KBS 260607! haha it was on my birthday! xD
MY DEAR RYEOWOOK. WHAT ON EARTH DID YOU DO TO YOUR HAIR! WHERE'S YOUR ORANGE HAIR??? PLEASE PLEASE DONT FOLLOW SUNGMIN AND CHANGE YOUR HAIR COLOUR SO OFTEN!!! NOT VERY GOOD! hmm but the colour is ok. the hair style needs inprovement though xD oh and hello hyukie at the back there (:


haha now for the movie pics! really such a pity that kyuhyun isnt in.

the poster! haha.


photoshoot. wookie still has his orange hair then. *sobs*




our three main actors (:


i'm loving heechul's boyish looks. haha shin dong looks kiddy and cute xD




HANKYUNG! :D


sungmin looks like some flirt xD haha no lah. he's just a popular guy xD


yesterday's weather was terrible. i just sit down and dont move about also perspire. so humid lah.

finally had my teacher student conferencing with lopez yesterday xD haha lopez's comments were all so cute lah. it's nice chatting with her actually. she is like so different from the lopez i see during lessons.

had english during extended. did a comprehension from cresent girls' CHAO hard to understand! plus i was kind of tired when doing it so it become like doubly hard. when i checked my work, i found so many spelling errors. couldnt concentrate.

haha thanks violet for that egoistic bday card xD love it though. <3 and i'm 16 not 61 pls! xD

went to J's house to collect my maths stuff. yeah had a long chat with your mum when you went to buy food. haha you should know what she said xD must study hard ok.

wanted to blog yesterday but i had probs signing in so never. completed the puzzle that rai gave me instead. so cute lah. yay i finally got to read the msg at the back of the puzzle! (: i love you too rai! :D

sorry that i fell aslp. it's kind of weird. i fell aslp at like arnd 1am and i dont rmb receiving any msg. when i checked my phone in the morning, the timing was 12.39 am. weird.

that test thing is kind of freaky. i got a shock when i took it last time! haha.

ok gtg prepare and go for tuition! we're moving to the third floor :D

[9:11 AM]

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haha yesterday was so funny lah. everybody had aches all over xD see, i'm not the only one who doesnt exercise much xD mine was terrible. standing, walking, sitting all pain ): eh eh. i'm not old ok. it's the muscles and not the bones that are aching xD

i was practically dozing off during geog yesterday! kept having double vision. wanted to write but everything came out as lines xD felt really guilty but later, i realised that practically the whole class was experiencing the same prob xD haha some ppl tired until just heck care and slept. i guess it's because of the weather and hmm partly because of mrs khoo too? her voice can put you to sleep at times yeah. but she's a good teacher lah (:

CHINESE O LVL ORAL TODAY!!! oh man, i tell you. the moment i saw one of the examiner, i was like omg lah. HE'S A CHINA GUY! how LUCKY can i get huh. the passage went fine but i dont think i did well for the conversation. boo lah.

after oral, chiong to take mep mock prelims. i didnt study! i mean i tried really hard to but i kept dozing off =/ i only managed to squeeze information on a few countries in. then i didnt study haydn at all. cos i had difficulties with the score. couldnt really understand some parts. took miss ng's listening paper and hmm the things i studied actually came out. the new syllables way of answering is tough lah. now must keep looking at the scores and infer. almost everything must infer. cannot just memorise facts like last time. miss sim's haydn paper was TERRIBLE. didnt study mah. i didnt memorise the things in the orchestra score =/ so i kind of crapped throughout. but when it came to talking about haydn's history, i saw the qns and i totally gave up. i didnt study about his life. my points were really brief.

stayed back to take the music writing paper. i was about to do the paper and guess what? (: miss sim told me that if i really dont want to take mep anymore, i dont have to do it! :D cos she said that the possibility of moe approving my request to drop will be quite high as time is quite tight. so she say i dont have to go for lessons and she'll tell me when she gets the approval. oh yay. but hope that i'll really get to drop. i dont want to hold on to it as i feel that there's no point. impossible to improve on composing in such a short period of time. my grades will just kana pulled down by this component.

anyway, thanks hajjar for the belated bdae present xD haha i love that little pink heart sticker!

[5:43 PM]

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HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO ME ! :D

haha or ok.. not so sweet at this point of time xD but nvm.

the ppl who wished me happy birthday the earliest! xD
jin yang (1 mth early! xD ahem ahem. someone got the date wrong.), ph and alyba (4 days early), junior darling (20mins early), lian shun, jas tan, yan liang, jeremy (we were on the phone! xD)

haha morning assembly was funny. ivy and delia came to me saying the same thing! they wanted to sms me at 12 but fell asleep xD it's ok lah. haha you 2 are so cute xD

wah lao. yeah yeah i know that i am at the LEGAL age xD but ppl, dont need to keep saying right? haha.

the day started off with PE. terrible i tell you. had to run )): after running, my legs ached like siao. haha that's how unfit i am xD but i didnt perspire a lot. cos the weather wasnt hot. haha the cool wind saved me xD oh and before running, we had weight and height taking! my weight remained the same BUT I ACTUALLY GREW! the sensor kind of siao lah.

after PE, went back to class and received many hugs! haha smelly hugs as everyone were all sweaty from the run xD but it's ok. i love hugs. :D

received more hugs as i walked arnd sch. haha i feel so loved lah :D

thanks so much for the presents! jin yang, pH, alyba, nafisah, jas tan, tuki, chesed, fadhilah, farah, kailing, lynnette and rai (haha ok you are nice indeed xD)

haha so heng. today no after sch lessons for me! xD so yeah, i was dismissed at 1.50pm (:

to pH and alyba, sorry for making you guys rush so much. nvm, take it as training your stamina xD

had a lot of fun today uh huh (: laughed so much lah. xD

the best gift ever is to know so many great friends. you all have indeed added colours to my life <3

[6:45 PM]

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simple, yet not so simple (:


and you see a happy junior darling (:


had so much fun chatting with J and pH yesterday! :D

haha we chatted online first and J was like heng. lucky laughter is not contagious online xD then the minuite we conferenced on the phone, he hear pH's voice then started laughing like siao. he couldnt stop lah. pH also like that xD haha the mixture of their laughters was super funny. i was ok at first but because i hear them laugh then i laugh. funny lah xD

it's so nice chatting together. we sang, made fun of each other. ok the making fun part doesnt really apply for me. the two of them were practically suanning each other xD EVIL EVIL POK xD i felt really happy yesterday. haha chatting was fun (:

chatted until like 3am! and pH had to leave. sad. but it's the first time we ever chatted until so late! haha rare. xD so J and i continued our conversation for close to an hour before going to slp. pH has a good voice right. *envious* xDD

i was feeling hungry. but for the sake of J, i ren and did not touch my box of chocs xD because apparently someone was also hungry but lazy to go get food xD

had to give someone a wake up call today cos he couldnt get up. jiayou for your prelims! you can do it! :D

it's the last day le )): sad. have to go back to sch tmr.. so fast lah.

shall prepare for chem tuition.. and pack my stuff for tmr. boo.

1 day 15 hours and 32 mins more! oh man, that's like so soon. i dont feel the excitement though. haha nvm xD

[11:38 AM]

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wookie's hair is outstanding xD


maths and amaths tuition almost killed me lah. my brain wasnt working that well. bought honey glazed chicken steak before amaths for lunch. it was nice uh huh (: but i ate a bit only then never liao. mrs ng was going fast. so no time to eat. haha mrs ng is so funny lah. kept playing music. say what we hear her voice too much then will die xD at the end she said HAHA I KNOW THAT I'M IRRITATING ALL OF YOU xD

after tuition i went over to PP to meet J, his mum, sis and sis's bf. he was there to repair his handphone. went for lunch with them. wow their lunch time was really late. oh man, i feel bad about you sitting in the sun =/ his mum was really nice. kept putting food into my bowl. haha and i am so proud of myself. she gave me this thing filled with veg and i ate it! didnt swallow it straight away like what i'll usually do. i chewed ((:

since someone was still hungry after eating NOT SO MUCH, i gave him my chicken steak. see i'm so nice xD

walked around PP. haha went to the body shop. tried the different types of lotion. xD it was funny lah. at the end, J's arm had like so many different types of smell. eh the grapefruit one is nice k! even your sis likes it (: haha and and your nose looked really nice xD

before taking a bus home, went to buy 2 more packets of WARHEADS. i'll need them xD

haha when i got home, my mum told me to look in the fridge. and TADA! friut juice!!! :DD 4 different flavours! haha now there's no need for me to keep buying. yay. thanks mummy. you rmbed (:

the peace in the house is sort of gone the moment my bro came back from camp. mummy is scolding him for not studying again. =/

i'm feeling kind of tired now. for some reasons, my legs are aching. shall go massage them (: and i just realised that it's 2days 8hours and 52mins to my birthday! soon it'll be bye bye to the fifteen year old me. aww.. sad =/

[6:18 PM]

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met J in the morning and we bused down to suntec to meet pH and alyba. haha we were kind of late because someone took sooo long xD

J and i sort of forgot how to get to macs so they came over to meet us. haha now i understand why pH wants me to go no matter what. when we got to macs, pH suddenly pushed this slice of cheesecake towards me. haha and she took a teddy bear from behind her and handed it to me. i tell you. i was completely speechless can. i didnt expect it! haha then pH put two candles on that slice of cake. but well, she was quite unsuccessful with the lighter so J lighted the candles xD pH and alyba suddenly started singing happy bdae. they actually wanted to sing quite loudly but J and i told them to lower their voices as the place was quite quiet. haha so they sang in this funny manner. like practically whispering. i felt really touched yeah. though i also felt like hiding my face somewhere xD thanks a lot for that early bday celebration. i really appreaciate your efforts (: haha and thanks to nafisah too! :D although you werent there..

on top of everything, ph drew me a pic! haha meet the GUAS xD thanks ph! :D


we mugged a little and went to the arcade to play. but i didnt play. cos my right arm was hurting badly. yesterday it wasnt pain but when i woke up today, it was =/ haha nvm. it's fun watching them go crazy over the games xD

had lunch at KFC. J and i took 10 PACKETS of chilli sauce! xD haha he used 8 while i used 2. the chilli freak xD while eating, ph wanted to tell everyone something. then she accidentally said something wrongly. it was super super funny lah. we laughed until our stomachs hurt like siao. couldnt stop lah. i manage to calm down already then ph will laugh again. and i'll start laughing again. her laughter is so contagious lah. even J also couldnt tahan. first time seeing him laugh so much! haha after so much laughing, my legs were pretty weak and i couldnt really walk properly xD chao funny lah.

went over to J's place after that to see his mum. glad that she's feeling better (: your mum is like some sort of super woman lah. haha work hard and do her proud! (: she loves you so much uh huh. (: helped them with some housework. it's ok lah. haha dont worry. stayed until close to ten as nobody was at home. my mum and bro went to the night safari with her company while my dad was busy with other stuff.

today has been a long day. feeling tired but i sure had a lot of fun (: thanks for everything yeah. (:

[11:18 PM]

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HAHA HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST RYEOWOOKIE :D

btw, got this from asinafanatics forum. done by Belief_yan

litter picking at ecp in the morning! :D woke up at 6am and made my way to ecp. haha it ended earlier than expected. started at 8am, did our grp report and finished at 9 plus.

after that, i chionged to PP to meet nett. haha i was early. so i went to take a look at my mum's cousin's shops along the bus stop area. i didnt know that they own the three shops there until my mum told me. the shop that sells a lot of tidbits, the jewellery shop and the fruit stall. how blur can i get. like walk past so often and didnt even go in to say hi. -.- her cousins were in the jewellery stall. haha but i didnt go over to talk to them. not say a lot of time to chat mah. besides, you know aunties tend to talk a lot xD instead i went to their other shop and bought some sour sweets xD since i never eat for so long, then just buy lor.

nett came and we bused down to sch area to meet junior. then went to siglap's pizza hut. haha the first customers xDD had a good chat uh huh (:

we went back to sch's area after that. junior and nett had to meet their friends. i was about to go home then they say they want to come over while waiting. haha so they came and we chatted until they had to leave. haha so long never talk like that already. really miss those days yeah.

i'm super accident prone lah. didnt dry my feet properly then i kind of slipped. was kind of sleepy then. lucky the computer table was there or else i guess that the fall would have been worse. could have broken my arm if the table wasnt there. heng. now my right arm is kind of pain. i think i overstretched the muscles =/ and my leg got blue black liao. haha nett and junior didnt hear the crash i guess. heng xD junior wanted to take pics in my living rm. ya i went there and i accidentally kicked the table. -.- pain sia! my poor toe ): oh man, what's wrong with me. forever so accident prone. boo. anyway, serves me right yeah. who ask me always so careless.

sorry that i cant go for the bbq. mum not very happy abt me going out at night.. so sorry ):

feeling kind of tired. i think i'll go rest a little then carry on with my revision...

[2:15 PM]

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haha nett and junior! :D kailing missing ):


today, i woke up tearing. why? because i couldnt breathe. haha i guess i didnt put my head properly so yeah, deprived myself of oxygen xD

haha that game is super cute and funny lah. eh nxt time pick that black character with the bugs bunny teeth. so cute lah xD hmm i really pity those ppl who entered alone. they didnt know what they were in for. poor things. always 2 against one xD haha weiliang is really good for a first timer. anyhow fight also can win xD

oh man, my kiwi green tea was SUPER DUPER SWEET. that aunty really loves me. i think that it's a little too much. haha maybe i shall do something to make her dislike me a little xD

litter picking at ecp tomorrow! haha going at 8am. before the cleaners come xD then after that going for lunch at pizza hut with nett and junior darling! :D dont worry, i'll chiong there if the thing delays (:

then there's a bbq at changi. dont know if i can make it. i hope i can..

sigh going to sch reopen =/ will be super busy by then. ):

[7:06 PM]

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haha i was right! somebody was still slping like a pig when i reached. xD haha but dont worry. i reached at about 9:15. so yeah didnt wait too long i guess. (:

went to ang mo kio to watch Fantastic 4: return of the silver surfer :D haha not bad i guess. the ticket only cost like $5! haha and in total, only 5 ppl were watching the show. so like practically the whole place was ours. xD

walked around for a while and bused down to kovan. ate at yoshi! haha i feel so hounoured. although someone dont like veg, still eat mine for me. and apparently, i'm the first person someone ever ate veg for. i felt very touched indeed. thanks! (:

i had a great time today :D so many stuff to type but they cant really be expressed in words. other than i'm happy, happy and very very happy xD

dont worry, i'll take good care of JJ. xD

hmm pH had a dream yesterday. it sounds so real can. again, i felt really touched when she told me about it. well i was in her dream. she did something for me. something so... wow. pH, i'm really glad that you are around (:

ok i'm feeling SUPER FULL now. eat a lot today xD and i managed to buy my fruit tree fresh guava juice. YAY :D it has been out of stock for a really long time xD

ok back to bio uh huh :DD

[7:11 PM]

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our favourite violin 1 sectionals area :D
OUR melody (: mine, lynnette, vicki, kailing and nisha's!

hmm i see a suicidal looking rebecca holding a magazine in her hands... swaying slowly at a dark corner on the ledge xD and the little one emelin swinging her leg over the ledge. look at what sch does to us xD

yay i'm going out! :D haha i bet someone is still slping like a pig lah. unfair! haha no lah kidding. ok gtg prepare now :D

[8:06 AM]

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Meet my darling VWC :D clarissa, vicki and kailing not in the pic =/


haha shall have a third entry today.

i just need to blog. chatting with nett now. we are talking about stringe. and how much we miss it. ESPECIALLY OUR DEAREST VWC! ):

during the stringe days, we'll have a little bonding session after almost every practice. we crap together, share our probs and yeah, eat eat eat xD the ice cream, the cup noodles... clarissa's sick jokes... xD

i still rmb the SYF days, how we cried together. haha how we prepared tissue in advance. times in stringe arent always smooth sailing. we went through all those hard times together. we cheered each other on. supported each other. i'm glad that although we have to go through so much, at the end of the day, we have become more bonded. (:

to all our VWC juniors, we just want to let you all know that you all have made our stringe days very beautiful. we really treasure this special bond with you all. me, nett, and kailing and vicki too! (:

now it's like we hardly even meet up at all. the four of us no longer go for practices and stuff. we are so busy that we hardly even have time to think about stringe. and that is making us really upset. we are so afraid that one day, we'll stop thinking about VWC. we dont want to forget all those beautiful memories. during the days we were together, we were happy, REALLY HAPPY.

nett and i feel that if one day, we arent able to recall our VWC days, we'll just cry. that's how much we love VWC. we hope that you all wont forget us sec fours. dont k? although we are busy with our o lvls, it doesnt mean that we have forgotten about you all. we love VWC so much lah.

yeah in reality, we cant stay together forever. but like what nett said, the least we can do is once in a while, recall those happy days. (: we really love VWC k. and we promise that we'll come back once in a while to visit you all. and we do hope that we can have a meal together when sch reopens.

once again, thanks so much for bringing so much joy and laughter to our lives. (:

and oh ya. i'll never forget jasmine's proposal xD

[8:25 PM]

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haha decided to post an old pic of pH and i (: that crazy day at ecp xD i still rmb how we almost died from walking.


pH called me when i was at J's place. she was talking so super loudly that even he could hear whatever she was saying. it was so funny lah. now you understand why i need to hold the phone a distance from my ear whenever i talk to her xD i say stop screaming and talk softer then she'll go I'M NOT!!! I'M NOT!!! -.- but although she's FOREVER so crappy and crazy, i still love her. hmm as a friend xD or young mummy also can. well she told me that she wants to be my mum. haha like wow, my mum is one month younger than me xD

J's china friends came over to cook dinner. so yeah, accompanied them to hougang mall to get some groceries. haha on the way back, it started raining heavily. his dad came to fetch us although we were super near his place. when we got into the car, his dad drove a bit only then the rain stopped. we were like HUH?! xD one minute rain so heavily then the next, nothing. crazy weather.

haha cant wait for tmr! :D i'm not going to slp early today. no matter what must keep awake! haha cannot like last time fall aslp!

[6:28 PM]

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hello there. i think that you are really pretty :D


had 6hours of slp! :D taking mrs ng's advice. keep to 6 hours uh huh. (: so i slept around 3am, then wake up at 8.30am. haha mummy tried waking me up before that and i just continued slping. but today i woke up very punctually lor. alarm ring then i straight away wake up :D

it's seriously not very nice to be alone at home. haha at least i'm meeting J later. hmm shall mug either chem or amaths. then come home mug bio. it's like the last week of the "school holidays". boo lah.

haha ok shall go bathe now. sonia is awake! :D

[9:05 AM]

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oh man, the stringe withdrawal symptoms are back! ): haha that's my stand btw. xD kailing's star isnt there. cos she hasnt got it yet then.


my bro had physics tuition for like 4 HOURS! 9 am to 1pm. i tell you. i almost died k. cant go out of my rm cos i scared i'll disturb. and they didnt tell me that his tuition was for 4 HOURS taday. whenever i step out of my room, i'll see the tutor's green bag. =/

ok i think i should befriend his physics tutor. then at least i wont feel so bad when i need to go out and get something. haha actually, i'm supposed to befriend him. i have to ask him for help when i have probs with amaths. xD

after being cooped up for sooo long in my rm, i felt super sian. couldnt really concentrate during chem. haha rachel noticed that i was tired and she kept giving me sweets so that i'll stay awake xD she was teaching an impt part mah. so yeah, she cant have me dozing off.

the moment tuition ended, i just headed to my rm and i fell aslp. slept for 2 hrs and mummy woke me up as it was time for dinner. i didnt go out until like half an hour later. couldnt get up. whole body aching like siao. so i just continued lying there.

my bro is going for some leadership camp until friday. so hmm i guess it's left with my mum and i. she comes home quite late so ya. it's like practically the house and me. kind of hate the feeling of being alone at home. yeah you can do anything you want but it gets REALLY BORING. can go crazy one. lucky i'll be going out (:

still yet to fix a date to go out with delia and claire =/ the triple birthday thing :D it's been a long time since we went out together. haha maybe we'll go ice skating again!

[7:09 PM]

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haha our first family pic. oh man, i miss the stringe times with them ): blih blah bluh bleh :D

haha of course i miss the rest of VWC too :D lunch with junior darling for a while on thurs. haha going back to the siglap pizza hut that we went with nett the other time. nett we hope that you can come too (: i dont think that kailing can come. this woman is always busy!

haha what's with my toilet door? like so many ppl who came to my house for the first time end up locking themselves in my toilet xD you just have to turn the lock thing once to lock. and ok if you want to feel safer, you turn it twice xD

haha usually ppl just turn once cos they dont know that they can turn it twice. ok then they lock the door and after they have finished their buisness, they try to unlock the door. but they turn the lock the wrong way. so ya. it becomes a double lock. some ppl manage to get out after a few tries while some just stay in there and panic. -.- they start shouting for me to help them. haha if i'm not wrong, pH was one of them who panicked like siao xD haha just now, my bro's tutor kind of locked himself in the toilet xD it took him quite long to get out. aiya, want to lock, turn it in one direction. then want to unlock, turn the other direction lah. but it's actually ok lah. cos until today, my mum and bro still cant get it right too -.- they always have probs with the toilet door, main door and gate. dad and i never ever had this prob. ok finally dad and i have something in common. xD

dad is currently in hongkong. cant wish him happy fathers' day personally so yeah, just sent him a msg. he replied quite fast. and he said, "thank you, help mama" these words are simple but it made one thing clear. no matter how heck care he acts about things that are going on. deep down inside, he does care. and i'm very happy about that (:

hmm J's family is happy a celebration for his dad. but i'm not sure whether i can make it for the dinner though. cos my mum doesnt really like me to go out at at night =/ haha see first.

ok i shall mug again (:

[10:52 AM]

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we went to sakae for dinner. i didnt say a word throughout dinner. she did try to talk to me. but i just couldnt say anything. no eye contact, nothing.

she was being a little too nice today. like wow, yesterday she was yelling that she'll exclude me from everything and today suddenly, you want this? you want that? ok i'm happy that she's trying to patch things. BUT. it's not the right way of doing it. after we argue, we have a cold war. dont talk and the next day, it's like nothing happened at all. start talking and blah blah but the problem is NEVER SOLVED. we dont sit down and talk about what went wrong and how to avoid such stuff in future.

sometimes i really wonder. will it kill to say sorry? i'm wrong, i apologise. i'm right, i also apologise. why? because i hate stupid cold wars. i hate arguing. i keep my mouth shut for as long as i can because i dont want to argue. ):

sigh, nvm. at least we are talking now...

[11:28 PM]

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yesung looks good in this photoshoot uh huh (:


hankyung! :D


haha back from tuition! and i finally got my water bottle. after soooo long. this time, i chose a pink one. so my bro wont just anyhow take. every bottle that he takes never comes back. so yeah, my bottle should be safe now xD haha thank you jas for accompanying me (: oh yay, it's nice talking to you again. :D

when i got off the bus at my place, it was drizzling slightly. i lazy to open so i just walked in the rain since i had the card to the side gate. but boo. the side gate got some prob lah. i scan my card then it still dont open =/ so i had to walk all the way to the main entrance. and guess what! i met lee at the lift area. she was talking to this guy. complaining about something i think. haha for a moment, i thought the guy was her husband. but i realised that well, she isnt married. haha nvm.

oh man, i'm sorry that i fell asleep yesterday. wanted to take a short break from studying but it turned out to be a long break. set my alarm but i didnt hear it. i wasnt feeling tired at all. but the moment i hit the bed, YA. i guess that although my mind wasnt tired, but my body was. so sorry!

ok i've gtg to pp again to meet my mum and bro for dinner. i guess that she wants to patch things up too. didnt talk to her since morning. still kind of mad at the things she said actually =/

[4:27 PM]

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the SuJu fans at dream concert :D


some promotion thing.


ok yesterday, i had the longest chat session ever! or is it counted as today? haha nvm xD i was on the phone with J from 11 plus to 5.30am today! ok yeah yeah i know that some of you are going omg lah.

haha we werent really chatting, more of watching video clips together. laughed a lot. like seriously a lot. super funny. i laughed until i from tired become very awake.

woke up at 7.30am to go to my grandma's house. on the way there, had a heated arguement with my mum. it's like i plan my schedule already and then she wants me to change it. it's not that i never ask her lor. i asked her for all the timings and everything before i planned. i cant keep pangseh-ing ppl just because she keeps changing all the timings right? then she say what i'm useless lah and blah blah blah. kind of hurtful you know? this is not the first time leh. everytime i just keep quiet and give in to her. today, i just kind of exploded and argued back. when we got out of the car at my grandma's place, i just headed on my own to the mrt station and took a train to paya lebar. my only regret for today is that i didnt go and see my grandma. i seriously miss her a lot. ):

reached paya lebar and i gave J a call. asked him if i could go over earlier. he said ok so yeah,i bused down to his place. reached at about 9 plus. it was raining super heavily at his area. if i used my own umbrella, i'll get super wet. so J came and fetch me from the bus stop. he passed me this gigantic umbrella. haha it was kind of heavy. had to use 2 hands to carry it. but thanks to it, i didnt get drenched (:

haha we both wanted to play in the rain. but thank goodness i didnt have an extra set of clothes xD haha you see why! xD if not i would also have to pour a bucket of rainwater over my head if i lose! what happened was in J's words:

Took down my towel and extra clothings and i took off my shirt and went to play in the rain. Mmmm, i was collecting rain water for other purposes but since its like so much, i played a game with Sonia. Scissors, paper, stone. Mmmm, a bit disadvantage to me but its alright lol. If i lose, the bucket of water will be flushed onto me. If she loses she have to kinda soak her legs in it for like 1 min? But haiz, played 2 time lose 2 time so yea i was practically shivering all over after both buckets got over my head.

but eh. i said dont need to pour then you still pour. so yeah. i'm innocent :D

after that, we started mugging chem in his sister's rm. watched more videos and yeah, laughed like siao again xD if i ever meet anyone like MISS SWAN, can just die lah xD his sis's bf was also doing his work in the room. haha apparently, he didnt go to work today. hope that we werent too noisy =x

after lunch, i accompanied J to hougang to take his passport picture. not bad lah dont worry! :D headed back to his place and i left at arnd 5.40pm. i missed the bus by like a few minutes! but i was quite ok with that. you know why. i didnt really want to go home. =/

anyway, thanks so much J! your lameness and crappiness really cheered me up :D

still not talking to my mum. hope that this cold war thing wont last ): but she really went overboard this morning lah.

ok shant think so much about it. haha shall continue mugging now (:

[7:16 PM]

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haha sugminnie! and his old blonde hair xD


today, had amaths again with yeo yeo. yeo is SO CUTE lah xD

went to the den after amaths and happened to meet denise. passed her the five dollars for the pb bbq thing as i wasnt really sure if i could make it.

thought of going blading with J at ecp, then go for the bbq which is also at ecp and later procede for the family gathering thing. however, i received an sms from my mum telling me that the family gathering thing was earlier. she got the time wrong. so yeah, i had to head home. i'm so sorry that i was unable to make it even though i was all along at ecp.

blading was kind of fun yeah. we rented a pair of blades for $10 an hour with the second hour free. as i am terrible at blading and it's J's first time, we decided to take turns so that we can help each other. J went first. wah lao it's his first time and he can blade pretty well! i didnt even need to support him. i was amazed uh huh. but at the start, someone fell a few times cos he's so AHEM xD starting go fast already. but eh. even you fall also look nice. i'm not being a sadist k. it's a compliment!

haha he got tired after like about 45 mins so yeah we switched the blades to my size. i was terrible. couldnt even stand at the start xD but i managed to move. haha SLOWLY. and i didnt fall at all! :D quite surprising actually. but this means that i wore the stinky hand thingy for nothing =/ it seriously stinks a lot lah. although i bladed before, J's still better than me.

after blading we went to mac to get a drink. we were thirsty yeah. got a strawberry milkshake but end up, it made us even more thirsty -.- wanted to eat something too. felt kind of sick of macs already so decided to walk to the food court. but it's SUPER DUPER FAR LAH. i rmbed that i almost died when i walked with pH the other time. at first, we just heck care and walk. but after a while, i felt kind of restless so we just headed back and ate at burger king instead. met denise, peixian, and lian ping! they walked from the bbq area, which is where the food court is, all the way to mac's direction just to rent bikes! can tell that they were really tired.

ok i've gtg now. again, i'm sorry that i couldnt make it.

[5:56 PM]

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haha this is the 100TH post! :D

anyways,
HAPPY VWC DAY! to my darling VWC (: it's a pity that we didnt meet up today. i miss all of you lah. you all make me look forward to every stringe practice. (: i love VWC! :D

haha amaths with yeo yeo went well today. she's so cute lah. haha yes. i'm saying that YEO YEO IS CUTE xD in stringe... not very. but in amaths class, YES! :D

took bus to J's place after sch with chesed. it was still early so chesed accompanied me. thanks chesed! :D we went to get bubble tea and then headed to the playground to slack xD haha it was quite fun.

didnt know that J ended sch at 12.30. lucky chesed asked me for the time or else i wouldnt even check my phone lah. heng xD oh man, someone is such a game addict. dont play so much hor. even if you have studied, shouldnt play too much also. cos later it become a habit then not so good liao. or can i say that it's already a habit xD study hard and do well for your second prelims! (:

btw, SUPER JUNIOR IS GOING TO HAVE A MOVIE! :DD

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This production is one that is going to be put out my SM Pictures by the company of Super Junior, DBSK, Boa, etc-- SM Entertainment-- causing more reason for excitement for what is to come.

The storyline of 'Beautiful Flower Men Terror Event Series' is to be surrounded around a blogger by the name of Kibum who blogs all the terror events on the 14th of each month. It will involve the leader of a 3 member student beautiful flower man group called Siwon, a Judo trainer, Kangin, and the leader of a dance group Heechul who is determined to keep the pride of the beautiful flower men. These, along with other stories are what will occur in the movie.

An affiliate with the movie stated, "Starting at the end of April, we were able to crank everything in and get most of the filming completed" and "Besides Kyuhyun, all other members are scheduled to appear." The other specifics were not stated.

Credits: mylovelylhj @ SJFULLHOUSE.NET (translations) Osen (source) & azianxshorty @ Juniorsource

aww... sad that kyuhyun wont be appearing ):

[6:39 PM]

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dad got a new car. should i be happy abt it? =/ hmm dont know. haha nvm.

mummy isnt going to work today. not sure why. i guess she needs a rest yeah. then she say we're going for a family outing today! :D she suggested bowling. oh man, i'm going to make a fool out of myself =/ i cant bowl for nuts. anyway, we're going to be out till midnight.

hopefully, i'll be back in time to chat with pigsy (:

ok gtg now. amaths with yeo yeo (:

[9:38 AM]

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haha dad wanted to clear all his coins. so he gave them to me. weird lah. like as if coins got no use like that. oh well nvm. he dont use i use lor xD

ok my bro's friends didnt come. that's good. if not i'll have to sacrifice my comp, and my room xD

my bro came home later than me. he handed me this packet of baby wipe thing which he got from doing cip xD then he went out again. thought that he go for tuition. then my mum said that he went for project. i was like WHAT?! so late already still go for project. siao.

anyway, mummy bought lychee. it's super nice i tell you. wanted to eat a lot but ya cannot. stomach pain. ): mummy also bought this new hair thing. HOW I WISHED MY BRO HAD LONGER HAIR. she started using me to try it out. kept pulling my hair REAL HARD and styling it in different ways. oh man it was bad. most of the time i was like going PAIN PAIN PAIN! but that didnt stop her from loosening her grip -.-

hey cheer up! :D i know some things get quite unbearable at times but yeah, it's just part of life... no matter what, rmb that i'm always here for you. haha i love you! (: and do take care k..

i have a date with yeo yeo for 2 hrs tmr! :D haha i'm not the only one lah. still got a few other ppl. she's going to teach us what miss lui didnt cover before she left. hope that we wont kana tortured to much tmr xD

alrights, goodnight and sweet dreams everyone (:

[11:32 PM]

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couldnt post pics because photobucket wasnt working =/ haha but now can :D

yay ryeowookie's hair journey xD

started off something like this.


then the shorter version.


haha and then he got his pama! (perm)


rebonded his hair shortly after...

yes this is the second time i'm posting this pic. xD haha pretty boy.


had his pama back!


and finally, the ORANGE hair xD


ok i guess that here and there, i have missed out some change in hairstyle. cannot rmb lah. they change their hairstyles like so many times! xD

today, i spent the whole morning mugging chem. haha and i met J later in the afternoon! dont know why but i felt really tired. so didnt really mug. just kept recaping in my mind all those chem stuff. and my bubble tea again... is SO SWEET. i conclude that the aunty really loves me xD

the rain water made my slippers really dirty. have to go wash them. it's like so disgusting lah.

haha look at who's the lazy one. got umbrella then dont want to take out. somemore always say me xD yay i had fun today. (: i'm so glad that the five days have passed. the feeling was terrible you know.

ok i shall go for dinner now. but cant eat that much cos my tummy has been hurting since morning. =/

and later, back to my date with mr chemistry xD

[6:32 PM]

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woke up at 8 today. felt kind of tired so i lazed arnd until 8.30am. haha mummy prepared a burger for my burger for breakfast. i was like omg lah. after i ate i was super full.

left house earlier so that i could go get some stuff from popular before tuition. by the time i reached PP it was already close to 10.30 so i just went straight to katong mall. in the end, i was like 20 mins early. haha the first there!

tuition was quite ok. had emaths followed by amaths. i wasnt brain dead. today's lesson was really fun and lifely. haha maybe the reason why i didnt feel tired was because i laughed a lot. funny i laugh. not funny i also laugh xD mrs ng ran around the room while teaching us kinematics. hmm i guess it's for the benefit of the more visual ppl xD she started singing and rapping so as to let us rmb the formulas better. super funny lah. she's so cute xD

after tuition, walked to PP with jas ((: it's been such a long time since we talked face to face. haha cheer up gal! i know how you feel. i've gone through the same thing before. you know it xD no matter what, i'll always be here for you. haha and thanks for bringing my amaths bk. love ya! (:

we had to split when we reached PP. sad lah. i love talking to jas =/ she went to the library to study while i went to popular. wanted to check the prices of those paper by paper version of the tys. if not too ex i'll buy. didnt want to buy cos i already have the version with work solutions for all the subjects. in the end they turned out quite ex so i decided not to buy. not worth it lah. like what's the point. the one that i have is so much better. has both qns and solutions. haha dont care xD i'll just cover the ans when i need to do. and i doubt that we'll use them very often in class. if really need then nxt time then i buy.

in the end, just bought the amaths one. cos miss yeo uses it very often. and besides, it's much cheaper than the rest so ok lah. haha wanted to get another calculator but i didnt know which one to get. so i called mrs ng. they dont sell the one she ask me to get at that branch so i'll go to other branches to get it. haha met siti and bahiah at popular. bahiah was having a really hard time choosing pens for writing notes xD we took a bus back together. haha they are so crappy lah xD

ok going for my dinner then off to mug again. sigh cant go out and play. must really mug and my mum wont be very happy too. so yeah, i'm sorry if i'm unable to go out. really not that i dont want to go but this last 2 weeks are really crucial...

[5:11 PM]

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haha as you can see, i've been blogging more since the past 2 days. haha not that i'm VERY FREE hor. hmm just in the mood to do so xD

haha i'm in love with strawberry yoghurt! mummy buys it every week :D oh man, you've got me addicted to it xD haha and i love bread with fruit and nuts. eat it almost every morning. nice uh huh. haha at least to me lah. the strawberries mummy bought are HUGE and nice. :D i took one of the smaller ones and she said, " stupid lah you. here got one so big you dont take." i take the small one so that she can have the bigger one mah. like that also wrong. =/

ok i'll be spending most of my time in my room today. cos my bro will be having trail tuitions in the living room. in total, he'll sit in for 3 tutions today. my mum is like getting so many home tutors for him lah. i tell you it cost a BOMB can. now, he has tuition for like four subjects. but still, he didnt do well for his mid years. he have tuition then he totally dont study when he's at home =/ mummy decided to change all to home tuitions so that she can keep an eye on him. he tends to you know... run arnd a bit too much.

sigh. mummy spends practically all of her time worrying for him. when she has free time, she just sits besides him and make sure he studies. she even plans his holiday hw schedules and blah blah blah. sacrifice so much for him lah. you hardly see her do what she likes. always say, as long as my bro studies, she's willing to do anything.

i hope that my bro will just WAKE UP. tuition dont work miracles overnight. even if you dont think for yourself, must at least think for mummy right? she work so hard for you leh.

now he's having amaths. after that is my chem tuition, then his chem tuition. then at night he's having physics.

ok shall continue mugging amaths now (:

[11:06 AM]

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after tuki told me that my dear ryeowook dyed his hair orange, i couldnt help it but go find his pics. ok i was prepared for a big shock. these are the pics from the dream concert event i think. but sadly, only 11 members. kyuhyun and hankyung arent present. i guess kyuhyun is still recovering but WHERE'S HANKYUNG? ): i see leeteuk! :D long time no see! glad that he's feeling better.

ok and here are the pics! :D


haha! actually, wookie's hair didnt shock me very much. it's hmm... pretty nice actually xD MR SUNGMIN DYED HIS HAIR AGAIN! it's bad to dye too much you know. but i'm quite relieved that it isnt some crazy colour like the ronald macdonald's red the other time. heng.

would you just look at them (:




haha they are singing "U"!


i see wookie! :D


nice formation uh huh (:


and the finishing pose.


ok many of them changed their hair colour. but i'm most shocked my heechul's! i guess he misses his long hair huh xD cut already then now put extensions. and the colour, from red to CHILLI BRIGHT RED?!

haha i'm ok with wookie's hair :D but please please dont follow sungmin k xD

[12:04 AM]

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mummy mentioned about my birthday yesterday. i just stunned. i didnt expect it. today she mentioned it again. she talked to my dad about where to take me to celebrate. i was in my room and i teared a little. felt kind of touched. but my dad sort of gave those dont-come-and-disturb-me responses. i dont think much will happen but it's ok. since sec sch, i've never expected anything. i understand that they are busy people. mummy had the thought of celebrating with me and i'm contented with that. you know, it's the thought that counts. thanks mummy, i was really happy (:

boo i can only see you on tues. i miss you lah =/

ok i think i'm going to go for a haircut xD bye for now!

[6:57 PM]

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haha no tuition today! mrs ng msged me in the morning that tution will be carried forward to mon instead. actually i'd rather have tuition today. dont want to use my week days =/ and if i have tuition on mon, most prob i wont be able to mug with J. oh man..

susie anuty came to visit us. surprised that she didnt bring her family along. haha actually, i wasnt really looking forward to her coming. you know... when 2 mothers come together, they tend to... you should know. i hate it lah. that's why i dont quite like meeting the friends of my parents.

haha she bought us sugar rolls. i just had my breakfast so i didnt want to eat yet. then she said, " i thought you like sugar rolls?" i was like huh? since when did i say that xD

our families used to be quite close. cos we all live in bishan. then sometimes go for meals together. go overseas together.. my bro and i used to attend tuition and courses with her sons. haha i rmb going for the robotics class. grouped with my bro and her sons. that time i was super blur and clueless about whatever that was going on. lucky kenneth was there. he's elder than all of us so he did most of the thinking xD haha building the robots was fun uh huh (: but now i forgot everything liao xD after my family moved, we dont go out that often liao. only sometimes when my mum's company hold mass events. kind of a pity actually. although i dont like hearing them comparing here and there, i dont deny that going out with them is fun.

boo i'm abit blur about how to the the national geographic wksheet. nvm, do other subjects first. that one dont know go sch can still ask arnd.

for you, i'll stay strong, i'll work hard and i'll be happy (: thanks for letting me know that no matter what, someone will always be there for me.

ok shall go for an early lunch now :D haha i feel like such a glutton xD

hmm and since my entries always have no timing, i shall type it out yeah.

[11:24 AM]

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haha ok. i shall have a second post today!

hmm mrs ng has yet to sms us. so most prob there'll be no tuition tmr? haha yay! :D ok i should be happy about tuition. but it's just that i feel so drained. i'm tired. i really am.

even if there's no tuition tmr, i dont know if i'll be allowed to go out. hmm..

somehow i feel stressed. but i dont really know what am i stressed about. just now when i went for my nap, i curled up under my blanket and hugged my bolster real tight. then the next minute, i was tearing. i fell aslp quite fast. had a dream that was a little scary. many ppl were in my dream but now i cant rmb who. i cant even rmb what the dream was about. other than there was this terrible storm and that it was scary. maybe bad experiences are meant to be forgotten? i woke up before the dream ended. boo i'm kind of curious of what was going to happen.

i dont know what's happening to me. i can just suddenly feel sad. that's why i am trying to keep myself occupied and do less stoning. i've realised that whenever i just sit and do nothing, i'll end up thinking a lot and i'll just start tearing. sometimes there's a reason but sometimes there isnt.

sigh. i've never told you before. maybe you've sensed it and maybe you didnt. i'm scared. i'm worried for you. whenever i think about the negative outcome of things, i'll just start tearing. all these are because i really care. and i dont want to lose such a special person. all i ask is that you'll take good care of yourself.

alright, i shall return to doing my homework. i can do it! :D

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last day of extended studies! :D but A LOT of hw and revision to do. i've got to mug hard yeah.

gosh i was dozing off during cheong's lesson. i dont really get what she's teaching. she should have just taught us during the 2 previous chem lessons instead of letting the comp do the teaching. sigh.

that black flying bug thingy is back lah. it's such a distraction during lessons. RIGHT? xD where's jasminelaw-the-kick-ass-fly-killer?

miss yeo managed to finish going through the qns within an hour so sch ended on time (:
have to go back to sch twice nxt week so that she can teach some of us what miss lui didnt.

i'm feeling really tired now. the weather is terribly hot. hope that SOMEONE has not turned into a roasted pig. swimming in such weather is kind of hmm... xD from the calculations yesterday, pig related names suit you VERY WELL. haha.

ok i'm going to sleep like a pig now :D i'm human uh huh (:

btw, sorry to those whom i never replied online when you talked to me. there's some probs with my internet yeah. i wasnt online but i appeared to be online. weird... so sorry!

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14 more days and HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY WOOKIE! :D


i rushed everything for nothing. mug chem like siao and end up the test is not tmr but nxt term. then i stayed up until so late trying to complete lopez's 9 topics. didnt manage to complete though. and she said that it was holiday hw. like WHAT?! you said thurs! haha nvm. i didnt manage to complete it anyway =x

thanks jas darling for lending me her amaths notebook today. couldnt solve a few sums. i love you! thanks for always being there to save my life xD

yeo gives loads of hw yeah. haha she's quite a cute teacher actually xD and she's very eager to help us. alhtough i dont really like her in stringe, she makes a good amaths teacher :D lucky J lent me his amaths tys. if not i wouldnt have one during lessons. no time to buy yet but i'll get it soon (: thanks J!

my bubble tea is forever SUPER SWEET. maybe the lady likes me too much xD but at this state, i'll end up getting diabetes.

you are just like my beloved green tea :D

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ok DONE WITH CHEM SPA :D no more no more YAY!

somehow i feel that this extended studies thing isnt working. mrs ngin was like rushing to complete what she had to teach by today. the pace was so fast can. like hardly anything got into my head at all =/

i was feeling quite ok in sch. but the minute i got onto the bus. i immediately switched to a drowsy mode.

ok i have work to rush. yet to complete some amaths qns and i still have lopez's 9 topics to research. kill me.

alright, off to CHIONG! :D

now, it's you that matters the most (:

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need i say more? meet my number ONE :D

havent been suju-ing. just going crazy with school. and they have toned down quite a lot. hmm must be preparing some surprises for us! :D haha i hope so... i miss them lah =/ all the members look really GOOD in this time's photoshoot. i feel that it's like one of the best uh huh. (: i love ryeowookie! <3

Bio SPA skill 3. today was quite ok lah. i saw the paper and i was went HENG ARH. cos the difficult experiments did not come out. and with that. WE ARE DONE WITH BIO SPA! :D

tmr is Chem SPA skill 3! haha and after that, oh yay. no more of chem practicals too!

i cant stand chem online lessons. dont understand a thing at all =/

haha bio lesson was pretty funny today. mrs ngin told us to get into groups of 3 and number ourselves 1, 2 or 3. so yeah tuki and pH took 1 and 2 so i was left with 3. then mrs ngin said, "1, you are the bacterial, 2 you are the virus." everybody were like HUH?! haha and i thought she'll say that 3 is some antibiotics or antitoxin that comes and save the day. but in the end, she said that 3 was FUNGUS. like eww lah. pH started laughing at me. then i told her that certain fungi can produce substances that can kill her, the BACTERIAL and she immediately shut up xD that was really funny.

i've been eating a lot today. until now, i'm still so full.

took bus with chesed today! :D oh yeah, i guess that i received a prank call. or maybe the person really dialled wrong number. i was told that i was being a little too nice. haha nvm. then there's this guy that kept staring. chesed told me that it's that same guy that keeps staring at her whenever she boards the same bus. so sorry. if i knew earlier, i would not have chosen to sit there =/

the afternoon weather was really HOT can. i was PERSPIRING so much. J told me to help get him bubble tea while waiting. at first, i didnt want to get one for myself. but i couldnt tahan the weather lah. and gosh. my was SUPER SWEET!

went through the qns yeo told us to go through. and mugged a little of chem. but someone is quite a pig. RIGHT? xD

ok off i go. mugging more for tmr's chem SPA.

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haha i took my time to get ready before going to sch. thought that i'll be just in time to assemble but end up i still had to wait for 20mins. ok i'll slow down my pace EVEN MORE :D

ate rice during recess! like hmm.. it's been a super long time. usually i'll just grab something light. just felt like eating more today xD but didnt have lunch cos i was still full. =/

went to J's house after sch. ok we were supposed to have amaths tuition with trudy but i decided not to and studied for bio SPA instead. eh it's not that her teaching no good hor. haha anyway i cant comment cos she has never taught me before xD sorry that i had to leave earlier yeah.

BIO SPA TMR!!! hope that i'll do fine. =/

hey take care of yourself k. i see you walk i also feel pain. it's like every step is OUCH.

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went out with J, his sis and her bf today.

haha we watched shrek 3! hmm the show was quite ok lah. haha some parts are really funny xD

after the movie, we went for dinner at The Cafe Cartel. the food was nice but a bit too much xD lucky i didnt have to finish it on my own.

overall, i had fun today uh huh (:

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woke up at 8.30 today. haha later than usual. suprisingly, mummy didnt come banging at my door xD

went for tuition. my mind wasnt functioning well lah. it's like just cannot concentrate. emaths wasnt that bad. but when it came to amaths, i just couldnt take it anymore. my mind just switch off.

haha mrs ng was very funny today. keep demo-ing dance movements that will enable us to think better. super funny lah. oh my, the hamster dance xD the normal hamster and the spastic hamster xD cute lah.

haha and today, i received the earliest bday present xD mr jin yang got the date wrong. he thought that it was 26th may. somemore he was like apologising for being a few days late. i just stunned. didnt get it at first. because there's like STILL so many days to my birthday. haha when i told him that it's 26th june, he also stun. so funny lah xD anyway, thanks a lot! it's nice uh huh. (:

ok i'm feeling really tired. shall go and sleep for a while :D the afternoon weather just makes me drowsy.

oh man, i miss you lah =/

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woke up at 6.30 today. thought that i'll be late and i chiong like siao. somemore my mum kept asking me to wait a while more while she prepares something. so yeah, ended up leaving my house at 7.05. ok i know what many ppl are thinking. how can i ever be late when i leave so near to the school? haha it's just that i'm used to waking up very early. so 6.30 to me is kind of late. heh.

but when i reached sch, i ended up stoning. because the time to assemble was actually 7.45 -.- oh man, i chiong for nothing.

sch was kind of dead today. had lecture style with other classes for SS and geog. haha lopez was really funny lah. kept joking during the lesson and she even talked to the mouse. you know, the computer one xD

went to woody's house after sch. it's like i study bio until i fell aslp! felt really really drowsy uh huh. ok i didnt know what was that all about until today. kind of slow i guess. i'll miss my gigantic piggy :D

boo i miss blackie ): i heard form my dad that he's doing fine. that's good. but now i'm worried because my dad's friend's daughters are apparently feeding him non stop. told my dad to tell his friend not to over feed my darling. he'll just suffer from indigestion and vomit everything out. hope that blackie is enjoying his new life. i'll go visit him someday (:

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