it's over! (: my pianist said that it was ok. we were able to coordinate for most of the parts. but i'm not sure for the rest of the components. that examiner was going really fast. i didnt even have time to breathe between each test. i dont think that i perfromed well... but it's over. no point thinking abt it now. what's done is done. i shall just wait patiently for the results. when on earth will the diploma results be out? i took it last dec. it should be out soon... right?
miss lui didnt come in for amaths lesson. so i didnt miss anything. yay! but there was still amaths remedial. i saw my overall amaths results and i almost killed myseif. it's like 64.8?! 0.2 to a B3 )): that was after the linear law spring test was added. it did pull up my marks from 63.5 to 64.8. BUT i rather have the 63.5 marks. feel less pain. if i didnt fail my first ca, i guess i wouldnt have such marks huh. but on the other hand, i'm quite happy lah. i've NEVER got such marks for amaths before. always fail or just pass. so at least now got improvement.
sec four year is such a dao mei year. - it's a super emo year. - lost my nametag. - broke a delivery tube. - broke my nametag. - fell for the first time in 4 years. - got scolded by a teacher.
well, tan k k scolded me today. for not doing 2 pages of my chinese wkbook. she gave us 4 chapters to do. and when she asked why, i said the stupidest thing. BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE THE TIME. which tcher would ever accept this ans? almost the whole class was made to stand while she nagged. but i seriously didnt have much time for homework at all. my schedule is so packed. i go home at like 6 practically everyday. then in preparation for my violin exam, i have practice sessions with my pianist at very late hrs. plus tuition and blah blah blah. I CANT EVEN BREATHE! i rush my hw with every little time i have here and there. yeah and go to sch feeling super tired. it's not that i didnt want to do her hw lor. i did most of it. except 2 pgs. she said it's because we didnt do consistent work. as in do one chpt when she finishes teaching one. yeah, i admit that it's my fault on this part. but if i HAD ENOUGH TIME, i would have completed it.
as she scolded us, i felt so terrible lah. it's like i just came back from my exam. i felt so mentally drained. then she started saying things that arent true at all. like U DONT HAVE ANY INTEREST FOR THE SUBJECT AT ALL. and the worst part is that, i cant argue at all. i mean, what's the pt. it wont do any good to argue with a tcher. ): i'm feeling so emo already and she's just adding salt to my wound. when i am in sch, i try to forget all the unhappy stuff going on in my life. and she just had to remind me of them all. )): really felt like crying. not because she scolded me lah. just that i was feeling so stressed. but i managed to hold back my tears again... yeah by biting my poor tongue REAL HARD.
i still like tan kk though. (: she isnt a bad tcher at all. in fact, she's really good. after she scolded us, i felt so bad for not doing that 2 pages. she put in so much effort in teaching us and i just didnt complete my hw.
to ph, i'm really sorry for my attitude after tan kk's lesson. i just wasnt in a very good mood. i hope that u'll understand. sorry...
can, jas and wida's light-up pens couldnt light up for some reasons. ): sad lah. some probs with the sensor i guess... hmmms and why is it donghae's day???
yay a suju grp pic! :D it's taken at bangkok i think. but heechul is missing.
this hankyung pic is pretty nice.
siwon! wida, cheer up k? ((:
this video is when they won the newcomers award quite some time ago... go suju go! ((: it's sad to see them cry... but at least it's tears of joy (:
ok i'm going to rush my chinese hw! cant turn up for lesson with incomplete work again...
