because there isnt a reason to love

Thursday, May 31, 2007

it's so sudden lah. i just woke up and they told me that they are taking him away already. i'm just too stunned to react. i know that i cant do anything about it.

refused to help them pack his stuff. ok i guess that i was being rude. i told them to keep quiet and leave me alone. i'm sorry lah but they were really talking TOO MUCH. i'm like trying to stay calm and they are just making things worse. i didnt want to cry. but the moment i went into my room. ya. i broke down.

he's going to leave soon. in one or two hours time. i dont feel like seeing him now. and i guess that i'm not going to send him off. i'll just die. ):

somehow i feel that he knows what is going on. he has been whinning for a long time. i'm sorry that i'm not seeing you. i know that if i see you, it'll be even harder to part...

i love him. that's why i'm letting him go. and i pray that he'll have a better life after today.

going for the emerge fest at expo later. hope that my mood will be better yeah..

have to go back to sch tmr. dont feel like going back. i mean who does? sigh.

-finding that lost smile ;