haha yes i'm back! :D

returned home at 11plus last night. super tired. haha but it was the first time i ever felt so happy about going home. well because i can finally meet J! :DD i missed that piggy so much =/


J and i at the airport. i was super touched lah. this piggy actually teared so many times before i left. he's usually the strong type mah.

haha korea was fun. well basically because we had a lively group and a SUPER DUPER GOOD tour guide ^^ steven is really nice. he takes good care of us uh huh. (: unlike our beijing tour guide. whatever he does is to benefit himself. ROAR.

korea's temperature was below 0 degree. and china was even colder. the wind there is so strong that it can knock you off your feet. well i almost fell once. haha but lucky never xD and yay i experienced snow 3 times in 8 days ^^ twice in seoul and once in beijing.

haha shall upload pics when i'm FREE-ER. (: or should i say when i am less lazy xD

anyway, went out with J today <3 it's great meeting him again uh huh ^^ hope that you like your presents piggy! ^^ i love mine. that's obvious (: hee hee. it's ok that you got my birth stone wrong. anything from you is nice (:

lala i love you piggy! <3

[10:54 PM]

-finding that lost smile ;

talking to J on the phone now <3

haha just got back from the office.. J was being mean. he kept making me feel like crying. ok my tears did come out twice. i had to hide behind the cupboard to wipe my tears away. his mum was there mah. today we were really busy. because his mum kept giving us stuff to do.

my heart was hurting badly ): since the time i stepped into the office, till the time i left.. ok i'm still feeling it now ): sheesh i miss you even when i'm beside you ):

J is coming over later :D around 7plus. yay he's coming to the airport with me ^^ J is leaving tmr at 9.15pm. i'm kind of glad that i'm leaving first. because if i leave second, i'll feel sader. =/ if i were J i wont know what to do. it's like i'll be leaving 21hrs 8mins after him?! almost a day! that'll be TERRIBLE. so lucky i'm leaving first.

oh man.. i'll miss you. i'll really miss you A LOT. nvm.. let's take it as we'll be meeting soon! haha in a matter of time, you'll be coming to korea too! :D one thing is kind of sad. although both of us will be going to seoul, we're going to different places. SO NEAR YET SO FAR. ):

dont feel too sad ok J? i dont want you to be sad =/ i want you to be happy. i guess that you'll only read this entry when you get back from the airport.. so since you're viewing it now, GIVE ME A SMILE :D be happy, for me ^^ on the 29th, we'll be able to meet again! :D

wear more clothes hor. it's freezing in korea. negative degree is no joke hor. dont act strong. cold wear more. so what if you'll look like a dumpling. i'll be like a dumpling too xD

i love you so much piggy. i'll miss holding your hand.. i'll missing hugging you.. i'll miss you the most when i'm cold. you're always there to keep me warm.. must stay bubbly k! :D i dont want to hug a skinny piggy xD not nice one.

take care alright? (: haha and rmb to bring the notebook! dont let it touch water because the ink might smudge. i love you. you'll always been in my mind uh huh ^^ oh oh one more thing. i dont care i still want prezzie. haha FROM BOTH KOREA AND HONGKONG. i'll rmb to get you stuff too. haha from both KOREA AND CHINA too xD it'll be something SPECIAL uh huh (:

sleep earlier tonight ok? (: so that you wont miss me that much.. you know why. i dont want you to be sad. i know the feeling. because i always feel it when you go to malaysia =/ i love you. dont think so much k? (: *gives a pat on your head* ^^ goodnight and sweet dreams <3 i'll patiently await your daily smses uh huh ^^ bye dearest (:

[4:46 PM]

-finding that lost smile ;

ROAR. this is the dont know how many times i tried to sign into blogger. and finally success! keep kicking me out lah. even when i was halfway through my entry -.- try getting kicked out more than close to 20 times and you'll understand how i feel. it's like now 21 dec?! haha but i'm glad that i managed to sigh in yeah ^^

anyway, @ vivo, 19th dec (:


haha this sign is super funny lah xD


wheee i love you! <3

haha J and i prepared a notebook for each other. in it, we wrote many pages of stuff. haha then limit the number of pages we can read a day. we're going to bring the notebook with us overseas yeah (: i'm looking forward to reading the notebook each day uh huh ^^

went over to J's house at 12plus. haha i brought dalely and princess over. J's going to pass them to charles tmr so that he can help us take care of them when we are away. haha thanks charles! ^^

went to ang mo kio after cleaning the hamster cage.. went to the arcade and i bought 2 more shirts for the trip. again, J sponsered me one shirt. he's so nice lah (:

we met up with his sis and aaron at bugis later. haha his sis treated us to steamboat. wah i eat until super full can. J is so nice. he helped me peel the prawns ^^ haha but this piggy has a super big appetite today. haha RIGHT? :D eat so much xD

aaron dropped me at paya lebar mrt and i took a bus home from there. it was already close to 11pm! i was prepared to get scolded by my mum but in the end, she never scold me. weird o.O

sigh. i'm leaving for korea on the 22nd early in the morning. haha pass 12 midnight. so i'll be going to the airport tmr at around 8 or 9pm. i'll miss you J. i held your hands extra tightly today.. not only because i'm afraid that you'll fall due to your friction-less slippers. but also because i wont get to hold your hands when i leave. so now might as well hold as much as i can.. i hope that you'll like the diary that i've prepared for you. hope that you'll feel happy when you read it yeah (: BUT no over reading hor. xD

i cant wait for the 31st. i cant wait to be with you again. today we'll talk until late late ok? it's our last night chat till the end of the trip.. just wanna hear your voice (: hope that we meet for lunch tmr. try your best ok dearest? (:

I LOVE YOU <3

NOTE TO ALL: DO NOT. i say DO NOT sms or call me from the 22nd to the 29th of dec. expensive for me hor xD thank you (:

[12:27 AM]

-finding that lost smile ;

HAPPY 8TH MONTH MY DEAREST PIGGY <3

just came back not along ago. haha i was with J all day long :D haha we met up at 9.30am at my place we headed to suntec at about 10.30am. haha i almost forgot abt the promise until you told me xD bought pretzels from Auntie Annie's :DD haha then went to BUILD A BEAR (i forgot the shop name. hee.) sigh. but the winter bear that i wanted was sold out already. it's a limited edition mah.. i kind of fell in love with it the last time i saw it. which was the day i went out with nett, junior and kailing. then the pretty slivery angel dress is also sold out. =/

we went to vivo after that. wanted to find that bear shop but they dont have a branch there. i was a little disappointed sad but nvm lah. it isnt your fault. just blame the bear for being so cute. haha it's ok lah! you accompanying me is the best thing i can ever ask for ^^

walked around until 3 plus before heading back to my place to rest awhile. haha my timing was really accurate huh xD i said 4.30 reach then really 4.30 reach. took a bus to parkway at around 6.30pm. we kind of lala-ed a little before that. i'm sorry abt it too ):

walked to OLD HONG KONG from parkway since J has cravings for dim sum. haha like finally you get to eat it huh xD haha the food is really yummy uh huh (:

after that, we slacked at parkway. bought some stuff bring along for my trip. a pouch, a comb and shoelaces. haha coincidentially, they are all pink xD J sponsered me the comb and shoelaces. it's like we're trying to get stuff for each other so that we wont miss each other that much. it's so difficult to get things for J lah. mine very easy one. from head to toe surely got things to buy. but for guys like him, dont carry pouch dont carry comb. ROAR. it wasnt easy. it's like he lent me his bag, bought me sunglasses, comb, shoe laces.. oh and i have the ring. it's like so many things to make me rmb him lah. xD haha but in the end, we did get something. i bought him this cute little ultraman thingy. the hands can move one. haha he's going to hang it on his bag :D J loves ultraman uh huh ^^ ok ONLY THE CARTOON ONE. because it's super cute.

we sat somewhere near the coffee shop until 10pm before walking to the bus stop. haha kept singing the chorus part of WITCH DOCTOR from alvin and the chipmunk xD so addictive lah the tune.

i love J. i really really do. call me love sick. i dont deny that i am ^^

i'm sorry about yesterday. i'm sorry that my anger doesnt die out fast.. i'm glad that we settled everything before our 8th mth. i just wanna tell you that you mean a lot to me. the 8 days without you is going to be hell. ):

nvm.. just dont forget our date on the 31st k! :D we'll step into the new year together uh huh ^^ i love you.

btw, you have great primary school friends. i enjoyed dinner with them yeah (:

[11:14 PM]

-finding that lost smile ;

haha i suddenly rmbed something that happened yesterday. it was pretty funny. well, to me xD

J and i were walking towards ang mo kio hub when suddenly this promoter for some card approached us. she asked us whether we had lunch already. haha basically because she wanted to talk about the card. then suddenly she asked whether we are still schooling. we said said yes and she was like "ok then that's all.." i found it kind of weird. didnt really know what was going on. then J told me that she approached us because he looks 20 plus. i wasnt really convinced. but i was when a guy promoting the same card approached us almost immediately after the lady did. haha J quickly said that we are still schooling and he let us off xD when we walked quite a distance away, i started laughing. couldnt help it mah. the expression on J's face was super funny xD i finally realised why the lady asked whether we are still schooling. i must have looked non-adultish to her. yeah i am but i'm not kiddy too lor. I AM 16 THIS YEAR. SO IS J (:

J always tells me that he can buy a M18 or even R21 movie ticket without the cashier asking for his IC. well, usually i wont believe it. haha but now i think do.

lynnette feels that J looks 21 and his mum thinks that he looks 22. but how come no matter how i see, i still dont feel that way? o.O hmm maybe it's because i've been with him for so long that i cant even tell. haha nvm. i love you no matter how matured you look (:

J slept like at 6am this morning?! haha FAT GAMER xD he only woke up at like 1 plus. ok now it's my turn to get some rest. i've been busy doing stuff since morning. tired.

[1:38 PM]

-finding that lost smile ;

haha! if you didnt realise, i've changed the song in my blog to the Chipmunk Song (Christmas Don't Be Late) xDD

well, i couldnt help it. it's too cute xD and since i'll be missing christmas in singapore, why not put this song here xD if it gets too irritating just click on the pause button yeah (: i understand that it's kind of too high pitched for some you. haha this song will be here till i return from my overseas trip. which is on the 29th yeah (:

anyway, here are the lyrics taken from http://www.stlyrics.com (:
it's the full version of the song. hmm somehow the lyrics dont really match but it doesnt really make a big difference (:



(all right you Chipmunks! Ready to sing your song?
-I'll say we are!
-Yeah!
-Let's sing it now!
Okay, Simon?
-Okay!
Okay, Theodore?
-Okay!
Okay, Alvin? Alvin? ALVIN!
-OKAY!!!)

Christmas, Christmas time is near
Time for toys and time for cheer
We've been good, but we can't last
Hurry Christmas, hurry fast
Want a plane that loops the loop
Me, I want a hula hoop
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late.

(Okay fellas get ready.
That was very good, Simon.
-Naturally.
Very good Theodore.
-Ahhh.
Ah, Alvin, you were a little flat, watch it.
Ah, Alvin. Alvin. ALVIN!
-OKAY.)

Want a plane that loops the loop
I still want a hula hoop
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late.
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late.

(Very good, boys
-Lets sing it again! Yeah, lets sing it again!
No, That's enough, lets not overdo it
-What do you mean overdo it?
-We want to sing it again!
Now wait a minute, boys
-Why can't we sing it again?
-[chipmunk chatter]
Alvin, cut that out..Theodore, just a minute.
Simon will you cut that out? Boys...)

oh i've also added the chipmunks' version of BAD DAY. it's really nice and cute too! 2nd song on the playlist. haha hear it! ^^

ok i'll go rest soon i guess.. kind of drowsy now.. nights ppl ^^

[10:23 PM]

-finding that lost smile ;

met J at his house's bus-stop at 9am. haha then we took 74 and headed to ang mo kio.

as no shops were opened yet, we went into THIS FASHION to take a look. the branch there is really big yeah. a large variety of clothes uh huh. after that we went to jubilee and had breakfast at mos burger. yum yum ^^ unagi rice burger for me and teriyaki chicken burger for J. yes i know that it's sinful xD

played a while at the arcade and we won this cute multipurpose clip. (: it is the shape of a dog bone.

after that, we caught the 1pm show of ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS. the chipmunks are super duper cute lah! especially THEODORE! :D must watch! it's a nice show ^^

haha so here are some pics taken from www.movies.yahoo.com (:


haha the guy is Dave btw.


THEODORE, ALVIN AND SIMON (: so cute right! xD
















to end off, THEODORE! he's super cute lah :D

after the movie, we shopped around. haha i bought some clothes. J kindly sponsered $30 ^^ then we went to the arcade again for a while, went for dinner (unagi AGAIN!)
and J accompanied me all the way home. haha and i accompanied J on the phone during his journey back ^^

J's the best. i mean who will be willing to travel such a far distance with me home and then take a bus home. i guess J's the only one. i love you <3

waiting for J's sms.. so that i can accompany him on the phone as he goes to wl's house yeah (:

ok meanwhile i'll be busy doing some packing yeah (:

[8:07 PM]

-finding that lost smile ;

J and his dad did not have to pick me up at Eunos mrt this morning. well, because i slept until 10am? xD haha i told J yesterday already lah. i'm not feeling well mah. and i guess that it's also due to the lack of sleep. i cant last long without enough sleep when i'm sick i guess. =/

met J at Eunos mrt at 11am. haha bought lunch and headed back to the office. J's in love with the jap version of the TEEN TITIANS theme song xD

ROAR. i realised why my bro was acting SO NICE today. he even said bye to me when i left the house. well, my mum left his laptop in my room. he wasnt supposed to use it. i usually lock my door when i leave then house so he wont be able to get it. SHEESH. no wonder why he came into my room this morning asking if i wanted songs. -.- that sneaky boy saw that i was drowsy so he took his chance and grabbed his laptop. i was talking to him with my eyes closed mah. -.- he's gonna get it from me when he comes back.

J's dad brought us back to his house at 2 plus. some guy was going to fix some tiles so we had to keep an eye on him. wah lao after he was done, the whole house was super dusty. SAND every where -.- so we had to clean up. it wasnt easy at all because no matter how we cleaned, the place still feels dusty. poor J. he got scolded by his dad although he wasnt at fault. dont worry. i know that you are innocent ^^

we finally got to rest a while when his dad went to fetch his mum. had a nice little chat with J. i love you. i really do. sometimes i just feel like hugging you forever. thanks for always being there for me ^^

met J's mum and dad at the coffe shop for dinner later. after dinner, i helped out with the packing of stuff. haha dont worry. i'm not afraid of going to your house. although it seems as if there's endless things to do there. xD

J accompanied me to serangoon stadium at 8 plus. poor piggy had to wait so long for his bus home. i ended up reaching home earlier than him lor. haha lucky he had his psp xD

hmm J is going jogging with his dad tmr at hougang stadium. haha see first. if i can wake up i'll go along. if not then i'll just meet you after your jog k? (: yay. shopping tmr ^^ haha and maybe we'll meet wl after that. J's staying over at his place tmr mah.

ok i'll go rest a bit bit first. been having headaches. they are irritating. and i still have to make up for my lost hours of sleep. haha toodles! ^^

don't ever let go..

[10:04 PM]

-finding that lost smile ;

i felt really sick and tired when i was in the office. sorry that i was kind of moody for quite some time J ): i really wasnt feeling well.

anyway, checked out the PAE results and J got in to NY. ok i had mixed feelings. i was both happy and sad. i was really happy for J. BUT. i was sad too because i'll be kind of lonely during jan. i'm not going mah. haha but nvm. J promised that we'll still get to meet (: he said that he'll make time for me ^^ meanwhile i guess that i'll go take up some course to keep myself occupied. haha i'll benefit from it in future too i guess.


haha the little puppy that i was talking about. yeah it's FAT. xD because the uncle there gave it the most food. lucky little cutie xD it's about 1 mth plus old.


the puppy and it's mummy! YES. the black dog is it's mum. kind of unexpected right. at first, i couldnt believe it too. they dont really look alike. except that the puppy has a black tail and mouth. just like it's mummy ^^ it's mum kind of remind me of blackie. it really looks like blackie. just that blackie is way smaller that it.

hmm we had lunch at this little jap shop near the mrt. unagi bento. yum yum ^^ THOUGH a little sinful. ALL THE RICE. haha but it's ok i guess. one bowl of rice a day should be just right yeah (: then had fresh green apple juice. i had a craving for it yeah xD

watched heroes and when his dad came, we went to his house. helped with the fixing of shelves.


HOHO smelly feets. xD

after that, we went to parkway. walked to the cold storage at katong mall and bought a honey glazed chicken. A WHOLE CHICKEN. haha the sign said FAMILY CHICKEN xD we were going to share the chicken for dinner. went to my house and my mum stunned when she saw the chicken. haha it's really big. she helped us cut the chicken yeah. ^^ the chicken was nice (: only that some parts were dry. my mum was kind of shocked that we finished the chicken xD when J left, she was like "wah he can really eat." i replied that it's because J has a big "SMALL" eater xD she gave me a surprised look and said that he doesnt look fat. haha SEE. even my mum says that you are not fat xD

i'm tired. maybe i shall rest earlier today. or wake up later tmr. haha see first ba (: bye bye ^^

[10:01 PM]

-finding that lost smile ;

ROAR. i have to repost because thanks to my comp, my WHOLE post is GONE >:(

nvm i shall retype. (:

took a bus to J's house at 8am. haha my first time going to his new house on my own (: the journey wasnt that bad lah. about 35 to 40 mins.

i'm feeling really sick today. it's like my nose is super sniffy. then when i blow my nose, nothing much comes out. worse of all, i suffer a blocked nose after that. -.- couldnt breathe properly. i was really tired so i slept while J kept an eye on the guy who came to fix some doors.

didnt have lunch because we werent hungry. anyway, the ppl who were going to fix the curtains were coming at 2plus so also no time to go buy food. watched an episode of heroes before the ppl came. NICE (: haha when they came, i played ratatoullie while keeping an eye on the guy xD

when they were done with the curtains, we watched another episode of heroes before heading to bugis at 5 plus. haha went to the arcade for a while xD there was this SUPER PRO guy playing the basketball thingy. unlike the usual players, he holds a ball in each hand and throws them into the net simultaneously. it was super fast can. and his score was 1047?! i was really impressed o.O

played a few games of spot the difference with J before going for steamboat at about 6 plus. it was at the same place where we celebrated J's sister's birthday.


haha i love the sauce (: haha J mixed the sauce for me ^^


the beef was the best! J loves it the most so we had many plates of it.

we finished at about 8.30pm. haha super full xD J said that now he feels a woman's pain xD because he felt as if he was carrying a child xD see that's what happens when you eat too much. xD


at bugis mrt. haha J accompanied me back to paya lebar yeah ^^


<3

ok bye bye! shall go play Ratatoullie while waiting for J to call back. haha he lent me his psp :D

[10:07 PM]

-finding that lost smile ;

oh man, i'm feeling really sick. my nose feels as if it's going to drop off any time ):

just took a panadol. hope that i'll get better. DRINK MORE WATER J. YOU MIGHT HAVE CAUGHT MY GERMS. i'm sorry if you did ): but ahh.. NO LUO HAN GUO drink. i dont want =/ you're a nice guy. you wont make me drink it right? :D

tmr going to J's house instead of the office. many ppl are going in to do some renovations so he has to keep an eye on them.

J came over after work today. we watched mr bean again during dinner xD haha after that, we cleaned the hamster cage.

haha our diet plan today is WAY more successful than yesterday's (: we shared a bowl of rice during lunch and had one sushi (baby octopus) each after work. haha can cut down on carbo but not totally. it wont be healthy yeah.

talked to jas tan online (: oh met her and mumtaz at paya lebar this afternoon too! (: it's great talking to her again (: we were being really lame but it was fun ^^

i guess i might rest earlier today if i'm really not feeling well. see first yeah (:

bye bye ^^

what will i do without you?

[9:56 PM]

-finding that lost smile ;

went to the office as usual this morning. haha the puppy was playing with it's mummy. it's so cute when it runs around ^^

ok there was REALLY a lot of work to do today. the printing was very light so we thought that the ink had finished. so we ordered another one. super ex can. $88 o.O haha it last long though. in the end we realised that the prob wasnt with the ink. but the photocopying machine itself.

rained like for almost the whole day lah. ordered KFC buddy meal for lunch. SINFUL SINFUL. =/ oh man, we made a promised that we'll not eat carbohydrates yesterday! J's mum kind of made us break the promise by packing cheese cake for us. ok so we made a DOUBLE PROMISE. pinkied the fingers from both our hands. person who eats carbohydrates shall do push-ups and sit-ups?! sheesh. can i have a lighter punishment? HEE! xD but i brought grapes today lor. LESS sinful than your cheese cake xD

haha J gave me this! :D

he got it when he was in KL yeah (: a handicapped lady made it. heard that she's really good at making this kind of stuff. thanks J ^^ i love it! (:

when we were done with our work, we played Ratatouille on his psp. he got many new games when he was in malaysia yeah (: he's so nice lah. he knows that i dont play very complicated games and fighting games (other than TEKKEN xD) so he got me cute games like Ratatouille. i love this game! the rat is so cute xD haha go around collecting cheese. the game gets tougher and tougher with creatures that are harder to kill at higher stages.

haha we watched heroes season 2 too! as expected, sylar killed candice. but he is unable to use his powers yet somehow. oh btw, candice can create illusions. when she died, her true self was shown. she was a really fat lady. claire's dad is going to die according to one of issac's paintings. SAD )): he's such a nice guy.

after that, i helped J to stick the comics that he drew last time into the book that i gave him. haha glad that he likes the book ^^

had dinner with J's mum and dad after work and went to his house after that. they were busy fixing the new plasma tvs that were going to be placed in their rooms.

J accompanied me to serangoon stadium again. YAY he's going to fetch me there whenever i'm going home from his house ^^ it's kind of eerie mah. so sad. the bus came so fast. ): then moment we got off 147, 76 came. so i had to head home. thank you so much J. (: haha i bet that you were busy completing my game on your way home huh xD


the bus passed by J's old house. this picture was taken from the bus stop there yeah. kind of miss his old house. it took me quite some time to adapt lor =/

anyway, i was browsing through some of my pics and i found these two of dalely xD it's super hard to get a nice shot of him because he keeps moving.


haha FINALLY! xD


dont mistaken. i'm not strangling him and he isnt at pain. he moved so the pic looks kind of weird. if you look closely, this greedy little one is busy munching on his seed -.- it's like he's afraid that i'll take his food away. he kept holding onto his seed when i carried him xD

my whole family is getting all sniffy thanks to my bro. he never covers his mouth when he sneezes. that's the reason why we all caught his germs. shall go rest for a while before calling J yeah (:

i'm so in love with you <3

[10:10 PM]

-finding that lost smile ;

left my house at 5pm and went to Plaza Sing to meet J ^^ haha i spotted him from a distance because he was wearing his super duper striking new shirt. a powerful combination of black, white and red. EXTREMELY OUTSTANDING i tell you. made me feel as if i was dressing to simply =/ haha nvm xD

i was really glad to meet J (: told him about the super attitude maids that i met at the mrt. they dress until like dont know what. keep striking different poses and shake their legs. then they keep staring at their reflections. super act lah. in the train, one of them leaned against my hand despite me putting my hand at the railing first. to aviod arguing, i shifted my hand up. and guess what she did. she leaned her head against my hand. -.- worse of all she kept twisting her head and body. whenever she moves her head away from the railing, i'll be so afraid that her precious hair would get stuck between my fingers. WHAT'S HER PROBLEM MAN? ok she wins. i got so fed up that i removed my hand from the railing. -.- J said that i should have moved my fingers and if she looks at me, give her that "sweet" smile. or hold on to her hair if it gets stuck between my fingers. at least teach her a lesson or something. i ended up trying to perfect my balancing throughout the rest of the journey -.-

come to think about it, i miss betty. she was my maid of more than 10 years. she's such a nice person uh huh ^^ AND she isnt as act as those maids i saw today. i really like her (:

J kept bugging him to show him the present. i wasnt very keen to show it to him at first. was kind of afraid that he wouldnt like it. haha it turns out that he likes it :DD i gave him a book consisting of blank pages only. designed a few pages uh huh (: he loves drawing comics yeah ^^

haha J and i decided to go on a diet together. NO CARBOHYDRATES (: so it means, no rice, no noodles and stuff. (: haha today was a free day before the diet starts. had dinner at cafe cartel. waited for a more than half an hour for our food because the guy accidentally threw the paper with our orders away. he was like, "who did you give your orders to?" then we said, "you?" haha he j ust stunned there xD LESSON LEARNT: NEVER GIVE YOUR ORDERS TO A WAITER WHO IS CLEARING PLATES xD haha so we reordered and the food came really fast (: the food was nice uh huh (:

after that, went to the arcade for awhile before heading towards the mrt. J accompanied me to paya lebar ^^ so nice of him (:

haha we switched phones again because mine had more bars than his. accompanied him on the phone when i got back (:

i've enjoyed myself today uh huh ^^

[10:51 PM]

-finding that lost smile ;

yay J is back! ^^

going to meet him at doby ghaut later. not sure whether my mum will allow though =/ haha nvm xD most prob can (:

[4:45 PM]

-finding that lost smile ;

just got back from lunch at little india. the indian rojak there is good uh huh (:

sheesh i kind of hate the rainy weather. ok i love it when it rains at night as it creates a cooling environment to sleep in. BUT raining during the afternoon is terrible. spoils the mood of going out. =/

hmm i havent been suju-ing for a REALLY long time. i guess that i've toned down a lot since the o lvls. missed out a lot yeah. they've really changed. especially their hairstyles. but nvm, i'm going to korea on the 22nd. hopefully i'll be able to find their stuff there uh huh (:

argh. yet to get my album 2 from jiayun =/





J isnt back yet. if it's too late i wont be able to meet him today. =/ but if today cannot then nvm. haha there's still tmr yeah! :D just that you'll be kept in SUSPENSE about what your present is xD it's simple but i do hope that you'll like it (: slept at 1am just to finish it.. ok that's not the main point but i really hope that you'll like it :D

i'm feeling so piggish. the weather is making me sleepy. maybe i shall take a short nap. xD bye! ^^

[2:31 PM]

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whee J smsed me at 8.07pm! oh oh and i got to call him for 1 min plus. :DD haha i'm really happy now uh huh ^^

i miss you piggy! cant wait for you to come back! :DD haha hopefully we'll get to meet tmr uh huh(:

ok back to watching gong s with my mum. (:

[8:44 PM]

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just changed my monitor. so yay. bye bye to the yellowing screen ^^

munched on some seaweed just now. YUMMY ^^ and now i'm having my kiwi flavoured nata de coco. (: geez i'm eating so much. =/

still browsing through the diary that delia and i shared.. haha she's such a nice friend yeah. whenever she comes across any inspirational quotes and stuff, she'll share them with me in the diary (:

Life can be unfair at times
but you must maintain faith
and never let go.

It is especially during the difficult times
that you must live your life
to its fullest potential.
Those are the times to triumph
over circumstances
with hope and courage.

Life isn't always easy,
but if you keep going and perservere
to the very best of your ability,
you will gain strength to manage
the new challenges ahead.

Each goal that you reach
is another important step forward.

Believe that there are
bright and wonderful days
ahead of you and you will find them.

-Mary A Rothman

to start off the diary, she wrote this quote. she felt that it was meaningful and also because it was the main reason we started the diary. it is really true. in order to achieve your goals, you must always have faith, perservere and put in your best.


haha delia and i before our first stringe syf. this pic was taken in sec 2! xD see the pimples. they are the edvidence of STRESS! at that time, we've just passed our probation. so we were struggling between cca, prefect duties and studies. it really wasnt easy at first. but soon we learnt to handle it yeah (:

ok i'm kind of tired again. going to take a break xD bye! ^^

[4:25 PM]

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slept at 1 plus yesterday. i was on the phone with J. sorry for being so emo ):

supposed to call him up at 5am but fell asleep the moment i switched off my alarm -.- so J called me instead at around 6.10 am? chatted with him all the way to the custom. haha and after that, i fell asleep again and woke up at 11 plus?! sheesh. i guess i'm really tired. usually i'll be fine but this time i felt as if something has drained away all my energy.

had lunch and started to clean my room. packed all my books into boxes. my hands are itching now =/ found this diary that delia and i shared in sec 2. we took turns to write entries in it. oh man, i almost forgot all about it. it's been 2 years since i last touched it. and it happens to be my turn to write an entry. i was supposed to write it in a new book as all the pages have been used up. GUILTY. ok i guess i'll start again soon (: going to spend some time re-reading it. i've read a few pages and it was pretty interesting. xD all the memories..

wonder how J is doing now. hope that he is having fun yeah (: cant wait to receive his sms tonight uh huh (:

geez i'm tired. all the dust from packing is making me all sniffy. =/ shall go rest awhile and back to packing.

[2:10 PM]

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haha played with the little puppy during our lunch break. it loves hiding it's head under the trolley. the uncle at the warehouse calls it an ostrich. haha hide it's head and thinks that no one can see it xD it's bubbly body is still sticking out lor. silly puppy. so cute lah xD

when J told me that today we'll have a lot work to do, i was like, finally got more stuff to do! but it turned out that we finished everything in less than an hour? spent the rest of the time playing computer games and watching heroes season 2. AHHH. SYLAR DIDNT DIE. SHEESH. CANDICE SAVED HIM. she's seriously going to get herself killed lah. oh oh and nathan didnt die too. neither did peter. but peter sort of suffered a memory loss. he got separated from his family. poor guy. ROAR. i still cant get over the fact that sylar is still alive. =/ and worse of all, there's another killer. but he sort of kills ordinary ppl. if you find your picture with a sign on it, it means that you'll be dead in 24hrs. scary huh. the killer sort of jumped off the building with Hiro's dad. but somehow he survived and got away. wonder what kind of powers does he have. ok i admit that i'm obsessed with HEROES xD

went over to J's place after work. the stall we bought our food from super cheat lah. post the picture nice nice but when the food came out, it's totally different. and my soup tatse and looks like those from instant noodles. then the COLD noodles J ordered isnt cold at all. so cheat lah.

the agent that sold J's house came over too with his SUPER ACT CUTE GF (according to J) i dont like him lah. what's his problem man. come into the house start smoking. -.- the first time i saw him at J's bbq he's also smoking. he's really inconsiderate. i'm not biased against smokers. just that i dont like it when he thinks everywhere belongs to him. want to smoke where then smoke where. sheesh.

anyway, since J and i didnt like jimmy, we were busy squeezing orange juice in the kitchen. haha so fun lah xD the orange juice is nice uh huh (: at close to 9pm, J accompanied to the bus stop. haha and he took 147 with me all the way to the stadium ^^ so sweet of him lah. then he waited with me at the bus stop and when 43 came, he went to opposite side to take a bus back. his house got no phone yet so he cant accompany me on the phone. then tmr he's going to malaysia. so he wanted to accompany me longer. you're so nice to me lah (: i'll miss you tmr uh huh ): lucky i have something to keep me occupied. haha i promised you a surpirse yeah (: so come back fast k? :D and thanks for the letter ^^ i feel really touched and honoured. cant believe that it's the first letter you ever wrote to someone. i love letters. especially hand written ones. thank you so much ^^

it's boring without you. must come back soon!

[10:20 PM]

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i'm leaving my house around 8.45am to 9am because J and his dad wont be so early.

*yawns* i'm tired. couldnt open my eyes when i woke up. =/

oh J and i exchanged phones yesterday. well because i wanted to accompany him on the phone during his journey home but his phone was flat. well, we always do that. xD J's phone is seriously scary with the IT'S MY LIFE ring tone. it's super duper loud lah. whenever it rings everyone will turn and look at me. it doesnt look like my type of ring tone and it SHOCKS ppl! the starting is really loud =/ haha nvm. i shall send some of my less shocking songs into his phone incase we exchange phones again xD

oks going to pack some food and off i go (:

[8:32 AM]

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haha J's dad gave us an off day today xD

so i hoped onto the same bus as J at 9 plus after he called me and we headed to parkway. wanted to go to parkway to have dim sum for breakfast. but end up we didnt eat because it wasnt very worth it.

hardly any shops were open at parkway so we went to Plaza Sing. haha watched THE GOLDEN COMPASS. caught the 10.40 am show (:



i enjoyed the show but i was really disappointed with the ending =/ it's like the show didnt have a proper ending. really holds the audience in SUSPENSE. i guess they are going to have THE GOLDEN COMPASS 2 or something. if that's the case, i hope that it'll come out soon! :D

i hate violent shows. but i'll watch I AM LEGEND with J. haha practically because i know what to expect. as in what type of scary thingys that will suddenly pop out xD
anyway, it's a promise. dont worry i'll watch it with you ^^

after the movie, we went to KFC for lunch. we had the buddy meal. MY TREAT (: see, with me you can save money xD

went to the arcade after lunch. played spot the difference (: haha today we got 2 free games of tekken. :D well because either some ppl accidentally scanned their card or didnt complete their game. haha dont know. BOOEY. the whacking game wasnt working =/ hope that they'll fix it fast!

went back to my place at around 4plus. haha watched the last episode of heroes season 1 :D super nice! ok finally sylar died. (: the way he kill ppl is super disgusting lah. hmm i wonder what happened to peter and nathan. wonder whether peter survived.. and whether nathan exploded with him. most prob nathan is dead but what about peter? sheesh. SUSPENSE again. =/ nvm. J and i will be watching season 2 when we are free tmr in the office (:

after watching heroes, we watched mr bean shows and had dinner. mr bean is super lame yet really funny xD throughout the shows, J and i were like WAH LAO CAN DIE ONE. his actions are seriously.. ok i dont how to describe it xD

haha i had fun today ^^ it's been quite some time since we went out like this. we'll be either at the office or helping out with the shifting of his house. hmm but i cant wait to go to the office tmr. the ppl in the warehouse next door take in stray dogs. there's a cute little puppy there. haha cant wait to see it again xD i really love dogs. i miss blackie. wonder how he's doing now. i'm going to ask my dad whether i can visit him.. but i'm afraid that he wont rmb me. will he hate me for letting him go? =/ i hope not.. he's my dearest little friend.

ok shall go take a bathe now. have a good rest everyone (:

[9:21 PM]

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i really love Eric Chiryoku's songs. really helps to calm the mind. he's a great multi-instrumentalists (:

yay going to meet J really really soon. haha bye ^^

[8:34 AM]

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a few pics from 28th nov (:


loves! <3


arent they cute? ^^


JUNIOR! :D


one of the NICER tasting disgusting mixture. J drank it. eww. =/


morning spasticism xD oh that's the octopus thingy that i won during the buffet at mrs ng's (: haha it's cute!


we were waiting for J xD

it's boring being at home. SERIOUSLY. my mum started nagging about why i always go out and play. keep telling me to stay at home. sheesh. cant i even enjoy? then she keeps blaming me for my bro's behaviour. he keep going out my fault. everything my fault. it's like her main purpose is to push all the blame to me. i dont control his life leh! nvm.. shant say more. =/ haha lucky i'm going to J's dad's office everyday (: saves me from all the nagging xD really cant take it lah. i'd rather go with J to the office than stay at home. at least i get to be with J yeah :D

haiz. sometimes i just dont feel like going home.. i'm a much happier person outside (: how do you define home? currently, it feels as if it's just a place for me to sleep. i cant turn to anyone. i'm not myself. how i wish that things will get better in future..

nvm. shant think so much. still have to wake up early tmr yeah (: haha cant wait to meet J again ^^

[11:28 PM]

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J is moving house. so i've been helping his family with the shifting and the cleaning. haha mostly cleaning because they dont dare to let me carry stuff. scared i no strength i guess. hmm everything was pretty ok. it only got kind of tiring when we cleaned up J's new house. had to scrub the paint off the tiles. wah by the time i finished, i couldnt stand properly. my ankles and knees were aching like crazy. haha but it was really fun when we pushed the water out of the house. it's like they sprayed water and soap all over the floor. when we were done with cleaning, we each took a clothe and slided around on the floor to push all the water out.

i've realised that i love lorry rides xD it's really windy and nice at the back. made many trips to move things from his current house to his new house. they are officially moving into their new house tmr. i wont be going over tmr so i guess today is the last lorry ride. sad huh. =/

today is also the last time J will be walking me out to the bus stop. i guess i'll miss the lane we always walk down towards the bus stop.

i'll have to travel a further distance to get to his new house. must change bus. haha but nvm. distance isnt a problem yeah. can meet can le ^^ just that i wont be able to stay until 9 plus anymore. unless transport home is provided xD

J and i have started work at his dad's office. yeah today's the first day :D it's really really slack. morning got totally nothing to do. just waited for his mum and dad to come. they taught us many basic stuff before leaving. when we were done, we had nothing to do again. so we started playing computer games. the speaker is spoilt so we couldnt watch heroes. haha bringing my speakers tmr so that we can watch xD lucky it's his dad's office. if not i doubt we can do such stuffs xD but i guess soon we'll have more things to do. haha hopefully. if not very boring lah.

ok gtg rest now. still have to wake up early tmr. bye ppl ^^

[10:52 PM]

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