because there isnt a reason to love

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

syf team results were out today. yeah i got in. lynnette and kailing too. but junior darling didnt )): i'm so sad lah. managed to control my emotions during StringE. we all thought that it was better to tell junior abt it today. didnt want her to end up getting more hurt. so we called her. and i just started tearing the moment i heard her voice.

since the time the four of us got close, i had this wish. that we would be able to play in syf together... but i guess that wish will never come true huh. we practised together, worked towards the same goal, had very special senior- junior bonds. but now... sigh.

junior darling, if u happen to be reading this, i just want to let you know that i love u darling! i really dont get why u didnt get in. u are not a bad player at all. u know it. everyone does. dont be too sad... i'll be sad too. well, u know me. nett and kailing too. u are like the best junior we ever had. we all love u! dont give up k? u still have a concert nxt yr! i hope that u'll feel better as time goes by. lets treasure the little time we have left together k? we'll miss u a lot! ): i love u junior!

and we book u for tmr's recess! do try your best to make it!

no matter what happens, u are forever our junior darling (':

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