Saturday, October 13, 2007
i said that i wont blog. but i'll make today an exception i guess.. i'm pretty sad now. ok really really sad ):
1. chippy passed away )':
after J's last sms, i went to check on my little darhlings. chippy was lying down while daley was running around like a mad hamster. ok in the end, i realised that it was as if he was trying to tell me something.. after some time, chippy was still staying in the same position. i felt that something wasnt right.. so i shook the cage many times. but.. he remained still.. ): he was dead )): when i picked up his body, what broke my heart was the fact that his back was broken. he actually fell to his death. he's much skinner than daley because daley always grabs most of the food. -.- so i guess that's the reason why his back gave way so easily. or maybe he hit the pocerlain bowl and broke his back? i really dont know.. when i touched his body, it was still warm. it meant that he passed away not long ago. how i wish i could have been there for him ):
i told my mum about it. she was pretty sad about it too. she offered to buy daley another companion but i said no. they might not be able to adapt to each other's presence and end up fighting? anyway, at the moment, i still cant get over chippy's death ):
yesterday night, they were running on the wheel together as usual.. they make a great team huh.
this pic was taken on 11th oct. i never knew that it would be the last pic of them together ):
so i guess now it's left with daley.. this pic was taken on 9th oct. he looked like that minutes ago.. he's lonely i guess.. no one to run on the wheel with him anymore ):
i know some of you might find it weird that i'm emoing over hamsters. they are not just hamsters.. they are my companions.. they never fail to put a smile on my face..
i'm sorry J.. he died under my care )':
2. J went to malaysia ):
ok meet J. i guess it's the first time some of you are seeing him.. haha his first time appearing on my blog anyway.
he called me at 4am this morning so that we can chat before he leaves. he's only coming back tmr night? or maybe afternoon. sheesh. nobody to chat with tonight ): haha but he sent me 2 videos and 1 sound clip. said that i can view and listen to them when i miss him xD he smsed throughout until he reached the custom. that's when i realised that chippy was dead. i quickly smsed him but i guess he had already switched off his phone. he'll probably only read the msg at night. we might be meeting santy on sun night so that she can tutor us. hmm not sure yet..
ok.. today's an amaths day so yeah obvious that i'll be mugging amaths. perharps i'll be happier? (: hopefully i wont get more depressed instead =/ ok have to go mug now.. bye ppl. study hard k! and pls. to SOME ppl out there. dont give me cheeky grins. yes. he's who you think he is. i think. xD
[8:51 AM]
-finding that lost smile ;
