oh man, did i tell you how much i miss suju-ing?

ryeo-min!!!






heechul! i'm getting used to his short hair yeah.


yeah some of the pics are not very recent but i just felt like posting them xD

had chinese paper one and chemistry today. i have no idea how the papers went. i was just like stunned after i completed them.

rushed off for amaths tuition after the papers. it was like woah. the whole class was filled with tkgians! like totally well, GREEN yeah xD one kc gal came in and she decided to come on another day. haha because there were no seats and she probably felt intimidated as she was the only blue person there xD haha mrs ng was really funny. she and her sleepless nights due to nightmares abt mathsxD tuition lasted for about 4HOURS! mrs ng wanted to cover as much as possible. i felt quite ok until i stood up and walked. i couldnt walk straight lah. my legs were like wobbly. i think that i looked drunk xD took the bus back home with jas and janice. haha we are all stressed ppl. i sort of teared suddenly. it's like what on earth is happening? when i got home i practically dropped myself on the floor and stoned there for quite some time. wasnt feeling very well i guess. but i'm feeling much much better now. no worries yeah(:

always the first to be home. at least blackie is always around (:

ok now i'm sort of busy worrying whether my letter got to someone. i think i sort of sent it out a little late. but i do hope that the letter reaches that person on time.

i wont be mugging much today. feeling kind of weird yeah. tmr is the start of another crazy month... hey take care of yourself k. getting injured isnt nice at all. u must stay strong and healthy! :D oh and happy too ((:

ph dont be so sad k (: i'm always here for you. you know it yeah (:

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ok decided to drop by for a while. to my videoworld darlings, i'm so sorry! i had amaths extra lesson so i couldnt make it for the group lunch. kind of a pity =/ nvm, there are other chances in future! :D

hmm i can say that ysterday was a really really relaxing day. it's been a long time since i slowed down the pace of my life. i'm always like rushing here and there. but ysterday was different. i took my time to walk and i just felt happy. being so busy, i've hardly had the chance to appreciate the things around me. walking aimlessly isnt a bad thing at all. it's actually quite nice. ((: hey thank you so much. i had a great time. haha and if u never knew it, you have nice hands (:

alright, back to mugging. =/ i want mid years to end quick! oh yay cant wait for that day ((:

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i'm kind of mentally drained today. cant seem to think fast.

i'll miss stringe lah. as in really really really miss it. like the other sec 4s, i'm suffering from stringe withdrawal symtoms. =/ kind of like a bad feeling... i can say that i love all my juniors! :D no matter how dirty minded and playful u all are, i love u all the same! (: hmmm... JASMINE KOH! i'm sorry that i rejected your proposal xD u were indeed very sincere but I'M STRAIGHT so yeah (: haha so i guess i wont be your sister-in-law dorissa! xD

JASMINE TAN! i love you so much lah! well, in the right way xD

this pic was taken after speech day not too long ago. credits to ms vicki tse a.k.a SEXY! xD i rmbed how we ran ard trying to find a camera. we just had to take a pic together. it's sort of like perharps the second last time we'll be in this full PB uniform. the very last time will most likely be during the the photo taking session... quite sad actually. jas, i just want to tell u that being in the same class with you is just great. thanks for always being there for me yeah. i really treasure the bond between us. the jie mei telepathy is just simply amazing huh (: i just rmbed the time we had pb camp in malaysia. those super steep slopes. i'm glad that u were there to lend me a hand at every step i took.

position, power and stuff means nthing at all. it's the ppl that make everything so beautiful. (:

hey i dont mind anything at all. because i trust u yeah (: be more careful nxt time. take good care of yrself. (:

JIAYOU TO CHOIR PPL! i wish u all the best for your syf tmr! (: dont worry too much abt the results. as long as u all have tried your best, u have already accomplished a lot. (: ph dont worry so much. u have my support! :D

ok i'm going to take a long break from blogging. mid years are coming!

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had syf yesterday. but i cant disclose the results. well the PRINCIPAL has to do it =/ i dont get it lah. why must we so secretive abt it?

anyway, well done to all stringers! to be able acheive such results is great! i'm proud of u all. :D always bear in mind that most of us dont start off knowing how to play a string instrument. we are unlike other schs that recruit all the pro players only. being able to come this far, u all have indeed done well! the results arent impt at all. it's the process. how much we bonded through practices and stuff...

it's the last day for the sec 4s. i'll sure miss everyone... dont worry, i'll come back and visit once in a while. I PROMISE (:

I FEEL LOVED!


went to clarissa's house after syf with nett, kailing, junior, dorissa, chelsea, rebecca, edna, vicki, emmerlyn, felicia! :D haha if u didnt realise, we are all from different levels! the thing that is special abt stringe is that we are very homogeneous. there's like hard any barrier between the seniors and juniors. everyone mix well with each other (:

clarissa's house is super cool lah. we had great fun! eating, watching dvds, napping (well for vicki and me only xD), banging on the instruments... we even got so bo liao that we spammed ppl's phones with exactly the same msges! so it's like SOME PPL got 12 of the same msg at one go! they got such a shock lah xD haha sorry if we irritated u all yeah. didnt mean any harm (:

I AM SO GOING TO SLEEPOVER AT YOUR HOUSE CLARISSA! :D

today is like a long tuition day. mrs ng was kind of weird xD she's like super chatty. haha she's cute lah (:

hey i just want to tell u that i have no regrets at all yeah (: (you know who u are! :D)

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bio lab on genetics was so fun! xD we got to make 'babies' out of candies!

papa candice, baby daewon and mummy sonia! xD

had a great time laughing with the juniors today. the last fri for the sec 4s. we'll miss such after stringe gatherings )): sigh.

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i've used a lot of brain power today. feeling super mentally drained.

been thinking abt things. i'm sorry for making ph hear me sigh non stop... kept spinning the coin. it's kind of stupid. as if it can tell my fate. but i just did it. i really want to know which step to take nxt.

p.s. let's pray for a happy ending... (:

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a pic of my top 3! :D


hyukie's bday clip! ((:


gosh. i cant believe that i am saying this but lopez was super cute today lah! xD the band girls werent ard so she got 5 other ppl to take down notes for them. and she went WHO WANT TO ADOPT THIS GIRL? WHO WANT TO ADOPT THAT GIRL? omg lah xDD ADOPT?!

we didnt find the joke in the newspaper funny so she thought that we couldnt understand it. then she started explaining and the whole class laughed non stop. well, not because the "joke" was funny but it's because she got super excited. she kept laughing and smiling so much. she's really different today lah. i laughed so much till my tummy hurts xD how i wish lopez is like this everyday. wont that be nice? (:

cheong is away in china. everyone thought that her "twin" would take us for chem. but well, it didnt turn out that way.

i was super sad during recess lah. the canteen ran out of green tea! )):

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went for service with delia today! :D yeah like finally. but i cant make it for the weeks after anymore. unless i dont have tuition like today =/

hey, i'm really sorry that i couldnt meet u today. i cant just pangsei my friend like that mah. meet u some other time yeah? (: so sorry!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOI SIWON! :D

like hyukie, u are now officially an adult! :D

wida gave me this box of Trix on thurs.


but well, it came with terms and conditions xDD

Sonia Cheok, by accepting this, you've agreed to light up this candle on the 7th of April and wish your friend's boyfriend that is wida's Choi Siwon a birthday wish. after which, shout out LOUD, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOI SIWON!!!"

so yeah, i kept my promise and here's the proof! :D i secretly lighted the candle in my rm (thank goodness that only the candle burnt xD). and i shouted HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHOI SIWON and made a wish for him. hope that i wasnt too loud :P

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time passes really fast. ystday, i was like on the phone for 5hrs! i thought that my conversations with ph are very long already but then, ya. haha i didnt notice the time at all. the surprising thing is that i managed to wake up and i dont feel sleepy! :D maybe it's due to me always slping late and waking up early. oh well, it's a habit xD

helped mum with the housework. and again, my body aches. this shows how often i exercise xD and i gave blackie his bath! so he's much cleaner now ((:

supposed to practise the duet with delia today. but i'm not that good yet. i dont have much time to practise so i'm quiet scared that i'll end up pulling down her marks instead of helping her =/ nvm, i'll try my best.

i think that sungmin is such a "flirt" xD haha ok, not really lah. he just mix ard well with everyone (:

with shindong


with ryeowook


with hyuk jae. he took hyuk away from donghae!


ok now it's him and donghae


look at what he is doing to heechul


so many other pics but i'm lazy to upload xD mr sungmin, be faithful to ryeowook!

one day to wida's siwonnie's bday! :D just look at her darling (:


alright, i shall stop and get on with my homework =/

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another day in sch with a tummy ache =/ it's terrible lah. whenever i eat sthing, i'll feel like puking. so i cant eat too much. but i still bought my JASMINE GREEN TEA :D the new drink stall recently started selling the bottled ones. like finally! ((: yeah i know... i dont deny the fact that i'm addicted xD

ivy, i hope that your physics SPA went ok. ((:

mep lesson was really dead today. and the moment i saw miss sim, i just became so stressed. ok ok shant think abt it anymore. i promised to be happy (:

suju T! haha it's been a long time since i posted any pics of them. ok... maybe not that long xD


for dear wida! siwon's b'dae in 2 days time! :D

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ok my chem tcher will be here in 5 mins! got to go without dinner for the time being... today's such a rush! gosh run here run there. and i flung my amaths spring test. anyway, that's not the main thing.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HYUKIE! :D

you are now officially an adult! xD

ok gtg now. bye! (:

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sch was kind of bad today. cos i had a tummy ache throughout the whole day )): and i have just lost 3 marks because i didnt complete my maths paper.

we got our stringe blouse today. i shant comment on it.
a really really big surprise before stringe. nett, junior and kailing made me a card! i was so touched. this was kind of unexpected... thanks for all the support and encouragement darlings... the fact that u all care really makes me stronger (:

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whenever i meet with a problem, i'll tell myself to face it. and most of the time, i managed to do so. but there's something that i've been avoiding... maybe i'm just not ready to face it?

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i'm not sure how i did for the chinese oral... couldnt read a few words. it was kind of impossible to skip them as the words were doubled.

maths tution! well i needed that badly. supposed to make up for 1hr only. but ended up staying for 2 xD glad that i had more practise with transformation. (:

mrs ng was really freaky lah. she was teaching this gal. then we were chatting abt stuff. and she just suddenly commented on our conversation. she can really multi task! and she was kind of proud abt that xD

hyukie's bdae in 2 days! :D


ok off to do more maths!

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i've made up my mind abt certain things. and i really hope that i've taken the right path. there'll be no turning back so i will always look forward and do my best!

although i dont say it, i'm aware that there are things going on. you want to tell me sthing but u just keep quiet about it. because there are doubts in your heart. i hope that u'll tell me and get that burden off yr shoulders. and i promise that even if things dont go well, nthing between us will change (:

i love ryeowookie (:


gosh. yet another road accident outside my place. the first car stopped so the 2nd bumped into it. then the 3rd bumped into the 2nd and the 4th bumped into the 3rd. this is like the dont know number what accident already. but lucky no one was injured. road users shld drive more safely huh.

p.s. tears cant be controlled but at times... but for u all, i'll be stronger and be a happy gal.

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