because there isnt a reason to love

Sunday, May 27, 2007

went back bishan yesterday! it's been a long time. walked from j8 back to my old place. i can still rmb how to get around. yay (: the place has changed a lot yeah. haha i went to the playground area and started picking little black seeds. dug small little holes in the soil and planted a few of them. it was just like my younger days. i felt 10 years younger. i kept smiling to myself. lucky no one was around other than a few kids at the playground. xD

i sat there and stoned. but after a while, things dont seem that right. i was sort of like being watched. so i quickly stood up and headed back to j8. took the same route back under the flats. got kind of freaked out when i realised that that person was following me. i changed direction and walked back to my old place he also follow. lucky there was this couple and their kid. he saw them and he took a different route. i thought i lost him liao but he actually followed me all the way to j8 bus interchange! after that he just disappeared. crazy guy lah.

i called jeremy to tell him that i've reached. delphine and santy are really socialble ppl i can say. xD something tells me that i'm going to see a lot of them. right? xD haha why call bai qun = white skirt? obviously someone's evil idea xD and about the soccer thing... NO COMMENTS.

saw a lot of ri ppl who seem like prefects around. thought yl might be arnd but apparently he just left. poor guy is so stressed up lah. like 8 projects plus so many other stuff during the "holidays". if i were him i think i die liao. i dont know how he handles his hectic school life. hey cheer up! :D things are tough but you've got to pull through. what that doesnt kill you makes you stronger. i know you can do it!

i hate the weather lah. it just makes me feel sick. felt kind of weak ystday. but well, i didnt want to spoil all the fun so yeah, just kept quiet. the reason why i didnt want to share drinks was because i was feeling kind of weird. later i happen to be sick then i'll end up spreading all the germs. that wouldnt be nice uh huh.

when i got home, had my dinner and started to mug again. but somehow i fell aslp. then when i woke up, i tried standing and i fell. my leg was totally numb. my poor right ankle. this is the dont know how many times it has suffered. i also dont know what i was doing. i think i was in a semi slping state. kept trying to stand and after a few attempts i fell aslp again xD

today will be a total mugging day! :D chinese o lvls tmr. i'm kind of scared despite doing all those papers. have this feeling that i'll have to retake. but nvm, i'll do my best yeah (: ok off i go :D

*oh ya. ystday was the 26th. =/ one more mth of being 15!

-finding that lost smile ;