. bye bye (:
[12.20 PM]
-finding that lost smile ;
Sunday, November 22, 2009
oh and how can i forget to mention the most IMPORTANT person of all!
well he's none other than my DEAREST DEAREST J of course! (:
throughout this whole A level period, he's always there to give me his fullest support. fetching me to school and home everyday... cooking me meals... spending all his free time with me...
i just feel so fortunate (':
HAPPY 2 YEARS 7 MONTHS 3 DAYS DEAREST! (:
time really flies huh... (:
thank you for your support all these while. it really meant a lot to me. i love you <3
[7.59 PM]
-finding that lost smile ;
HELLOOOOOOO EVERYONE! :DD
omg omg omg A levels is coming to an END! :DD chem mcq paper tmr and bio mcq next mon.
so im officially free on 3rd dec! sheesh thats kind of long actually o.O
anyway... i've a little cutie to introduce to everyone! :D
MEET
.
.
.
.
.
GINKO! :D
i know i know it's like AWWWWWWWW xD
will update more pics of her in my next post (:
p.s. dont worry about me ppl. there's just simply nothing good in that man. i treat him like an invisible piece of _ _ _ _ ! (:
[7.50 PM]
-finding that lost smile ;
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
FROM TODAY,
4TH AUGUST 2009,
I SONIA,
SEVERES ALL TIES WITH
EDMUND CHEOK CHENG TIAN.
REASON BEING:
1. HE asked for it so i'm just giving it to him. (well bastard, maybe one day i'll put this up on the newspapers when i earn my own money. now you just have to put up with this pathetic post. you wanted people to know, so here it is!)
2. I'm sick and tired of him using violence on me each time he gets mad. (once he pushed me so hard against the wall that my head swelled. from then on, i experienced giddiness for weeks. not a single word of apology from him.)
3. I'm not a single bit proud to have him as a father.
- he puts his friends before his family (when we ask him to fetch us to places he'll flare up totally. crazy right? friends ask him only then ok. talk to friends so polite and friendly. to us? we're totally like dirt! believe it or not, i sat in his car less then 5 times this year. it's like pls la that's way less than my bf's dad's car! and i still rmb during the new year, i had no transport home because it's very late already. i called him to come pick me up from expo because i couldnt get a cab and he just told me not to bother him and hung up. wth. i ended up walking back with delia from east coast after a friend kindly dropped us there.)
- he's a freaking gambler! (many times each week he doesnt come home at all. why? because he gambles overnight at his friends' places. WAH no money for groceries got money for gambling?)
- he's a disgusting PORN ADDICT (when i was young, the whole family used to sleep in one room together and he watches porn when we are asleep. how i know? because ermmm i accidentally woke up to that disgusting sight once. =/ whatever la which father watches porn in his children's faces?!)
- he SMOKES (i dont really care if he smokes outside but i cant stand it when he makes the house super smoky.)
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
the list can go on and on. but why waste my breath here? you can say that i'm over doing things, you can say that i'm mean. but i really dont care because you have no idea what i'm going through here.. all i know now is that i can never ever give him the family love that he never gave me. maybe when he's old i'll just give him a sum of money. because that's what he sees as he's responsibility. as if he gives a lot of money though... what he gives is what he gets in future. trust me. it's a freaking miserable sum.
this is what i really feel. cant help it if ppl look at me at a different light from now on.. he's just someone you would never want as a father.
[10:01 PM]
-finding that lost smile ;
Sunday, July 5, 2009
haha i guess i've kind of lost interest in blogging o.O hmmm or maybe because i'm just too caught up with school? anyway, my new time table is so cool! :D much more time for revision now! A levels is like so freaking near that it scares me.. just got back my mid year results recently.. and i guess i've got to really buck up for maths if not i'll seriously be a goner o.O
hmm so much have been happening that i dont know where to start.. forgive me about that :P got tonnes of pics to upload but i guess i'm just too lazy to upload xD next time bah (: when i'm FREE-er.
some class pics below (:
not the whole class..
haha obviously im not the pro here. lucky got J =P
oh ya guess what! J is going for his driving exam at the end of this month. so if he pass (HOPEFULLY he does. no he BETTER PASS), he'll drive me to school! :D haha ok where got so good la.. for the driving to school part, actually i have to take a bus to somewhere near his house then he drive me in -.- because he stays kind of near school. HAHA. so actually not much difference because still must take bus -.- but who knows i might get free rides home now and then :D
ok i shall stop rattling. i think i'm way more excited than him xD
gtg now. have to clear my endless pile of assignments! GRRR!
i love you piggy poop! (: it has been a great 2 years 2 months with you (:
bye bye! :D
[10:05 PM]
-finding that lost smile ;
Friday, May 22, 2009
currently mugging for my 2nd week of mid years. it's like OMG lah i've never felt so down after an exam. ok correction, in the mids of an exam. especially that chem paper 3 ):
this mid years is set similar to A lvl format. writing 3 econs essay at a go almost killed me o.O still have to face 2 DRQs next week!!!
kind of demoralised because i keep failing. =/ i seriously hope i wont die out before the A lvls..
ok enough of the ranting. not as if i'm the only one experiencing this crazy life huh. just have to really stay strong and positive (: i'm going to practise maths like crazy during the june break. i cant take the A lvl maths paper with such terrible standards.
hope everyone else is coping well yeah (: it'll all be over in like 5 months? :D so fast that it scares me haha just jiayou bah (:
[10:52 AM]
-finding that lost smile ;
Monday, March 16, 2009
*blows away dust*
*wipes with soap*
*clean dry*
haha OK.
i guess my blog is REALLY neglected. im just so busy. all i do nowadays when i get back is study study study. no need to elaborate huh xD
many things changed this year. new class and all.. and the saddest thing so far is that cheryl is now in australia ): if only she's here i guess things would be better. haha but im happy for her la. i pretty much confident that she's happy there.. well that's what's more important right? :D argh but still..
I MISS YOU CHERYL LOOI :'(
ok anyway, certain things i have to set clear. dont expect me to do things the way you do. dont expect me to adapt to your style when you've never intended to adapt to mine. and most importantly, dont ever vent your anger on me. i'm NO push over ok.
sigh i guess i wont be typing much. so much has been happening i dont know where to start..
on a happier note.. my 23rd month with J is nearing! :D
haha he really makes me happy (: i love him so so so much although he's annoyingly smelly xD
RIGHT DEAREST? :D
haha i love you smelly (:
[7:49 PM]
-finding that lost smile ;
