Friday, December 21, 2007
talking to J on the phone now <3
haha just got back from the office.. J was being mean. he kept making me feel like crying. ok my tears did come out twice. i had to hide behind the cupboard to wipe my tears away. his mum was there mah. today we were really busy. because his mum kept giving us stuff to do.
my heart was hurting badly ): since the time i stepped into the office, till the time i left.. ok i'm still feeling it now ): sheesh i miss you even when i'm beside you ):
J is coming over later :D around 7plus. yay he's coming to the airport with me ^^ J is leaving tmr at 9.15pm. i'm kind of glad that i'm leaving first. because if i leave second, i'll feel sader. =/ if i were J i wont know what to do. it's like i'll be leaving 21hrs 8mins after him?! almost a day! that'll be TERRIBLE. so lucky i'm leaving first.
oh man.. i'll miss you. i'll really miss you A LOT. nvm.. let's take it as we'll be meeting soon! haha in a matter of time, you'll be coming to korea too! :D one thing is kind of sad. although both of us will be going to seoul, we're going to different places. SO NEAR YET SO FAR. ):
dont feel too sad ok J? i dont want you to be sad =/ i want you to be happy. i guess that you'll only read this entry when you get back from the airport.. so since you're viewing it now, GIVE ME A SMILE :D be happy, for me ^^ on the 29th, we'll be able to meet again! :D
wear more clothes hor. it's freezing in korea. negative degree is no joke hor. dont act strong. cold wear more. so what if you'll look like a dumpling. i'll be like a dumpling too xD
i love you so much piggy. i'll miss holding your hand.. i'll missing hugging you.. i'll miss you the most when i'm cold. you're always there to keep me warm.. must stay bubbly k! :D i dont want to hug a skinny piggy xD not nice one.
take care alright? (: haha and rmb to bring the notebook! dont let it touch water because the ink might smudge. i love you. you'll always been in my mind uh huh ^^ oh oh one more thing. i dont care i still want prezzie. haha FROM BOTH KOREA AND HONGKONG. i'll rmb to get you stuff too. haha from both KOREA AND CHINA too xD it'll be something SPECIAL uh huh (:
sleep earlier tonight ok? (: so that you wont miss me that much.. you know why. i dont want you to be sad. i know the feeling. because i always feel it when you go to malaysia =/ i love you. dont think so much k? (: *gives a pat on your head* ^^ goodnight and sweet dreams <3 i'll patiently await your daily smses uh huh ^^ bye dearest (:
[4:46 PM]
-finding that lost smile ;
