because there isnt a reason to love

Thursday, March 29, 2007

i want to quit. i really want to. composing components take up major parts in the exam. and the thing is, i cant compose for nuts! it's not something that can be improved overnight. practise is needed. and the prob is, i dont have the time. i'm not strong in the other components. so my marks arent good. adding in the composing components, my results just drop further. so stressed can?

i've made up my mind to drop it in sec 3. after writing countless numbers of letters and waiting for such a long time, miss sim just said that i cant drop. and the reason? well there isnt a reason. because some woman said that i cant drop. and she didnt even bother to come and find me to tell me why.

i'm going to submit a letter tmr. and i'm told that it'll take 3 wks for approval. cant it be any earlier? in 3 wks time, it's midyear exams! i want to drop before the exams. i really cant take the exam stress for mep. and how if that woman dont allow me to drop? i can just kill myself. wasting my time on sthing that i cant score in and which wont be of any use in the future. it takes up a lot of my time and it leaves me with little time for my weaker subjects... it really isnt worth it at all.

tears tears and more tears... i hate this )':

-finding that lost smile ;