J (big poopy) and little poopy! xD J looks sleepy here xD
haha won this at the arcade in amk hub yesterday. just tried for fun. we didnt actually catch it because the grip was super weak. the catcher thingy actually hit it and it rolled down. so that was how we won little poopy! o.O HAHAHA xD
i'm bringing little poopy to school everyday. he shall sit in my locker if my bag gets too full though =x haha and J is going to bring the little stitchy we caught the other time to school ^^
haha yay! :D
[10:03 PM]
-finding that lost smile ;
went to the hospital with J and his family yesterday. the doctor couldnt determine the problem.. so J has to go for an operation next sat to remove the two lumps so that the doctor can further investigate on the matter ):
the possibility of infection (which is the one everyone hoped for) is crossed out so it leaves us with 2 bad possibilities. ): let's just hope that the doctor is wrong. and if anything happens during the operation, i'll seriously kick the doctor in his *** )=< he doesnt deserve his post if he hits that 1% unsuccessful rate.
dont worry dearest. i'll take care of you (: i'll send you home everyday uh huh. dont worry too much if you cant go to school because i'll try my very best to help you catch up yeah (:
met up with wl, bq and charles after that at amk. J wont be able to play at the arcade with them for months after his operation so yeah.
anyway, look at the colour of my NEW uniform after my mum washed it ):
it turned from bright baidge (left), to a super dull baidge (right). the colour change may not be obvious here but there's really a big difference! i dont know if i can still wear it to school or not =/ i seriously hate it when my mum acts as if it's no big deal. i paid for it lor! i bet that your reaction wont be like that if that happens to your own clothes ): this is not the first time leh.. ): sheesh! there wasnt a prob when i washed it by myself =/ fine i guess that you've got what you wanted. i'll wash my uniform by myself.
shall continue with mugging now =/ bye..
nothing seems to be going right for me. i feel so lost.. =/
[9:58 AM]
-finding that lost smile ;
Friday, March 21, 2008
spent the day with J today. (: HAPPY 11 MONTHS AND 2 DAYS DEAREST! ^^
school life is hectic. i end so late like practically everyday! i've really got to adjust and plan my time properly. need to find some ways to stay awake and mug till 1am. i seriously have not much time to study. breaks in school are either going to be used for consultations or extra lessons -.- haha nvm.
anyway, if you wonder how J and i spent our 11th month, i shall tell you now. firstly, we went for lunch at sakae after lessons.
<3
and lastly, we headed back to school and spent the rest of our special day there. -.- till like close to 9pm o.O i had to stay back for the parents seminar thingy -.- it spoilt my day lah. it turned out to be a waste of time because all the parents just sat in the hall listening to the principal talk. we thought that students were made to stay back because our parents had to meet the teachers. but in the end, they didnt have to! ROAR. what the students did mean while? they sat in LT5 watching national geographic -.- but siong wei, cheryl and i skipped it and slacked outside. hee. xD J was nice enough to accompany me throughout even though his parents werent there (because he didnt tell them about the seminar). (: we got really restless half way because we had a gp test the next day but we didnt have our study materials with us =/ haha but crapping and playing with the girls and J was kind of fun xD
anyway, to compensate for what happened on wed, J and i went out today. watched SEMI-PRO with J's sis and her bf (:
it's NC-16 because of all the crude language. hmm ok ok lah the show. i wont recommend you guys to watch it though. the story line isnt very interesting =x
after the movie, we headed our separate ways. as in J and i, his sis and her bf. played at the arcade yeah. quite some time since we went there.
hee our highest score for the basketball thingy! :D it's kind of lousy as compared to the high score. 1432 o.O haha but nvm. we've improved a lot! i still remember the time when we couldnt even score 50 points and get pass the first stage xD
the popular in suntec doesnt sell guide books so we had to bus down to parkway to get them.
haha first time i see a plant growing at the bus window! xD
lala i love you! :D
hmm only managed to get my bio guidebook =/ hopefully i got the right one o.O the maths guidebooks are kind of outdated so yeah.
bought bubble tea as usual and had dinner at KFC (:
headed home with a bloated tummy after that xD
pretty rainbow on my hand! :DD
i hope that things will go fine tmr. i guess that everyone's worried about the results. but dont worry ok, i'm here (:
ok that's all. i shall go mug chem now. haha goodnight everyone (:
[10:52 PM]
-finding that lost smile ;
Sunday, March 16, 2008
15.03.08
studied with J at macs yesterday at paya lebar. (:
after that, we headed to suntec! played at the arcade for a while before catching 10,000 BC (:
haha not bad lah this show (: quite nice uh huh (:
the movie ended at about 9pm so we went back to the arcade since we still had some time. we were supposed to leave after J completed his tekken game but we ended up staying until 10pm because J taught this little boy how to play a character o.O
my mum nagged at me a little when i got home. but i just kind of blocked my ears =x
i know that you're scared. i dont deny that i am too. but i just want to let you know that no matter what the outcome is, you still have me.. i wont leave. i'll stay by your side till the very end (:
i'll be like your green dino. i'll protect you, i'll always be here to guide you..
TODAY!
J is coming over soon to mug with me. i love you poopy (: cant wait to see you again ^^
going to have my lunch now, bye ppl! (:
[11:21 AM]
-finding that lost smile ;
Friday, March 14, 2008
13.03.08
J met me at the KFC near lion city hotel for lunch after his econs make up lesson.
after lunch, we went to collect his pants from the tailor.
since the rain was super heavy, we decided to head on to paya lebar mrt as the walking distance is much nearer as compared to my house. from there, we went to plaza sing and bought movie tickets for STEP UP 2 (:
hmm the show is pretty ok lah. but i still prefer stomp yard though o.O HAHA.
headed home after the movie yeah (:
TODAY!
went to edna's house for stringe farewell! :D this was totally unexpected. xD we all thought that there'll be no farewell for us since AHEM AHEM cancelled it. but our dear juniors actually planned a mini one for us. of course AHEM AHEM doesnt know about it (:
hunting for our presents was fun uh huh! although i kept finding other ppl's presents instead of mine -.- but i still found mine in the end xD
each of us got a card, pencil with a little magnetic animal, a cute clip and a catus! :D and if i'm not wrong, we're getting a video each SOON. haha thank you juniors!
ordered KFC for lunch and played some silly games. xD after that, we all went to TK to visit StringE (: hmm somehow, it doesnt seem as if i havent been back to TK for a long time o.O
sorry nette, rai and vicki for not going to PP with you guys. i've got loads tutorials to do =x some other day ok! (:
ok going to rest for a little while before mugging again. bye ppl! (:
[3:17 PM]
-finding that lost smile ;
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
i love you poopy! ^^ you're the best! :D
[11:53 PM]
-finding that lost smile ;
08.03.08
went to orchard with J to collect something.
poopy! haha i thought you're 20 plus! =x
small eyes o.O
haha we watched MEET THE SPARTANS at AMK hub after that (:
it's a lame, gross and funny show at the same time xD the good thing about this movie is that we can relate to it because it's a combination of different shows (:
09.03.08
did nothing much in the morning.. haha but J came over in the afternoon! :DD he was staying over for 3 days since his parents are away on a business trip ^^
we went to the market area to alter J's pants. after that, we bought bubble tea, headed home and started mugging.
J had to rush home at like 7 plus? because he suddenly rmbed that he forgot to bring his school uniform. -.- we have orientation the next 2 days mah. i've never felt so happy fetching him to the bus stop then. because i knew that he'll be coming back :D
haha watched funny videos until 3am before going to sleep. we laughed until tired xD
10.03.08 and 11.03.08
had orientation in school (: haha it feels so good going to school with J ^^ got someone to accompany me in the bus :DD
orientation was pretty ok. glad that i got to know my classmates better uh huh (: was quite tired though by the time we got back.
slept at like 8 plus on day one of orientation. o.O
1S18! :D (plus weiting and tammy who werent present)
see i told you that my class is girls dominated xD daniel is the only guy! hahaha. my face doesnt have flour because i've already cleaned it off before they decided to take pictures. hee.
haha oh ya. i got to do the college dance with J! :DD haha although we werent really supposed to since we were from different houses xD i'm in pegasus and he's in cetus. but we did get permission from our OGLs though. :D haha they know what's going on between us so yeah xD yay college dance this time was fun fun fun! :DD
TODAY!
all of a sudden, i'm afraid to have dreams.. it's like things i dream of do come true. if it's good, i'm happy. but if it's bad, i get super scared.. two days ago, i dreamt that hazel died. and today morning, she really did ): i'm glad that J was with me then. we with her till her final breath.. she was weaker than yesterday. i thought she was dead when i checked on her in the morning. she didnt move when i tapped at her cage.. i started crying and i hid under my blanket. but when J told me that she wasnt dead yet, i cheered up a little. we quickly went to her cage and looked at her..
i saw her and i started crying again. daley was like that before he died.. her heartbeat was really fast.. just like dalely's.. and she was lying down just like dalely.. ): she tried to stand but she couldnt.. i realised that she wasnt going to make it.. we picked her up and put her on our palms for one last time. never was she this calm.. ): at about 9.35 am, she started stuggling and gasped for air. her pulse got weaker and weaker at each breath.. we knew that she's leaving already.. and at 9.36am, she took her final breath and passed away.. i seriously cried like siao can ):
it really pained me to see her struggle so much. but i was really glad that i was with her during her last lap.. my little hazel.. you'll always live in my heart.
i guess that protecting her only lead her to her death.. she's a very lively hamster and yet i didnt put her in a bigger cage because i was afraid that she'll hurt herself. i didnt want her to die the way princess did ): but now i realised that i'm wrong. i should have let her have the bigger cage, i should have let her live her life to the fullest.. i'm really sorry hazel ):
she's in the egg shaped plastic thingy..
i was greatly saddened by hazel's death.. well i was practically sad for all my hamsters' deaths ): chippy, princess, daley.. i miss all of them ): i dont deny that i'm emotional because it's the truth. i love my pets because they are my companions.. they're the ones who are with me when no one's home. it's like no matter how late i return home, i'm always the first. even at like 9 plus? i seriously feel lonely lah. now i'm really alone at home. it feels so weird ): i hate this feeling lah. ):
anyway, thank you J for cheering me up (: we went to seoul garden at bugis for lunch.
steaming balls? o.O HAHA.
played many rounds of the basketball game. haha our average for each round was 500! :DD after that, we came back to my house, rested a while and J had to leave already.. i miss you lah. it feels weird not having you around =/ and please stop scaring me ok! it's not funny lor.
fetched J to the bus stop and when i came home, i saw hazel's cage and started feeling all sad again. ): sigh, i hope that i'll get over this soon..
i've always loved having dreams at night. but now, i kind of fear them. things in my dreams do come through. familiar scenes from my dreams do occur. it might be a few days, months or even years later! =/ i'm scared ):
sigh. going to study now. i need to keep myself occupied. sorry for having such an emo post. bye ppl..
[8:19 PM]
-finding that lost smile ;
Friday, March 7, 2008
ok i know that i havent been blogging much. i'm really really busy now. i seriously hate my time table lah. it's like i'll end school at 6pm from tues to thurs -.- for tues and thurs, i have lessons all the way. for wed and fri, i have CCA. -.-
yesterday, i ran 3.2km for pe. now i understand why they say we need proper running shoes. after running, we had to do sit ups. my whole body is aching now. =/ every thursday is my endurance run. so i'll be running and running and running from 5pm to 6pm? if i'm not wrong, i'll have to run 4km next thurs. that's 10 rounds around the track -.- GOSH. hopefully i'll find the JOY in running soon. well, they said we would after a awhile. o.O
oh and if you guys didnt know, my class has only one guy! xD he's J's cousin, DANIEL! xD poor guy. he always gets teased by the teachers. HAHAHA. everyone calls him SISTER now. haha JIE MEI MEN! xD so funny lah.
anyway, J and i went to great world city today to watch THE WATER HORSE: LEGEND OF THE DEEP with his sis and her bf. it's an event organised by J's sis's comapany.
crusoe is super duper cute lah! xD it's really funny when you hear it "scream" xD
haha J likes this song so i decided to post it here (:
Take me to your heart by Micheal learns to rock
Hiding from the rain and snow Trying to forget but I won't let go Looking at a crowded street Listening to my own heart beat
So many people all around the world Tell me where do I find someone like you girl
[Chorus] Take me to your heart take me to your soul Give me your hand before I'm old Show me what love is - haven't got a clue Show me that wonders can be true
They say nothing lasts forever We're only here today Love is now or never Bring me far away
Take me to your heart take me to your soul Give me your hand and hold me Show me what love is - be my guiding star It's easy take me to your heart
Standing on a mountain high Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky I should go and see some friends But they don't really comprehend
Don't need too much talking without saying anything All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing (chorus)
homework is piling up and my stress level is rising. i'm really glad that i have J. he's always there to encourage and support me yeah. thank you J (: i really appreaciate it.
SRJC has many muggers incase ppl think that all the students are slackers. heard from J that the average L1R5 after deduction is actually 12 o.O the ppl in there are quite smart. the teachers actually pinned a lot of hope on this batch.
ok shall go rest soon.. super tired now. haha bye bye! ^^
[11:30 PM]
-finding that lost smile ;
Sunday, March 2, 2008
no one other than you will be so willing to do so much for me. i love you dearest <3 thank you for everything (:
[9:35 PM]
-finding that lost smile ;
J stayed over yesterday! :D he's family went to genting so yups, he came over! :D
we went to suntec after lunch. it's like FINALLY we get to go out :D we were there to collect J's dad's headset and well, to buy my FBTs. played the basketball thingy at the arcade. sheesh the guy beside me kind of took up too much space. he kept bumping into me! =/ haha nvm. after that, bought some groceries for dinner and headed home (:
we rested awhile before mugging. sheesh. binomial is so irritating lah =/ so is chem. haha but chem isnt as bad i guess xD
when we were done (ok not really actually xD), we watched movies and slacked throughout the night. slept at like close to 4am =x
woke up at 9am. surprisingly, i didnt feel tired o.O but some PIGGY refused to get up! HAHA.
J left at 12 plus i think. YOU COULD HAVE LEFT LATER POOPY! even my mum asked why you leave so early =/ she was cooking something special for dinner! too bad you cant have dinner with us. haha nvm. hope that she cooks it again the next time you come (:
anyway, i was kind of bored from doing chem. so i started searching for the college dance song xD. here it is! LOST IN EMOTIONS. it's quite a cute song xD
not sure if we'll be assembling with our OG or CG tmr. i'll miss draco 4 uh huh =/ hope to keep in touch with you guys! ^^
